Pastel Art

hi i'm pastel and this blog is where i'll post my art and dump every little thought in my head.

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I’m too sober to give a fuck about the new year.

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One time on a knight out I heard someone shout “I’m going to smoke meth out of your asscrack.” With absolutely no context and it been stuck in my head ever since.

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Being on tumblr is like yelling at a river then getting mad when people try to ask you why you yelling.

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The only up side to have memory problems is that I can see all the spoilers for any movie, game or book and not have a fucking thing spoiled.

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I mite be in hell, but I’m in a better place then most

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We all just want to be a cat and live life with no responsibility.#cat

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cat sketch wip 

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you ever look at the clock and see it 5AM and feel like 

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I had two sides to my Personality

The first is feminine I really connected with with her. she is really nice and caring and always wants to help others but is mean to herself sometimes.

The seconds is masculine I thought the world wanted me to listen to him. he is loyal to his friends and family, try’s to help in anyway he can and is always there for the ones he loves. But he can be judge mental, huffy

And I could never work out witch side I should listen to until I spoke with someone who opened my eyes to the world and helped me work through it.

They told me to listen to my heart and be who I wanted to be 

I wanted to take the best parts of both sides of me and become someone new.

And the first step to do that was to except me for who I am.

Stay strong out there I know it can be confusing and scary but it’s all worth it in the end.

Best wishes

Pastel Watkins

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Yea so like 2 years down the line and turns out I’m trans, and I’ve never been happier.

Went to uni, got a BA in digital illustration, worked as a graphic designer,

And now I just doing my own thing.

It’s good to be back.

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One of my drawing I put in the deep dream generator

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I had two sides to my Personality

The first is feminine I really connected with with her. she is really nice and caring and always wants to help others but is mean to herself sometimes.

The seconds is masculine I thought the world wanted me to listen to him. he is loyal to his friends and family, try’s to help in anyway he can and is always there for the ones he loves. But he can be judge mental, huffy

And I could never work out witch side I should listen to until I spoke with someone who opened my eyes to the world and helped me work through it.

They told me to listen to my heart and be who I wanted to be 

I wanted to take the best parts of both sides of me and become someone new.

And the first step to do that was to except me for who I am.

Stay strong out there I know it can be confusing and scary but it’s all worth it in the end.

Best wishes

Pastel Watkins

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Imagine if someone handed you a box full of all the items you have lost throughout your life

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#it would be nice to get my sense of purpose back

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“Oh wow my childhood innocence! Thank you for finding this,”

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“my will to live! i haven’t seen this in 15 years!”

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“I knew I lost that potential somewhere!”

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“Mental stability, my old friend!”

[gay-armadillo]

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Yall motherfuckers ever just get random burst of happy and your like “the fuck I’m happy for.... I don’t trust it”

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It’s kind of nice that at the end of the day we can close our eyes and enjoy several hours of free entertainment.

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I wish I was as high as you were when you rote this

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Politeness is so rare these days that people mistake it for flirtation

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That’s just because everyone’s got social anxiety

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You’ve probably avoided death without even knowing it

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Isn’t that just being not dead