Happy Jere's birthday for those who celebrate 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 . I do. This man literally changed my life: made me listen to the music genre I have never listened before, made me go visit places I would have not visited otherwise (beautiful Finland and Tallinn) and made me get friends from all over the world! Happy birthday Jere, live long, and happy and creative!
And you, my dear followers, enjoy the video I recorded over 2 years in Tallinn, at my first Käärijä's gig. And... what a coincidence, because exactly today I'm going to the concert... of Tommy Cash!
Hi, I'm a 35 year old mentally ill creature (she/her). I am currently not able to work due to my condition, and I get by just barely with the government benefits I receive. After rent, bills and food I have nothing left for anything nice I'd like to get.
Speaking of things I'd like to get, the artist Bess wrote down a lyric from her song 'Pyhää' for me, so that I could get it tattooed on her handwriting. That song is very important to me, it reflects my journey of slowly recovering from depression perfectly, and it came out just around the time when I started to see a hint of light at the end of the tunnel. So getting a piece of that song tattooed would mean a lot to me.
I write fics, currently mostly in Käärijä fandom, but I'm also very familiar with Supernatural, Yuri on Ice and Coral Island (game) and I've written fics about all of the above.
I've been crocheting plushies for over a year now. Handmade plushies make for amazing gifts for a loved one, I can customize an exciting pattern to make it look like your or your loved one's pet. Or maybe you've seen a cool crochet creature online, but cannot make it yourself? I can! I can also crochet small pouches, keychains, a head scarf etc.
examples of some plushies I've made and more information on the commissions under the cut
If you want to commission a fic or a plushie, do not hesitate to dm me here on Tumblr!
Please remember that if you want to purchase a plushie, you'll need to give me your address so I can mail it to you.
Q: You worked hard to make yourself one of the top names in Finland. You won UMK and represented Finland in ESC with your popularity exploding, how did it feel?
K: Let's say for the first couple of weeks after it (UMK) happened I was seeking it out, whether people would recognize me. Usually that tells about something happening and your thing is spreading (getting more popular). Obviously having a unique hairstyle and such make you stand out. At first it was super cool and I couldn't grasp what was even happening. But at some point it started turning into a negative direction. I didn't really dare to go out anymore and stayed at home, then it felt like home wasn't the place for peace either. Of course it's because I had so much work and such that everything was running on my mind. So, it really changed a lot. So if somebody wants to do something for fame, think twice. It's like buying a new car or something, fun for the first couple of weeks, that boom, until you get numb and become a wreck.
STOP CREEPSHOTTING CELEBRITIES. STOP STALKING THEM. STOP ACTIVELY SEEKING THEM OUT IN A TOWN. STOP TREATING THEM LIKE PERFORMING MONKEYS DO YOU NOT LISTEN TO KÄÄRIJÄS SONGS??? THEY'RE PEOPLE TOO WITH FEELINGS. JUST STOP 🛑🛑🛑
"oh it's not that deep" YES IT IS! ITS DESTROYING PEOPLE'S MENTAL HEALTH. THEY ARE SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE! WTF THATS NOT HOW IT SHOULD BE. FUCK YOU IF YOU THINK ITS NOT THAT DEEP. FUCK YOU ENTIRELY.
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I'm sorry, I try and stay positive but this just gets my fucking back up. People have no respect or concept of boundaries any more. It's not just creepy but it's fucking rude, too. Of the highest order.
New tag game dropped: Tag 10 people (or as many as you want ! the more the better) that made your tumblr experience this year better. Btw it doesn't only have to be mutuals, it can also be people that interact with your posts a lot/ that you follow!
So! Hi and thanks @chaoslaura @apfel07 @lepakonpaska @morbid-things @smolfangirl @deutsche-bahn @spatort @ana-chronista & KittyHawke @sizzlingsheepcheesecake @goth-automaton and many others surely ✨
Ahhh thank you so much 🥺❤️ tagging some people who have made my fandom experience as a whole (on both tumblr and Ao3) better! So grateful for all the support on my writing and for the wonderful stories I get to read! In no particular order:
literally the whole JOblr / JOblr discord and people I met in cvrtka but @linden-after-hours @leopardom @patty-the-otterette @lovvecherrymotion @theraggedygirl11 @sparkles-oflight @vse-kar-vem @fifi-goes-to-hollywood @fuckthemforthis @httpsgfg @eteisvalssi @vampmilf and @ smarty I keep forgetting ur tag
For sure 10 people that made my experience better on Tumblr are: @jedibinx @targarrus @hotcat37 @hazzybat @fruitybashir @tmrwds @sepetajmikolikomehoces @theplantbish @meerkathideout @darkcreamz95 !
Thank you all and Happy New Year to all of you 🥹🎈🎉🎊🎇🫶
Soooo... After this long 1,5 year of my Käärijä madness, travelling here and there, 3 gigs in Estonia and Finland, UMK, I finally got... Käärijä at home 🏡! After all this waiting time, he finally visited my city, Warsaw. I was both excited 😊 and nervous 🫦 about it, I wanted it to be something special! And it was something special indeed!
The crowd was lovely, so many people were singing all the songs and Käärijä himself was so happy, full of energy, he gave it all to us 😍 Ahhh 🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭 After the gig I was so happy and relaxed that I had a feeling that something very heavy was taken off my chest 🥹
I'm so happy I finally had a chance to see Käärijä in my city and I hope he'll be back sooner than later 😍
The biggest highlight of the whole event though was finally meeting irl one and only @jedibinx ! Who would have thought that thanks to Käärijä I would meet such a great friend 😍 Thank you Dear for coming here 😍
Tampere 29.8. and Kokkola 30.8. Käärijä gig report
or: "The story behind Jesse's new bracelet"
I am not a Käärijä fan, but my wonderful friends are and how can I say no to having a good time?
When I went to Turun Terassikesä, Jere yapped about how Jesse had only four fans because a handful of people including me and @harmaanoita kept hyping Jesse up and cheering for him. I got the setlist from Jesse after the gig, which made me want to prove Jere wrong even more. So, in preparation for the gigs, I made five Jesse fan bracelets to gift to my equally or even more Jesse supporting friends.
Bracelet #1 went to @theplantbish without whom I wouldn't even be a Jesse fan and I kept #2. When the gig was beginning, I still had bracelet #5 and my friends encouraged me to give it to Jesse. Against all expectations, he's still wearing it and I adore him for it.
Highlights from the gigs and my road trip:
Wearing matching outfits for Kaisla with @harmaanoita @punanenmarli and @maladroitoracle
Meeting @theplantbish for the first time and fawning over Jesse together
Waiting for the Kaisla gig to start and failing terribly at explaining Star Wars words to @frikatilhi
Shirtless rage dancing with friends during Paidaton Riehuja
Jere's yapping at Kaisla and the whole fake money incident that started with Häärijä wiping Jere's pötsi sweat with a sugar paper bill and then eating it
Seeing a Käärijä only gig that was very stripped down, including the way Häärijä legit changed clothes on stage as a bit as there was no backstage.
The Kaisla gig felt really intimate and special, even if it was really hot and sweaty.
Barricade at Kokkola and even more rage dancing in the rain!
Jesse spotting me in the Kokkola crowd, and pointing at the matching bracelets we're wearing
The rain starting right before Käärijä's gig, but he saved it with his ridiculous amounts of charisma.
Experiencing the weirdness that was the CCC at Kokkola
Deep, late-night, existential conversations with @patty-the-otterette
Crying happy tears about Jure with @sepetajmikolikomehoces and doing a happy dance while drinking Cedevita
Thank you also to everyone I didn't tag. You know who you are, and you made this weekend very special <3
“I knew he was the one,” Jan says, sneaking a glance at Nace and getting a shy smile in return.
They gloss over it quickly, just like they gloss over Jan’s claims about his ‘celebrity crush’, keeping him in check before the camera. It’s not like Jan’s about to volunteer every detail of his private life and sexual preferences but evidently, he’s being embarrassing enough. He has an excuse, though: he’s slightly tipsy and head over heels in love and it’s a dangerous combination.
Jan very pointedly doesn’t react when Nace uses Jure’s absence to change seats. He doesn’t react when the Live is over and Jure pats his back fleetingly and Bojan gives him an eyeroll.
Later, it’s his turn to go get everyone coffee and snacks and Nace tags along, very transparently, causing another wave of muffled sniggering. They probably think they’re being clever.
Outside, he throws his car key at Nace, who catches it easily and giggles to boot.
“So you knew I was the one?”
Jan shrugs, torn between defensiveness and making eyes at him. “Yeah.” The latter urge wins and as Nace stops by the car, smiling, Jan slides up to him and sneaks his palms under the coat and away from the freezing air. “After all, I am a genius.”
Nace huffs but nods readily, his soft gaze warming Jan faster than his coat. “You are. But you know, I’m not an idiot either cos I knew you were the one too.”
When they kiss, Jan feels entirely too hot from his toes to the tips of his ears and has to shift away before his palms sneak somewhere else on their own volition.
“The guys don’t know any of that, though, do they?” Nace asks once they’re in the car, raising an eyebrow at him. “You said you will tell them a month ago!”
Now Jan feels entirely defensive. “It’s an awkward conversation to have. I thought it would be easy to figure out without any explanations.”
“Apparently, we’re too sneaky. If I kissed you in front of them, would that help, you think?”
Jan makes a contemplative face. “You’d need to use your tongue and grab my ass. We’re all too casually gay with each other, that’s the problem.”
“Or we could use words,” Nace offers pointedly, sounding way too grown up and reasonable. Serves Jan right for falling in love with a pensioner.
Jan sighs. “Fine. You should kiss me and grope me anyway, though. I wanna see the reactions.”
Nace shakes his head with exasperation but doesn’t argue. Sometimes Jan wonders if he’s being treated like a silly child and if Nace will get fed up with it eventually – he is a sensible grown up after all, while Jan has never had a proper relationship, never lived with anyone, never had plans and goals and always said he wants nothing but fleeting hook ups. He wonders whether he can have a proper relationship – it seems to be going well so far, but what if he fucks it up tomorrow somehow, by holding back, or being too much, or too weird, or too infantile? Yes, he knew Nace was the one, he was ready to place his heart in Nace’s hands right there and then and trust him to keep it safe, but who said he’d be any good at holding Nace’s heart in turn?
“You want me to tell them now?” he asks quietly before they go back to the studio, Jan loaded up with the coffees and Nace holding the door open for him.
Nace eyes him for a second and Jan uses that second to get scared he will remain unaccountable. “Sure,” Nace says though and Jan nods, breathing out. He can be a grown up and use words. If he wants Nace to stay, he fucking should be grown up enough.
Jan gets more smirks and winks thrown at him behind Nace’s back and all of a sudden, instead of making him amused, it makes him annoyed as fuck, mostly at himself.
“If I could use a second of your attention,” he says before they get preoccupied with the food, causing three pairs of similarly round eyes. What do they think he’s about to say? Deny his every ambiguous phrase and every flirty glance? Jan waits for Nace to climb upstairs and gets an encouraging nod and a smile. “Nace and I are dating and have been dating since October,” he says in one breath and feels immense relief right away. It was also a lot easier than he thought.
“We are,” Nace confirms when the round eyes travel from Jan to him.
As they still gape, Jan picks up his own cup and removes a guitar from the spot he wants to sit in. “That’s it, you can drink your coffee now,” he lets them.
Before he sits down, Nace pokes his side with a pout. “No kissing though?”
“That’s just childish,” Jan informs him happily.
Coffee in one hand and guitar in the other, he lets Nace snog him thoroughly and giggles when his ass receives a firm squeeze.
Gather round, Baby Boos, and get ready for thirty-one days of saucy thoughts about our favourite naughty boys!
Kinktober is upon us so please enjoy the official Saucy's Kinktober Prompts List for 2024
Open to anyone who wants to write stories or headcannons or drabbles or poetry, anyone who wants to sketch or paint or create any other kind of works.
Use one or two or all three of the prompts each day. You can play around with themes as much as you like - these prompts are just to get your juices flowing.
And of course, feel free to submit your efforts to the Saucy page when they're ready!
Happy Kinktober, Baby Boos!
Tuesday 1st - Public Sex / Ropes / Tour Bus
Wednesday 2nd - Degradation / Size Kink / Wedding
Thursday 3rd - Free Use / Double Penetration / Thailand
Friday 4th - Cock and Ball Torture / Foodplay / Rehearsal Space