time to see if my adoptive mother actually claimed a property tax thing that was in my name. I told her "dont do that. do it for shit under your name" and she acted like I was doing too much. The, when I walked by her computer to see the rest of the mail, her computer screen had "remove" by my name.
Then when I was like "why does it say that? what did you do?" she got all offended even tho I genuinely want to know why it says that.
if she actually did this shit, itll be the biggest betrayal of my trust ever. Idgaf if theres money involved. smh fuck my life this why im on edge and have trust issues
it dont seem like she did but i know she was tryna go behind my back. She gon be like "im mad bc youre accusing me of doing it" and its like bro I know what the fuck you was tryna do. I felt that shit in my spirit and it seems that I was mf right. this such bullshit
the fact that I have to check my own family is insane. Its like any boundary i set that they think is stupid, theyll cross unless im a bitch about it. idgaf if thats what I have to do, I will but bitch you cant run slick shit with me.
if I hadnt have walked over there to check what the fuck she was doing, she would've. Im not fucking dumb. I was playing dumb to give her an out bc I love her but mf im not ignorant.
like the fact that when I ask why the fuck something is, and you get mad is a dead give away that you was doing the shit i asked you to do. If she was like, "oh, my bad lol clicked a button by accident" I would've been like "cool".
but she tryna flip this on me and acting like im wrong even tho I directly said "dont do this" and its looking like you did it.
ive never faced anything this grimy before in my life dawg. this is a violation of my trust. I didn't push it, I was like "well i dont know what anything on the site means. were you tryna remove my name from the claim thing?" and it fizzled out.
but mf i know what you was tryna do and I was tryna give you an out to reverse. Blame it on a miss click or whatever.
i seriously cant believe this shit. And the audacity of my own mother to try to pull this angry "why are you accusing me??" shit when I see with my own eyes that you went behind my back to place this claim all for 100+ dollars is insane. if you want over $100 dollars, you could ask and I'd give it to you. Mind you, my parents make way more money than me.
why do i still love anybody in my life when they put my nervous system through torture and treat me like im some subhuman object.
