The Visionary

The dream girl of your nightmares.

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Mom has been seeing things. Dead loved ones, children that arent there, she has imaginary friends, she is having halucinations and delusions and for the past 2 weeks its been getting worse. She would leave in the night and wander, dad found her outside at 3am standing by the car thinking they were going somewhere, she locked herself in a closet and knocked huge boxes over on herself that had her pinned, dad cant sleep cuz she keeps doing this stuff all day and all night. Last night in a fit she thought "the children" were going to set the house on fire and then she attacked my dad, she didnt know who he was. He was already so weak. He has been throwing up for hours and was extremely dizzy. Full Vertigo. When she attacked him he had no strength to fight back so he bit her to try and snap her out if it. Nothing was working and called me at 10pm voice shaking like I've never heard in my life. He collapsed before I got there and when I came in she was cowering in a corner screaming and he was at the table with tears in his eyes saying hes sorry he hurt her and he cant breathe. I took him to the hospital. Right noe he is dying from heart failure.. I was with him for 5 hours. I left mom in the care of my boyfriend and finally when dad was getting some rest I returned to the apartment and when I arrived mom was face down on the floor muttering, screaming and crying.

I got her up and took her to bed but she cant sleep for any amount of time and sleep walks and bas delusions then lays back down for 20 minutes and the cycle resets. So she got back up, came to me said she was In so much pain and that she was going to die. She then had a seizure and fainted in my arms.

I rushed her to the same hospital I had just left my dad at.

She could barely move when we got her there. She didnt know where she was, her birthdate she was incoherent.

They transferred them both to the larger hospitals in the medical district and admitted her to the psychiatric ward. Dad is under surveliance in the cardiovascular clinic.

I have yet to sleep...

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#whatever

[iamadamstanley]

“When a guy fell for her, he never stopped falling. She was that kind of girl.”

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A.S.

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I love my job.

I got paid $500 to watch Stand Up comedy, play Animal Crossing and Listen to 90s music. ♡

[eyebrowgod-deactivated20181204]

a 90’s kid? don’t you mean sad adult?

[eyebrowgod-deactivated20181204]

70,000 people have reblogged this but no one is trying to defend themselves

[vanilita]

There is nothing to defend

[lookingforshadows]

#i read a post once that described 90s kids as the generation of nostalgia #because so much technological advancement happened in such a rapid timeframe when we were growing up #that we can clearly remember having technologies that are now obsolete #like going from a corded hugeass phone to a small computer in your pocket just within our formative years is a major thing #and it sparks a nostalgia for our seemly ‘simpler’ childhoods #because so much rapid development makes it seem like it was a lot longer ago than it actually was (x)

[instead-of-sighs]

This is the most solid explanation of our decade I have ever heard.

[fakenasty]

Oh my god

[retr0philia]

Just to add onto that, our childhood wasn’t even technology based. We grew up knowing of chalk, skateboards, jump rope, street hockey, playgrounds, butterfly collecting, etc. Slowly technology took over our lives and now there are hardly kids playing outside in the summer. We can clearly remember our childhood as it was and now we can see the clear line between it. We were the generation right smack in the middle of it all. Our parents were of non-tech and our children/young siblings will be all tech.

[breelandwalker]

Not to mention, ours was the last generation that grew up with all those bright promises of “work hard, go to college, and you’ll have a successful life,” only to find those hopes abruptly dashed when the housing bubble burst. Milliennials have grown up expecting that disappointment, because for them, the problem has been there since Day One.

So 90s kids aren’t just nostalgic…we’re BITTER. And we ache for those days when we could still think that the world was boundless and full of the opportunities we were promised since the first day of kindergarten.

[stripedsilverfeline]

Rightfully bitter.

[refiningfire]

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♡♡♡

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If only we could feel what we remember and not just remember what we felt... (at Amsterdam, Netherlands)

[blairwitchh]

[mostlysignssomeportents]

Tumblr is now owned by a phone company, so it's stopped fighting for Network Neutrality

Yahoo’s sale to Verizon means that Yahoo’s sub-companies – Flickr, Tumblr and a host of others – are now divisions of a phone company, and as you might expect, being on the payroll of a notorious neutracidal maniac with a long history of sleazy, invasive, privacy-destroying, monopolistic, deceptive, anti-competitive, scumbag shakedowns has changed the public positions these companies are allowed to take.

This matters a lot. The previous fights for net neutrality were won in part with the support of scrappy online companies like Tumblr, whose CEO, staff and users worked together to send a strong message to Congress and the FCC about the importance of a neutral internet, free from ISPs who slow down your connections to services unless they pay bribes for “premium” carriage.

With Trump’s FCC set to slay Net Neutality, the internet is once again planning a day of coordinated action: on July 12, sites across the net will send their users to the FCC and Congress to demand that ISPs be held to a public service standard befitting the trillions of dollars in public subsidies they receive every year in the form of access to rights of way through our cities and between them.

However, Tumblr is not among the companies presently slated to participate, and sources within the company told The Verge that the company and its CEO, David Karp (once a staunch Net Neutrality campaigner) have been given orders to sit this one out.

https://boingboing.net/2017/06/22/corporations-arent-people.html

[bastlynn]

Ahhhh that explains the whole reason why ATT email addresses won’t be allowed to login to Tumblr anymore starting June 30th. (NOT. A. HOAX.)

https://tumblr.zendesk.com/hc/en-us/articles/115007729788-Heads-up-for-AT-T-customers

This btw - is why if you have fic on this site, you should probably work on copying it over to Ao3 now. Because the nature of Tumblr is likely to change with the new ownership… remember strikethru and prepare.

[sulasaferoom]

Heyyy everyone Have you been backing up the stuff you have only posted on tumblr? Because you should Gentle reminder Tumblr does not count as backup

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When someone tells you to find the love of your life and there will be no need for an ex.

I have been with the love of my life and it was glorious, once the over in lover had taken hold I yearned for the summer, there I created a new forever. Once that had end I went on to meet another love of my life whom was as brilliant and my love just as true as the last. To me I feel there is room in my heart to love more than one and to love often. I am not looking for ever after or everlasting. I merely wish to chase love around and upon the times I may grasp it I wish not to tie it to my finger I simply wish to revolve around it wherever it is for as long as one shall allow it. Love is only happiness if you believe it will last forever and each love to me is Happiness.

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2 years. ♡

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"Courage the Cowardly Dog- I've always loved this show. I revisited an episode I had not seen in years, but last night it made me cry. It was that beautiful. And I could appreciate it in a way that I could not before. The episode is called Profiles in Courage- I hope you might watch it yourself. But in this episode, the villain is an old, tormented artist who attempts to bring life to his silhouette drawings by getting them to assume the lives of Eustace and Muriel. The magic drawings "suck" out their souls and try to mimic their behaviors. The silhouettes struggle; they are incapable of assuming the full lives of human beings because they are paper thin. Courage successfully resolves this and saves the actual Eustace and Muriel by proving to the paper copies that they are quite content being what they already are, not what the artist wants them to be. They return the couple back to normal and let Courage play with them in a way that maximizes their utility. When the tortured artist discovers this, he has a change of heart and is happy that his living artworks are happy as they are- not truly human, but alive in their own right. I think the point is already very apparent, especially if you watch it. But it seems to me that John Dilworth and the writers cleverly found a way to talk about their own struggles with the creative process and the quest for finding peace with one's nature. Just beautiful." Rob Wilson

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Trusting you with this positive of myself, Hoping you don't find the negative, Because my image was underdeveloped, And I tried to fix it by exposing my feelings, For too long, That didn't work very well, I'll start over, A new frame of mind, But still the same subject, Not sure if I should even expose this one at all, For the first time, I'm actually worried, I wasn't looking to be captured, But I began to shutter with desire.