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judy poovey moodboard !

“I was young here. Riding the subway with my small book as though to defend myself against the same world: you are not alone, the poem said, in the dark tunnel.”

“But most of all, I like to watch people. Sometimes I ride the subway all day and look at them and listen to them. I just want to figure out who they are and what they want and where they are going.”

Anne Bentley / Louise Glück, October / Jack Anderson, A Poet's Guide to the Subway / Ray Bradbury, Fahrenheit 451 / Holly Warburton

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ON THAT ONE PARTICULAR BRAND OF URBAN LONELINESS

Nigel Van Wieck, Aron Wiesenfeld, Mitski, Holly Warburton, Maïté Grandjouan

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phoebe bridgers/ celia lowenthal/ holly warburton/ hyowon park/ xuan loc xuan/ richard siken / jd salinger

credits to @mitskicult for the screenshots of the writings

(I know this doesn't really make sense but it kinda does)

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Punk Academia

- Pointing out typos and correcting your professor’s grammar mistakes

- Having Mozart and Riot Grrrl/Rock music on the same playlist

- Debating if you want to make anarchism or communism jokes

- Knowing way too much about aggressive topics because of your two week long research obsessions

- Instead of reciting poetry, you recite excerpts from The Communist Manifesto

- Wearing chains and spikes with oxfords and tweed

fieldsarebreathing

that's it..... i don't think about the movie anymore when i see "call me by your name"..... lil nas you did it

#lil nas x #montero #call me by your name #cmbyn

dreamertrilogys

1. birds hover the trampled field, richard siken / 2. the crane wife, cj hauser / 3. john my beloved, sufjan stevens / 4. belovéd, yves olade / 5. @steveyockey / 6, 9. hunger makes me, jess zimmerman / 7. end of desire, muna / 8. what the dragon said: a love story, catherynne m. valente

dreamertrilogys

[id: 1: “The enormity of my desire disgusts me” 2: “I need you to know: I hated that I needed more than this from him. There is nothing more humiliating to me than my own desires. Nothing that makes me hate myself more than being burdensome and less than self-sufficient. I did not want to feel like the kind of nagging woman who might exist in a sit-com.” 3: “I am a man with a heart that offends / With its lonely and greedy demands” 4: “I choked / on such longing I couldn’t spit out. Yes, desire is so different / when God bore you hungry.” 5: “I fucking hate dean winchester. he’s not hungry because he’s dead inside but he also feels more acutely than any human I’ve ever known! he only wants what he can’t have and he can’t help himself from wanting but the want is cloaked in shame! like what the fuck man! are you ever so full of desire it empties you until it becomes an absence! can you ever not be sated to the point you no longer eat but merely set the table for the man you crave!” 6: “When I said “I don’t like romance,” it was the equivalent of a dieter insisting she just doesn’t want dessert. I did want it—I just thought I wasn’t allowed.” 7: “Oh God, save me / I want an impossible thing / I want to be free of this ache, of this need / I want not to want anything” 8: “and you stick yourself in a cave because / your want is bigger than you.” 9: “Women talk ourselves into needing less, because we’re not supposed to want more—or because we know we won’t get more, and we don’t want to feel unsatisfied. We reduce our needs for food, for space, for respect, for help, for love and affection, for being noticed, according to what we think we’re allowed to have. Sometimes we tell ourselves that we can live without it, even that we don’t want it. But it’s not that we don’t want more. It’s that we don’t want to be seen asking for it” /end id]

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richardsikendaily

[text ID: i clawed my way into the light, but the light is just as scary / i’d rather quit / i’d rather be sad / it’s too much work. /end ID]

starlyt

my hobbies? Uhhhhh symbolism mostly. metaphors and implications and the like.

badley

i am eating chips. i am stress smoking. i am a rat behind a grocery store. i am responding to emails professionally. i am avoiding all texts from friends. i am taking benzodiazepines to call my girlfriend. i am relaxed. i am too stressed out to function. i am a boy king. i am treating my spine like a slinky.