his moth-eaten waistcoat ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

I’m 18 I do NOT want to be spoiled I do NOT send or want to be sent nudes I love older men

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Introduction!

(I should have done this so long ago!!)

𝜗ৎ Age: 18

𝜗ৎ Gender: Female

𝜗ৎ Likes: Reading, quiet, the random, sweet words, books, writing, horrible jokes, sarcastically witty conversations, and Italian food

𝜗ৎ Preferences: Sweet, Caring, Big, A Little Scary, 30+, Worshipful, Intelligent, Experienced with Comforting, Patient, Mature, Male.

𝜗ৎ Dislikes: oysters, degrading, parties, using acronyms for every sentence, immaturity, entitlement, and being told or asked about “body counts”, poor listening skills, dry conversations

𝜗ৎ About me: I’m a little odd, in the “death is fascinating” kind of way, but not in a “I’ll harvest your organs” kind of way. I promise!! I can also be a tad bit emotionally needy, as well as flip flop with some of my emotions. ( Like the average teenage girl ).

𝜗ৎ Tastes: Music (indie, alternative, metal, classical, and rock), Italian food (haven’t found I dish I don’t like yet), I prefer thrifted over expensive, and someone who’s really good at comfort.. and mock comfort..

𝜗ৎ Hard No’s: Nud3s, Giving or being given money, married men, younger men, political extremists, Biggots, open relationships/ polyamory relationships

I realize I’m not the best at introducing myself, i apologize..

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I am absolutely terrified of you.. please keep talking.

I know I’m too “pure” I don’t careee

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I have a love hate relationship with the dark. It’s terrifying, yet I find it so interesting and enticing, and I can’t help myself from wanting more.

Perhaps I’m just a delusional and naive girl who sees good where there isn’t any, but could you blame me?

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OF COURSE I WANT TO BE BABIED AND COMFORTED OVER EVERY LITTLE THING!!

“I lost my favorite lip gloss..”

“Oh, honey!! I’m so so sorry, thats horrible.. you’re just having such a rough day, aren’t you??”

I don’t care if you’re mocking me, I LOVE it!!

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“Of course I’d kill for you, baby.”

Okay, but I’m actually serious.

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I’m so happy, life is good!!

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“I was worried I was too old for you..”

I’m RIGHT where I wanna be

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YOU’RE NOT LOOKING!! LOOK!!

I’m gonna lose it

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I know I’m being paranoid but I constantly feel like I’m being watched.. like someone or something is there..

I just hope whatever or whomever it is, is keeping me safe.

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“You seem like an intelligent girl.”

Keep talking like that and I’ll forget how to think

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Remember to comfort before, during, AND after!!

“That’s my girl, you’re doing so well”

“It’s okay, baby, whatever you’re comfortable with.”

“It’s okay, you’re alright. Yes, everything’s okay, don’t worry.”

“My sweet girl, you did such a good job.”

Talk about it after!! Don’t pretend it didn’t happen!!

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“No, baby, you’re not too much!”

Okay.. can you remind me and tell me every 5-10 minutes of every single day..? I promise I won’t get tired of hearing it..

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Why are they always married??

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Whenever I’m treated poorly I’m reminded an older man is out there waiting to make me feel like a goddess.

This is so cheesy

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I love making fucked up people feel like good people. They tend to be really good people with just twisted desires that they feel guilty for, it makes so so sad they view themselves in that light. I just want everyone in the word to feel loved, geez.

I know this is cheesy, whatever..

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If you can’t actually deal with clingy and slightly obsessive people, stop TELLING them you can.

I’m literally warning you for a reason, don’t act surprised when I suddenly act clingy??

“I love it”, until you’re mad at me for asking why you were gone for 20 minutes or longer.

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“That’s unrealistic.. you’ll NEVER find someone that’ll obsess over you like that.”

I can’t even be delusional anymore without this ANNOYING voice telling me such negative things.

Let me at least dream.. geez..