A deep sigh left his lips followed by a groan as his teeth sunk down onto his lower lip. The familiar feeling started rising in his lower abdomen and a deep moan left his lips as he threw his head back. His fingers found your hair as your tongue swirled over his red - almost blue - tip, making him groan out your name in a desperate manner.
“Oh god!” He whispered, bucking his hips upwards making his tip touch the back of your throat activating your gag reflex. His white juicys filled your mouth and he pulled your hair making you look up to him.
Your finger disappeared in your mouth sucking each drop off, without your eyes leaving the ones of your husband. He scoffed as you stood up, slowly opening his white shirt sliding it off his shoulders.
“I told you to not tease me y/n,” he whispered against your lips.
“When do I ever listen?” You asked back with a smirk, while pushing him down onto the bed. Your finger opened your dress, making it fall to the ground before crawling over him. He raised an eyebrow at you before grabbing your waist and the next moment he was hovering over you. “Have you always been this much of a brat, baby. Or why are you acting up?” You bit your lip at his question, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him down.
“I’ve always been a brat for you,” you whispered back before he stood up on his knees sliding off his suit pants.
His lips found the dip between your neck and shoulder, as he started gazing his teeth over your skin before sucking on your sweet spot. You hummed and your fingers found their way into his dark hair slightly pulling it. “Hyunwoo, I need you now,” you breathed out as his hands gave your breast a squeez. “Patience darling,” he said as his hands removed your lingerie and his mouth found your nipple. You moaned out, your hand squeezing his biceps as you felt his length sliding up and down your sensitive clit.
“How bad do you want it, love?” He asked you with his lips hovering dangerously close over yours. “So bad. Please baby.” You begged, making him smirk.
“What a whore,” he whispered before slamming into you without a warning.
Your eyes rolled back and the room was immediately filled with his name leaving your mouth. He pulled out before slamming into again and his hand gripping your thigh lifting it higher to reach angles you didn’t know were reachable.
“Faster baby – ngh,” his hand reaching in between your legs, making you interrupt yourself.
Hyunwoos dick twitched at the sight of you under him, hair spread over his pillow, eyes hooded, a strong blush over your cheeks and brows furrowed. “You look so beautiful,” he whispered into your ear as he dipped his head down.
His lips melting with your neck. Hyunwoo’s hand slipped into yours and he tangled his fingers with yours.
“Don’t hold back,” he said, his breath fanning over your skin.
His pace got faster and his hips snapped into yours, making that euphoric feeling wash over you. Your lower stomach completely squeezed itself together making you moan out. Hyunwoo chased his own high making you squirm underneath him due to the overstimulation and just seconds later he shot his sticky load into, painting your walls white. Heavy breathing filled your large bedroom as he leaned his forehead against yours and his hand moved up to your face to caress your red cheek.
Warnings: blood, kidnaping, basically violence, almost rape (?)
Word count: 2.6k
Pairing: mafia leader!changkyun x fem!reader
A/N: thank you so much for waiting and im sorry :(( but i really had no motivation to write lets hope i dont lose motivation again so i can continue this short series lol
You opened your eyes to the sun shining straight into your face, which made you close your eyes and turn away from the big window. You pressed your face further into the pillow as you heard the shower, which must be Changkyun.
After he kicked you out of the room two months ago, things had changed a bit. Maybe he did feel sorry for you after that? You started sleeping in the same bed, if you could even say that since it’s always you going to bed and him joining you after you were already sleeping, and in the morning he was already out of bed before you were awake, just like today. You couldn’t say he treated you badly, since he barely spends time with you to even treat you badly.
Changkyun was barely home, if you were lucky enough, you would have dinner together. And not to mention, after his family left, since they only stayed because of the wedding, you became more alone than you thought. You didn’t really have close friends who you could call over other than some cousins, but you were honestly glad when Gyuri came over sometimes to check up on you.
You heard the shower turn off and you closed your eyes as you heard the door open. He shuffled around, probably putting on his shirt.
“I know you’re awake,” Changkyun suddenly said and you opened your eyes looking over to him.
“I never said I’m asleep,” you answered and he looked at you through the mirror before putting on his tie.
“My cousin and his wife are visiting Seoul for the week, so they invited us for dinner at 8,” he explained after a while, putting on his watch. “So be ready at that time.” You hummed as an answer and he turned around now completely facing you. “Wear the jewelry set I gifted you.” And with that he grabbed his phone and disappeared.
After your wedding you didn’t really go out with Changkyun, especially not as a couple, so to say you were excited was an understatement and maybe you picked your best dress for him.
You pulled the sheets over your head falling back asleep, since you didn’t have much to do at 7 in the morning. Later throughout the day Gyuri visited you for lunch.
“Ugh! My brother is so annoying.” She groaned, throwing her head back, making you smile.
“Don’t apologise for your brother,” you said, after taking a sip of your mango juice. “Yes I do, because that idiot won’t,” she said, rolling her eyes. “I’m seriously so sorry you got into this mess y/n. Marriage should be something beautiful, where two soulmates meet and agree to spend their lives together. And you're stuck here with Kyun.” She sighed.
You looked down, not sure how to respond. Yes you were stuck, but why was this not so bad in your eyes. It could have been worse, right?
“I mean we can’t really change anything about it,” you said, leaning back, while looking around the flower garden.
“Exactly we can’t and that’s why you guys should make the best out of this,” she explained. “I mean Kyun may be a total jerk, but I promise you the moment he will forget about Mirae things will definitely get better.”
You cleared your throat at the mention of your step-sister. You did love her a lot, but after everything she has done she started to seem selfish to you. Of course you don’t blame her for falling in love with someone else, but then again she did what she wanted to do without even thinking about the consequences and what your family would be going through because of her actions. There were so many other ways for her to reach happiness, yet she chose the most selfish one.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have mentioned her,” Gyuri said with a frown and you shook your head. “No, don’t worry. I didn’t mind, she is my sister and I can’t change anything about this.”
“Are you mad at her?” Gyuri asked after a while and looked away.
Are you mad at her?
Mad about leaving your father hurt? Yes.
Mad at leaving you with Changkyun? No.
“In some aspects yes, but in the end she did everything for her happiness.” Gyuri nodded at your words. “You’re right,” she sighed, leaning back with a smile.
“That idiot really doesn’t deserve you,” she said, making you laugh.
The day passed faster with Gyuri and when the sun starts setting you sat in front of your dresser, fixing the final touches.
You grabbed your necklace and the moment you placed it on your neck you felt someone take the necklace, cold hands making you shiver.
“Let me help you,” Changkyun said and you felt your heart skip a beat when his finger tips gazed over your bare skin. He closed your necklace and took a step back without taking his eyes from you. You cleared your throat after a while, shifting in your heels.
“Are you wearing this all for me or my cousin?” He broke the silence and you turned around now looking at him, clearly taken aback at his question. He didn’t seem angry, more like amused at your reaction.
“Why would I do this for your cousin?” You asked and he tilted his head. “I see no reason to impress him,” you said after turning back around to apply some perfume. “I’m married to you, not him,” you added.
“Good.” You raised an eyebrow at his words and turned around after grabbing your bag.
“Yeah, good,” you said and now he was the one raising an eyebrow. “What is that supposed to mean?” He asked, almost scoffing and you took a step closer softly touching his tie.
“Did you wear that expensive suit for me or your cousin's wife?” You asked him in the same tone he used with you. His tongue poked the inside of his cheek, slowly nodding at your clapback. “Smooth,” he said, his hand grasping yours, slowly removing it from his tie, but it didn't leave yours. “We are getting late.”
The dinner was boring and it took you all the strength in you not sigh, but you were glad that the food at least was tasty.
Changkyun and his cousin talked about business while his wife Minji – which you got to know after the first couple of seconds, because she is a very open and lively person – bombarded you with questions regarding your wedding.
“Are you guys already planning for an heir?” She asked and you blinked as you almost spit out the wine you were drinking.
„Oh well, we just got married so we still have time,“ you said after successfully collecting yourself.
„You‘re right, but uncle Im will definitely be pushy with Changkyun and you. You know how they are.“ Minji smiled before taking a sip from her wine. Thank god Changkyun was tangled in a conversation with his friend, so he probably didn‘t even hear Minji‘s question. After a long fight – on who is gonna pay, you said your goodbyes.
The car ride was silent until Changkyun‘s phone broke it. “Okay I’ll come as soon as I dropped y/n home,” he said after the other person spoke and you turned your head.
“Where are you going?” You asked after he placed the phone down. “An emergency came up, but I'll drop you home first.” He informed you with a frown and whatever it was, you could tell it was stressing him out. Although you wanted to ask him, you decided against it and just left the subject hanging. After he dropped you home, you got out of the car and not even seconds later he speeded away.
Today was one of the days you saw him at all, since he was always away for work and came home late at night and will probably today too. A sigh left your lip and you decided to walk in, wondering where the guards were.
Your heels were clicking on the clean floor as you walked up the stairs but the extreme silence was bothering you too much. It was only around 10 pm. You turned around walking into the kitchen, but no one was here. As long as you remember Changkyun told you, the workers are supposed to stay till 11 pm, but here you were standing alone in that big house. First the guards, now the workers. You started to feel uneasy and pulled out your phone while walking into the living room, which was a big mistake, because all you wanted to do was turn back around.
“Why would Yang Daniel use a burner phone?” Changkyun asked as Chanwoo agreed. “That’s what I’ve been thinking. He would never threaten us through a burner phone.” He explained, leaning against the table.
“That just doesn’t make sense,” Changkyun mumbled quietly, clearly confused on why this was happening.
“What if…” Hyungwon broke the silence, making everyone look at him. “What if this was just a distraction, from the actual threat?”
Daniel wiped away the blood on the corner of your lip, before you turned your head away from him. “Don’t touch me,” you said grimacing your face.
“You have a nice house Jeon Y/n, or should I say Im Y/n.” He chuckled looking around the living room. “What do you want?” You asked, still pulling at the zip ties that were cutting into the skin of your wrist, making you hold back a hiss.
“I'm hurt y/n. You got married and didn’t even invite me?” He pouted and you frowned, almost amused at his words. “And why the fuck would I invite you?” You scoffed.
“You can deny our past all your life, but you know you can’t run from me.” He leaned down with a smirk and you automatically leaned back.
“Our past?” You asked in an amused tone, making him raise an eyebrow.
“There is nothing such as ‘our past’ Daniel.” He straightened his body again as he stretched out his hand as his man gave him a white tissue and a small glass bottle. “Whatever you say, love.” He smirked and your anxiety instantly shot up as he started pouring the liquid on the tissue.
“W-what are you doing?” You asked and your voice gave away your state of fear.
He closed the bottle and looked back at you. “Don’t worry, love. I won’t hurt you, at least not yet.”
The house was oddly quiet when Changkyun walked in. The time showed past midnight so he made his way to his room, before he turned back to make sure he saw right. He frowned at the small object lying in the middle of the clean carpet and when he walked closer he recognized it to be an earring.
Your earring.
He slowly picked it up and when he saw your purse on the floor next to the stairs it was like some turned the switch.
“Y/n!” He called your name and when no answer came back he started to count one and one together.
The distraction was for you.
He immediately grabbed his key getting back into the car as he pulled out his phone dialing Chanwoo’s number.
“The distraction Hyungwon was talking about was for Daniel to kidnap y/n.” Changkyun said, his other hand gripping the steering wheel.
“What? Why would he kidnap y/n? They have nothing to do with each other.”
You slowly opened your eyes, immediately hissing at the pain around your wrist. Your eyes widen at the sudden wave of memories of everything that happened before you lost consciousness. You sat up instantly looking around the bedroom and your heart skipped a beat when you didn’t recognize the room. You knew Daniels bedroom and this definitely wasn’t his. You kicked off the cover just as the door opened and a smiling Daniel walked in turning the lock behind him.
“What the hell am I doing here? Do you really think kidnapping me won’t have any consequences?” You scoffed, trying your best not to let your fear show.
You knew Daniel and you knew what he was capable of. You also knew that he was crazy and someone who doesn’t care about consequences.
He tilted his head and gave you a small smile, which was everything but assuring.
“I thought you knew me, y/n?” He said. “If I want something then I will get it, whatever it takes.”
You grimaced at his words, showing how much he disgusted you.
A year ago you got engaged to Daniel for the sake of your families, but surprisingly this turned into something bigger when he started to fall for you and took you on dates. You did appreciate it a lot, but nothing came from your side which bothered him… a lot. However when Daniel's father went against the agreement, your father immediately blew the marriage off. After that you saw Daniel a lot on gala’s, trying your best to avoid him in every aspect.
“I’m married, Daniel.” You narrowed your eyes and he looked down at you. “So?”
A shiver running down your spine and you grabbed your heels next to the bed walking past him, but he grabbed your arm, instantly pulling you back.
And where do you think you’re going?” He asked you with his grip tightening on your arm.
“Don’t touch me,” you hissed.
He pulled you closer, grabbing your jaw with his other hand, making you look at him.
“Don’t even bother trying. You’re getting out of here, when I’m done with you.” He said and you blinked, processing what he just said, before panic started rising in you.
He was so close that you couldn’t help, but be scared of him in that very moment. You felt your body freeze when he squeezed your waist, before they started wandering.
“Don’t touch me,” you said, already feeling tears collecting in your eyes.
“Daniel, please stop!” You cried out, when his hands reached the hem of your dress. You tried pushing his hands away, but he grabbed your sore wrist making you moan out in pain.
“You’re hurting me.”
Fear completely took over you and you lifted your leg, making Daniel bend forward grunting in pain. You instantly turned around taking the chance to run out of the room and you couldn’t be happier that you weren’t wearing your heels.
“Y/n!!” You heard him yell after you before his steps got louder and your heart beat faster.
Your eyes sparkled when you saw the big stairways knowing they probably led to the living room which meant you were close to the door. You definitely haven't seen this place ever, assuming it was one of his other places. The tears made it harder to see clearly, covering your red-burning cheeks, but all you could think of was how you would be getting out of here even though you were probably in the middle of nowhere with no car or anything you could use to get away from here.
You ran down the stairs trying your best not to trip over your dress as Daniels voice got louder, feeling like he was right behind you about to grab you and pull you back, taking away the one chance for you to get out.
You turned around, but Daniel stopped with a frown on his face and when you turned your head back you ran into someone's chest, arms instantly wrapping around your shaking figure. Almost breaking down when Changkyun’s cologne enveloped your senses.
hi, thank you for asking omg :( i just opened tumblr today...
well i got tested positive for covid a couple of days ago so im quarantine and i’m not really feeling my best, bc that shit really got me lol. anyways don’t worry though i’m feeling a bit better today and i’ll write your requests as soon as i’m healthy again.
thanks for everyone who send me a dm checking up on me, it really means a lot. i love you all <3
Warning: mention of guns and alcohol, cheating, smut, basically violent subjects
Pairing: jooheon x fem!reader
Word count: 4.8K
Summary: just when you were ready to let go of the past your ex-lover re-enters your life bringing a dark secret with him.
A/N: uh hi im here with an mafia au because they are my biggest weakness ugh, also idk if this will have another part, but if you guys want one let me know. it may be a little confusing at the start but you will understand with time,, enjoy!
“Today is the charity gala, you remember right?” Hyunsoo asked you, while he put on his tie. You looked up from your book and watched your fiancé get ready.
If someone would have told you a year ago how you would be engaged to someone who you don’t even love you would’ve laughed and praised their crazy fantasie, but the only thing you are laughing at now is you. Hyunsoo is the son of your fathers best friend and well what father doesn’t want a good boy as their son-in-law? Your father saw the opportunity and took it and since there wasn’t anything to lose for you either what was stopping you? You closed your book before standing up.
“Yes. I remember,” you answered.
As the CEO of his company your father decided to plan a charity gala, but this was only what everyone else thought. The real reason behind all this was a trap for the most wanted thief in Korea right now. Hyunsoo was a criminal detective and this gala was just his mission.
What attracts a thief? Money.
Where do you find so much at one spot? The bank and a charity gala.
Bingo.
“I will see you at the gala, since we still have a meeting regarding today.” You nodded as he grabbed his badge, before giving you a quick kiss on the cheek. When the door closed you let out the breath you were holding in.
Hyunsoo was a great person. He was mature, understanding and very caring for someone who didn’t love you, not only that but always made sure you had a good time with him. He was basically everything a girl wanted in a man.
But Hyunsoo wasn’t him.
“Hey,” someone said and you looked up from your notes just to roll your eyes. “What do you want?” You asked and he chuckled.
“Why can’t you just say hey back like everyone else?” He asked you and you huffed while raising your eyebrow.
“Do you annoy other people like you do with me?” You asked locking back down to your notes. “You’re the only one I annoy,” he smiled with heart eyes and you sighed before packing up your books as he gave you a confused look.
“Where are you going?” He asked you. “Away from you.” You answered before walking out of the library followed by him.
“Stop playing hard to get y/n,” he laughed, grabbing your arm gently. “Eventually you will fall for me,” he continued making you scoff.
“Yeah whatever fills your boat, now let go of my arm or you won’t be able to hold anything for the rest of your life,” you said and he did with a chuckle.
“Don’t worry, the only thing I’m planning on holding is your heart,” Jooheon winked.
“Dr. Y/n, should I send Mr. Park in?” The officer asked and you nodded. “Yes, thank you, officer.” You gave a short smile. You almost scoffed at the thought of you being a criminal psychiatrist and your soon to be husband a criminal detective, a match made in heaven.
You cringed at the sound of the handcuffs, when the man in front you sat down. The officer left and you looked over giving your patient your attention.
“Good Morning Mr. Park,” you said but he stayed silent just like the last three times, however you were used to it. Criminals are psychopaths and they don’t like the feeling of vulnerability, especially someone from the ‘other side’. They don’t like talking nor showing any kind of emotions other than anger.
You took off your glasses placing them on the table in front you before looking up again.
“I know it’s hard to talk about this and I wouldn’t want to answer these questions either, but I need you to cooperate.” He looked down to his handcuffs and you continued.
“We are not against you, we are just trying to help you.” It was silent before he took a deep breath.
“I don’t wanna be in jail,” he said and for some reason a dusted memory flashed through you.
“Thank you y/n,” Mr. Jung said as you gave him the file your father asked you to deliver to the police station. “No worries Uncle,” you smiled but it faded as soon as your eyes landed on Jooheon.
Wait Jooheon? What is he doing here?
He called your name and waved while his other hand held the cell bars in front of him. “What the hell are you doing here?” You asked him but he just smiled.
“I always wanted to know how it is in jail,” he said and you rolled your eyes.
“Do you know each other?” Mr. Jung asked and you immediately replied with no, while Jooheon replied with yes at the same time. You sighed rolling your eyes. Of course.
“He is a student at my University,” you said after he gave you a confused expression. “Yeah we are very close friends,” Jooheon added and you clenched your jaw.
“He punched a guy,” Mr.Jung replied nodding into his direction, which left you confused. You may not be a lawyer, but you surely don’t go to jail for punching someone.
“He broke his jaw. He is in the Hospital.” he added and you turned to Jooheon who just gave you a nervous smile.
“Officer, I already told you he was cat-calling girls in front of the cafe with his friends. I would have broken more if you’d give me the chance,” Jooheon said pouting and you blinked a couple of times.
After that your view changed on him and suddenly he wasn’t that annoying.
You put your pearl earrings on, before giving yourself a last look in the mirror. The off-shoulder, deep blue satin dress complimented your skin. The door opened and Hyunsoo walked in with his phone against his ear. “Yeah we’re about to leave,” he informed the other person, before sliding his phone into the pocket.
You picked up your purse and phone as his eyes trailed over your body. “You look…” he frowned searching for the right words, “breathtakingly gorgeous.”
You smiled at his words. “You too, Hyunsoo.”
He stared at you and when you said his name to get his attention he blinked a couple of times. “I’m sorry I just...never mind let’s go.”
The drive was silent, but you felt him look over to you a couple of times and every time you turned your head he would just clear his throat and look away.
“You know it’s rude to stare?” You said jokingly and he chuckled.
“You know it’s rude to look this good and not even let your fiancé admire,” he answered, making you shake your head at his attempt to flirt.
You took a sip of the champagne, looking around the hall as your parents were talking to Hyunsoo’s parents.
“Hyunsoo told me about your promotion,” his mother spoke up and you gave her a smile nodding.
“Oh yes, just recently.” You nodded looking down, hoping she would stop talking to you and luckily she did. After your fourth glass of champagne you felt your bladder calling.
“I’ll go to the bathroom,” you informed your mother before grabbing your purse. The elevators were so pretty and the roof had a mirror making you stare in awe. When the doors opened you noticed the floor being oddly quiet, but you brushed the thought side walking to the bathrooms with your heels giving off a satisfying noise. After you were done you gave yourself a last look in the mirror before walking to the elevator as your phone vibrated. It was Hyunsoo, but you didn’t have the chance to speak up as you heard his panicked voice.
“Y/n, listen to me carefully. Leave as fast as you can and take the stairs.” You frowned at his words and an uneasy feeling started spreading inside of you.
“What’s the matter?” You asked looking around, if he could see you.
“He is on the same floor as you so leave now!”
“Who is on the same floor, Hyunsoo? No one is here.” You answered pressing the elevator button. You waited for a moment but the floor was dead silent and you turned back around.
“Hyunsoo no one-“
Your breath hitched and you could swear your heart stopped right there in then the moment your eyes met his. Hyunsoo’s voice already faded away as you stared at Jooheon for a moment before your fiancés voice pulled you out of your state of shock.
“Y/n do as I tell you and stop arguing!” He said sternly and you gulped, muttering an okay. Your eyes fell on the gun in his hand and you stood there unable to to even speak up.
He said your name casually, giving you a small smile and the way it rolled off your tongue made your heart flutter and skin tingle.
Two years. It's been two years since you saw Jooheon and you didn’t know what to say. He looked so different, so...manly. You whispered his name, like you were making sure he wasn’t an illusion.
After Jooheon disappeared two years ago without any letter, call or even message, you were devastated. You couldn’t function for months and it did take you up to a year to accept all that, but seeing him now in front of you made your brain malfunction and you weren’t sure if you wanted to kiss or kill him.
You heard footsteps and Jooheons eyes widened.
“Hands up! Now!” You heard your fiancé’s voice, which pulled you back into reality. A bunch of police officers with guns stood there pointing at you and Jooheon while all this felt so unreal and for a moment all the voices faded and you looked at Jooheon not wanting to believe that he was standing right in front of you.
Not as your sweet Jooheon, but as a criminal.
You felt someone pull your arms and suddenly your back was pressed against Jooheons chest as you felt something cold and hard pressed against your temple.
Hyunsoo's eyes widened and he instantly dropped the gun, knowing exactly what he wanted.
“Weapons down. Now!” He said and slowly raised his arms. “Leave her alone, she has nothing to do with all this,” he added.
You turn your head to Jooheon, shocked at what he was doing. That was not your Jooheon. That was not the Jooheon you knew.
“Press the button,” he said nodding to the elevator and you raised your shaking hand pushing the button, before he slowly walked back into the elevator with you still pressed against his chest. “Underground parking,” he whispered again and you did as he told you, hands still shaking. You knew Jooheon wouldn’t hurt you, but right now you really were doubting that.
“Don’t you dare follow me and if I see my face in the news, your little fiancé is dead.” You gulped at his harsh words and tone and the moment the elevator doors closed he removed the gun taking a step back. You blinked a couple of times before turning around, letting out a breath you didn’t notice you were holding in.
“What the fuck Jooheon! How dare you point a gun at me?” You yelled at him with a shaking voice, while he removed his bowtie followed by opening a couple of buttons of his shirt.
“I wouldn’t hurt you y/n,” he said and you took a step closer scoffing.
“Clearly you would.” He frowned at your words before pointing the gun against his temple and when he pulled the trigger you gasped protecting your ears with your arms, but nothing happened. A click sound was heard and you slowly opened your eyes standing up straight as you looked at the gun then him.
“You didn’t actually think I would point a loaded gun at you,” he chuckled, stuffing the gun at the back of his suit. The door opened and you walked out of the elevator.
“I’m going back,” you scoffed but he grabbed your wrist pulling you back.
“Said who?” He raised an eyebrow.
“Me, now let go of my hand-“
“or I won’t be able to hold anything for the rest of my life. Right?”
You felt his hold soften and he pulled you closer. “But don’t worry baby, the only thing I’m planning on holding is your heart,” he said quietly and you didn’t even notice the tear before Jooheon wiped it away. You didn’t realise how much your heart needed him these two years, until now that you had him this close.
“Where are we going?” You asked after a while you were on the highway.
“Somewhere,” he said, still looking at the road in front of him and you rolled your eyes. “Wow, very helpful,” you replied, making him chuckle. He promised you to explain everything once he got away from there, and for some reason you wanted to get away with him. You were still mad, but your feelings didn’t change for this man and probably never will.
“How is he?” He asked after a while and you looked away. “Is he treating you better?” He added and you scoffed now.
“You left me, Jooheon. Don’t you dare ask that. Do you even know what I went through when you decided to disappear and rob innocent people? You put me through hell.” Your voice cracked and he sighed.
“You wanted a break,” he said and you laughed. “I wanted a break not whatever the fuck you did after that.”
“Okay listen let me explain,” he said and you leaned back into our seat. “Go ahead.”
He took a deep breath, before activating the auto-pilot.
“Remember I told you that my father died?” He asked and you hummed. “Well I lied. He is alive. The reason why I did that was because he was a bad person, at least that’s what I have been told.” You gave him a confused look and sighed. “My father is Lee Mingyu,” he said after a while and your jaw dropped.
“You mean…” you trailed off and he hummed.
“The mafia leader Lee Mingyu.” He ended your sentence and your breath hitched.
“A week before I disappeared, my father contacted me asking me if I’m dating someone and I was confused on why he was asking that,” he continued his story.
“He told me that a rival gang targeted you, in hope to take revenge on me. So in order to protect you and your family I did what I had to do. I was lucky when you asked for a break, so I took that as a sign from the universe.” He explained and you blinked a couple of times processing everything he just told you.
“You’re safe now y/n,” he assured you after he saw your expression.
“I’m safe with a thief? With the son of a national criminal?” You asked him and the affliction was clear in his eyes as you felt his heart throb. “Don’t say that,” he whispered and you scoffed softly.
“I have never spent one coin on myself and neither have I robbed an innocent person. The people that I rob are the ones that use their money for the wrong purpose,” he said sternly.
“The mafia is not as bad as the society tells you to think,” he continued and you raised an eyebrow. “Oh really? How will you sugar coat killing innocent people?”
“See! This is exactly what I’m talking about.” He groaned leaning back into his seat.
“Do you know how many innocent people have died from the hands of police officers? But of course no one talks about that, since they are the good guys, right?”
You looked down thinking of an answer, clearly taken aback at how accurate he was.
“Have you asked your Mr. Perfect on how many people he has killed?” He looked over to you and you stayed silent. You indeed were curious now.
“The government is manipulative y/n. They are not as good as they show themselves to be, because I can assure you that there is so much dirty stuff going on. They are so fixated to wipe us out, so the truth doesn’t get exposed.”
You gulped still unsure on how to form your own opinion on this.
A vibration pulled you out of your thoughts and you pulled your phone out just to see Hyunsoo calling you.
“What the fuck y/n!” Jooheon said, before grabbing your phone and throwing it out of the window making you gasp as he closed the window again.
“Don’t you know they can track us with your phone?!” He explained.
“What if they track us with that car?” You scoffed and he sighed.
“They can’t.”
“Why?”
“Because this is your fathers car,” he replied and you sat up. “WHAT?” You yelled out and he gave you an apologetic smile.
“I’m sorry y/n, but that was necessary,” he added and you sighed.
You saw him exiting the highway and you were honestly glad after a two hour drive in that dress.
“Will you tell me now where we are going?” You tried again and he gave you a genuine smile. “Patience, baby.”
“Don’t call me that, I’m still mad at you.” You rolled your eyes and shook his head amused by your behavior.
Jooheon pulled up the car in front of a bigger mansion, leaving you confused. “Where are we?” You asked him when he opened the door for you, offering you his hand which you accepted.
“My home.” He smiled and your eyes widened. “Wait...what?” You gasped and he laughed at your reaction.
“Just trust me. I want you to meet someone,” he explained while walking in with you and you were still confused but did as he said, following him with your hand still in his.
“Make sure nothing goes wrong during the shipment.“ You heard a voice which instantly stopped talking as soon as you walked into the living room. You turned your head to a man your fathers age. Lee Mingyu you assumed.
“You’re back.” He stated and Jooheon nodded.
His eyes drifted to you and he gave you a small smile, which you almost didn’t notice. “Jooheon told me a lot about you, y/n.” He looked down to your hands and you wanted to pull it away, but Jooheon just grasped it tighter not giving the chance to.
“Only positive, of course,” he added chuckling and you gave him a nervous laugh.
“Jooheon, what are you doing standing here? Let her rest. Is this how we treat our hostage?” He said and your eyes widened at his words.
Hostage?
“Dad stop, she’s already scared.” Jooheon shook his head making his dad laugh. “I apologise. Treat this like your own home y/n.”
You looked around the room silently, absorbing the dresser as something catches your eye. Jooheon’s Parfum. You picked it up holding it close to your nose inhaling his smell. You always used to tell him how much you loved how he smelled. Like home. The door opened and you hastily placed the bottle back, before turning back.
“Why am I here?” You asked him as he took off his jacket placing it on the bed.
“Jooheon I have a job, a life. You can’t just kidnap me to your house in god knows where and expect me to just happily leave my whole life behind,” you said, making him stop in his tracks before a deep sigh left his chest.
“You’re right and I know,” he said, turning around to face you, “but I can’t spend another day without you, y/n.”
He gently took your hands in his, before placing kisses on both of your knuckles and you sighed.
“You weren’t the only one who went through hell. I lived everyday with the guilt of not only putting your life in danger but also leaving you without any explanation.”
He slipped his fingers into yours. “Do you know how much I just wanted to leave all this behind? But I couldn’t, not while knowing that going back to you can lead to me losing you,” he continued leaning closer to your face, with his brown eyes staring longingly into yours and there goes your plan to not get weak.
“I did it all for you.”
You lowered your gaze to his chest not wanting to look into his eyes, before your knees would lose their last strength.
“Look at me,” he said after a while and you bit down on your lower lip, looking back up. Your heart was beating heavily against your chest, while his eyes only made your heart flutter
“You’re so beautiful baby,” he said quietly like these words were only meant for you to hear. His breath fanned over your lips and when you couldn’t take it anymore you closed the gap between you two, pressing your lips against his pillow like lips. He instantly tilted his head, deepening the kiss while one of his hands gently rested on the back of your head guiding you. You sighed into the kiss like you finally could breath after those two years, as if you were drowning and his hand finally grasped yours pulling you to the surface. Finally he saved you from suffocating.
When he felt the tears on your cheeks he pulled back with a worried expression, gently wiping them away.
“I missed you so much, Jooheon. I won’t survive it again without you.” You sobbed into his chest, grasping his shirt tightly. “Please don’t leave me ever again.”
“Hey it’s okay baby, I’m here.” He placed a kiss on your forehead, before pulling you closer. “I’m here now, and I’m not leaving again,” he whispered, tugging a strand of hair behind your ear.
He pulled your lips into another kiss, putting all his feelings and emotions into it.
“I missed you too,” he mumbled in between kisses. “Let me show you how much I missed you.”
It felt like your body was on fire, as the fluttering only intensified. You felt your knees get weaker and you were sure that he felt your heart against his chest. Maybe time stopped, because the only thing you could focus on was his lips devouring yours in such a passionate way, clouding all your senses. It was still hard to believe that all this was happening and if it wouldn’t have been for the way his hands tightly pulled your body against his, you’d think this was a dream.
“The stars are pretty, right?” You said awkwardly trying to ignore the way he was looking at you.
“Can I kiss you?” He suddenly asked and you turned your head to your left.
“W-what?” You stuttered, making sure you heard him right.
“Can I Kiss you, y/n?” He repeated with a smile and you gulped. “I…” you started but nodded after taking a deep breath. He leaned forward and his lips gazed over yours, before he softly pressed them against yours. It was a short kiss, but it felt like something exploded inside of you. As if time had stopped right there, as you sat at the rooftop of your building, after Jooheon wanted to be the first one to wish you a happy birthday. As if no one else existed, like there was no risk of your parents watching his hands softly caress your waist and finger run over the exposed skin between your jeans and shirt.
A deep blush creeped over your cheeks and you looked away. “Are you blushing, baby?” He asked and you almost jumped off the roof at the pet name. “You wish,” you scoffed, turning your head away just for him to make you look back to him.
“It was your first kiss, wasn’t it?” He chuckled and you hummed, cringing at how he was pushing past your ego.
You pulled his shirt down his shoulders after your fingers nervously worked on undoing his buttons. Your hands trailed over the tattoos on his chest, clearly taken aback at how much he changed. This Jooheon was just new to you.
“You like them, baby?” He asked and you nodded slowly, pulling his swollen lips into another kiss while his hands found the zipper of your dress and in seconds it slipped down your body.
“Fuck, you’re so beautiful,” he whispered after seeing your lace lingerie, now hovering over you and you saw his biceps flex as he held up his weigh next to your head.
He placed open mouthed kisses down from your jaw to your neck, making you whimper. Hyunsoo was your fiancé, but nothing more happened than kisses on the cheek so the effect of Jooheon’s every touch was more intense than you thought.
Your fingers slipped into his hair when his tongue gazed over your collarbones while his hand rubbed up and down your thigh. Piece by piece he was removing your remaining lingerie, carefully unwrapping you like an expensive gift and he sure took his time leaving you begging for more.
“Jooheon please do something,” you begged, while his finger trailed up and down your center.
“What does my baby want me to do, huh?”
“I want you inside me, please.” A whimper escaped your lips.
He kissed your jaw and your hands grabbed his shoulder, realizing your ring was missing.
“My ring,” you moaned out just when he finally pushed his finger into you.
“You won’t be needing that when you're with me,” he said leaning down, pulling you into a kiss and not even a second later your ring was forgotten as his touch clouded your senses.
You whined into the kiss when the feeling of his finger disappeared, but got replaced with his tip sliding up and down your folds. Your teeth sunk deep into your lower lip as he slowly pushed into you.
“I missed you so much,” he whispered, placing soft kisses on your shoulders. “Fuck I missed the way you grasped me so tightly, baby.” You moaned wrapping your arms around his neck pulling him closer to you, while his hips thrusted into you.
“Does he touch you like that?” His hand lovingly grabbed your breast taking a nipple in his mouth, making you close your eyes at the blissful feeling of his wet tongue.
“Tell me, baby. Does he fuck you like that?” He whispered against your lips thrusting into you harder, picking up his space as he started hitting your g-spot.
You shook your head, your heavy breathing filling the room. “No, he didn’t.”
“That’s right baby. You are mine and only I can touch you like that,” he said and you saw his jaw clench. Jooheon couldn’t help but get the image of another man touching you off his mind. His hand grabbed yours, pinning it next to your head, now chasing both orgasms.
“Be my good girl and cum for me.” He groaned when you clenched around him. You felt the knot building in your lower abdomen and he leaned down kissing you with his tongue sliding over your lower lip. You arched your back, moaning into the kiss when the euphoric feeling washed over you leaving your legs shaking against his waist.
The room was silent only filled with your heavy breathing. You didn’t open your eyes, still trying to calm down from your high and you felt him pulling you into his arms.
Suddenly a thought crossed your head. Did he really think you slept with Hyunsoo?
“I didn’t sleep with Hyunsoo,” you said quietly and he chuckled. “I believe you y/n,” he answered and you sighed.
“Did you...sleep with anyone?” You hesitated and he placed a kiss against your temple. “I didn’t exactly sleep with someone,” he said after a while, making you look up to him. “I did try to get my mind off you, after a year, when I stopped hoping to be with you again.”
You gave him a confused look. “I didn’t had sex with another woman y/n, but I did have them suck me off,” he explained and you nodded silently, “oh.”
“Don’t look at me like that,” he chuckled at your expression. “I don’t even know their names.”
You honestly couldn’t get mad, since you did try to get over him too and maybe not the same way as him, but it definitely involved making out with other men. You pushed all your thoughts away pulling yourself closer to him. You could worry about going back later, for now you wanted him to cloud all your senses.
His burning gaze eye-fucked your body in front of him. It was silent in the elevator, when you two just stared at each other. The alcohol was rushing through your system. Every blind person could see the lust in your eyes, you weren’t sure what was holding you back from pulling his lush lips into a make out.
Maybe it was the security camera, which was showing everything that could happen in the elevator.
When he bit down on his plump underlip, you sucked in a breath. His hands wandered to his clothed member, when his veiny hand palmed himself. A whimper left your mouth and this is what pushed his last button. Hyungwon pressed you against the elevator wall and the cold wall on your bare back made you moan out.
His fluffy, pink lips immediately devoured yours while his hands wandered under your thighs, which he squeezed, before he wrapped one leg around his waist. His hips were rubbing his erection against you, as another moan left your parted red lips. No words were spoked, just your heavy breaths filling the elevator. The ‘ding’ pulled you both into reality.
“Catch me if you can,” you whispered, your breath fanning over his swollen lips, before you walked out of the elevator.
His eyes dropped down to your hips in that dress and the only thing he could think of, was how he was going to fuck you stupid until you’d forget your own name. He sighed deeply at the thought and tried to not cum in his pants. When he unlocked the door it didn’t even take him a second to pull you towards his hungry and swollen lips, as his tongue rubbed against yours in a slow motion.
He walked you backwards into the suit to the big king sized bed. You pushed his shoulders down and made him sit down on the edge, however because of his drunken state he slipped and sat down on the floor, which made you giggle. You took a step back and looked down at him with hooded eyes.
A smirk played across your face as your hands found your zipper and pulled it down, while his eyes devoured you impatiently waiting for you to pull your dress down. He wanted to see more of you.
Your hands pulled your dress slowly in a teasing pace, when your dress fell down to your ankles, you kicked it away with your heel and his eyes were traveling over every inch of your body in a red lace lingerie. His breath became irregular when your hands started to wander on your own body.
Your hands gently squeezed your boobs and wandered down when you slowly got on your knees and started crawling to him. His eyes were focused on your cleavage as you sat down in his lap and when you wrapped your arms around his neck his hands immediately found your bare thighs.
“Stop teasing, kitten,” he whispered in his deep voice.
You just smirked and pulled his lips into another kiss, which soon turned into a passionate make out. Your hands took his tie off and ripped his shirt open, making the buttons fly into different corners of the room.
“Impatient, aren’t we?” He chuckled but you ignored him and pulled him again into a hot kiss while your hands were caressing his abs.
Hyungwon was a great kisser. His kisses were like black holes pulling you into him, making you forget your surroundings, until all gravity was lost under his touch.
Deep into the kiss he gripped your waist and pulled you over, so he was hovering over you and you instantly wrapped your legs around his waist pulling him closer. His hungry lips met your neck and you gasped while pulling his head closer, sucking and licking love bites into your neck.
His lips wandere down and he removed your bra in seconds. Hyungwon’s lips wrapped around your sensitive bud and he gave it a harsh suck.
“Fuck,” you moaned out, your fingers softly pulling his hair.
He smirked as his finger gave the other one attention and your shaky breath made him confident in his doing. When his face reached your heat he looked up, before pressing his thumb against your clothed center.
“Hyungwon please,” you whimpered and he slowly pulled your panties down. “Alright, baby.” He didn’t waste another second and his tongue found your center, drawing circles on you while you gasped. He wrapped his arms around your thighs and pulled you closer to his mouth, while his mouth was lapping at your juices like this would be his last meal.
Your chest was rising uncontrollably and your hips shifted, when you felt the knot building up in your lower abdomen.
“I’m close,” you whispered and when he added a finger, curling it inside of your dripping cunt, you arched your back off the carpet. You moaned out his name as the wave crashed down on you. You arched your back from the carpet and whimpered when he didn’t stop.
“Please stop, Hyungwon,” you cried out and tried to gently push his head away, however he didn’t move an inch.
“That’s not the save word,” he chuckled, with his fingers still pumping in and out of you.
“It's too much,” you whimpered, grabbing his wrist, before he removed his hand, leaving you suddenly feeling empty. He got up on his knees looking down at you with a smirk.
“Too much, huh?” He asked while opening his belt quickly, the clinking sound filling the room, trying to not waste any second. He palmed his hard length, before pumping it a few times.
“Ride me.” He turned you around and you immediately obeyed sinking down on him.
“So tight” he whispered and closed his eyes. A satisfied sigh left your throat and started moving while his hands gripped your hips, his finger digging into your smooth skin. Every time you sunk down on him completely you felt his tip hitting your g-spot, making your legs flinch.
“Feels so good,” you moaned out.
He leaned forward capturing your lips in a short kiss. “That’s right baby, your pussy was made for me.” His words made your eyes almost roll to the back of your head and not even a couple of thrusts later you felt yourself near again as your movements got sloppier.
Hyungwon grabbed your hips, turning you around again as he started thrusting deeply into you. You felt your second orgasm wash over you, but Hyungwon showed no sign of stopping. “Oh my god!” You cried out as he started to overstimulate you and grabbed his shoulder for support.
“Wanted my cock so bad that you couldn’t even wait til we’re alone, now take it,” he said balls deep inside of you. His harsh and fast pace made your legs shake and when you felt him empty his liquid inside of you, you took a breath of relief knowing he would stop now that he reached his orgasm.
“Next time don’t be such a whore in front of everyone.“ He pulled out and lied down next to you on the bedroom floor.
Summary: When your sister decided to run away minutes before her wedding, your family was hoping for you to take her place and save their image. However the moment you exchanged vows with the ruthless Im Changkyun, regret was the first thing that took over you.
A/N: yes another mafia lmaoo, but this will definitely have more parts. actually i had this au written for a very long time in my drafts so i thought i’d post it.
You greeted all the new guests with a smile while looking for your parents, who were talking to other guests. You walked to them, hoping you wouldn’t get interrupted by some auntie telling you how much you’ve grown up, since the last time she saw you. By the time you reached them they were already bowing goodbye to the guest.
“Dad the priest has arrived and Uncle Minho is asking for you.” You informed him and he nodded, leaving you alone with your mother.
Well actually not really mother. Your parents had passed away in a car accident, before you could even start collecting any memories with them and your biological father‘s brother – your now father – adopted you and now you called them mom and dad. They were just like your actual family.
„You look beautiful, y/n.“ Your mother smiled and you smiled back while looking down on you. You were wearing a baby pink silk dress with some accessories and your hair was lying with wavy curls.
„Thank you mom, but so do you. Still looking all young,” you said making her chuckle and playfully hit your arm.
“Stop it, will you?” She rolled her eyes playfully. “Can you go to up to Mirae and help her a bit with the preparations, I’ll come get you two when it’s time.” She continued and you nodded, mumbling a ‘sure’ before walking up the stairs to the bride’s room.
You knocked twice before walking in with a big smile, but you were rather greeted with an empty room.
“Mirae?” You said and silence answered you.
You opened the bathroom door but nothing. Where is she? You walked further into the big room and your face fell into a deep frown, when you saw Mirae’s wedding dress on the bed. You immediately walked to the bed and your eyes found a folded paper next to it.
No. No she can’t do that. Not today.
With shaking hands you picked it up slowly opening it, scared of confirming your biggest nightmare.
Dear Mom and Dad,
I’m sorry I haven’t told you this before and It’s probably too late to fix anything, but I can’t marry Changkyun. I tried to force myself but the feelings aren’t there anymore. I fell in love with someone else and, before I could’ve done something that could’ve hurt him more I decided to leave all this behind. Don’t try to find me, I’m happy.
~ Jeon Mirae
You stood there for a while, slowly letting your arms fall next to you, grasping the letter tightly. It took you a moment to realise what just happened, but when it did it came crashing down on you like a tsunami. You blinked a couple of times, still unsure what to do as anxiety started taking over you.
You opened the door, running through the hallways trying to find your parents as you placed a hand against your forehead, but before you reached the stairs you ran into a bigger figure making you stumble back. You looked up, your eyes meeting the ones, you wanted to see the least right now.
“Y/n, I’m sorry I didn’t see you.” He apologized, his icy expression not leaving his face, as always.
You looked at him with widened eyes, still grasping onto that piece of paper. His eyes scanned your face and he tilted his face.
“Why are you crying?” He suddenly asked, making you sniff. You were crying?
“I…” you started still at a loss of words. “Is everything okay?” He asked, now frowning.
“Mirae…” you said, getting his attention now. “What’s with Mirae? Is she okay?” He was clearly confused on what’s going on.
You nervously looked around, going through a panic attack.
You’ve been walking on heels for years now, but suddenly you couldn’t even stand on them. You needed to sit down with your wobbling leg. How will you tell him that?
“Y/n what happened to Mirae,” he said again louder, stepping closer and you gulped, suddenly scared of him.
“Mirae, she...is not in her r-room,” you choked out, hands shaking when you held up the letter. Changkyun looked at the letter then back to you before grabbing it as his eyes slid from left to right.
Slowly the letter slipped from his hands and landed on his neatly polished shoes. He stared into nothing, before coming back to his senses. You expected him to at least show some emotions, but he just stood there with a clenched jaw. His eyes met yours and you both looked at each other for a solid minute.
“She did what?” Your father yelled out standing up, making the chair fall to the ground.
“We can’t cancel the wedding,” Changkyun’s father said, shaking his head. “What will the people say? They will look down on us.” He added.
“I’m so sorry Minho, If I had known she would do that…” he trailed off and your mother placed a hand on his shoulder.
Changkyun didn’t say anything, while sitting on the couch. His cold eyes looked into nothing with his hand rubbing his jaw.
You sat on the bed still looking at her million dollar wedding dress. Their voices faded and your eyes went back to the letter and you sighed silently. When your name fell, you looked up confused on why you were relevant in this conversation.
“Right, why can’t y/n marry him?” Changkyun’s father said.
“What?” You blurred out, instantly covering your mouth with your hand. “I mean...How can I do this? This is not my place,” you explained and your mother walked to you.
“Y/n right now is not the time, please do us that one favor. Everyone is outside waiting.” Your mother spoke up and you looked over to Changkyun, but he didn’t seem to care what was happening, blinking a couple of times you looked down. “People will look down on us y/n. What image will we bring across? They will take us a joke,” she added and you frowned, deeply in your thoughts.
“Y/n, you won’t regret this decision, I promise you that,” Chanwoo, Changkyun’s brother said this time.
You looked up into the mirror and here you were in a wedding dress, that wasn’t even yours, just like the place as Im Changkyun’s wife. Your heart pounded against your chest as your father walked with you to the hall. You liked Changkyun, maybe more than you were allowed to. You didn’t know when those feelings took over your heart, since it was pretty obvious that your families would form an alliance of the clan’s, but the moment Changkyun’s family asked for Mirae’s hand in marriage, your heart broke into millions of pieces. You were honestly still hoping somewhere deep in your heart that it would’ve been you. That it would’ve been you he fell in love with, but who were you fooling? Mirae was always the prettier one out of you two, always the one everyone liked more. She had all the friends and the lovers. How could you even think you can compete against her? Of course he would choose her, of course he would choose a pretty, outgoing and loveable wife. All these years you pushed your feelings aside and now that you’ve finally mastered hiding those feelings, you’re becoming his wife. You wanted him to be yours secretly for so long, but not like this. Not as a replacement of his actual love. Not as his last option.
“I’m so sorry,” your father spoke up, making you look at him. “You don’t deserve this y/n. You’re not supposed to clean after your sister's mistake,” he continued clearly ashamed.
You stayed silent, not sure what exactly to say. “If you don’t want this, tell me now. I will manage something.” He seemed disappointed in himself.
You shook your head squeezing his arm. “Accepting someone else's daughter and actually treating her like your own kid is not easy. Despite Mirae being your real daughter you always treated us fairly, always making sure I have everything she had. I never felt like an orphan, thanks to you dad.” You smiled as he looked at you with teary eyes.
“You’ve never let me down, now it’s my turn.” You added and he pulled you into a hug.
“You’re not an orphan and neither are you someone else's daughter,” he said after placing a kiss on your forehead. “You’re my daughter. And after today my only daughter.”
You sighed giving your best holding your tears back so you wouldn't ruin the make up as a smile spread over your face.
“I’ll make sure he treats you right, y/n.” Your father said and you nodded. “I know you will.”
If it wouldn’t be for Changkyun holding your hand, they would be shaking like crazy and when he slid in the ring you almost scoffed. This wasn’t supposed to be the finger the ring should be on, this shouldn’t be the hand he should be holding, this shouldn’t be your dress and this shouldn’t be your husband, but now it was.
You looked around the big room. You were in here once, because of your sister Mirae, but now you’re here as Changkyun’s wife. A sigh left your lips and you leaned back against the headboard, closing your eyes.
So this is your life now?
It was still hard to believe but it was best for you to get used to this, since you would only hurt yourself. Your eyes shot open at the sound of the door opening and you instantly sat up at the sight of Changkyun walking in.
He walked to his dresser, taking off his watch and tie without looking back at you.
“Changkyun,” you started clearing your throat as you stood up from the bed.
“I’m sorry all this happened and I know that I wasn’t supposed to be here today. This is not my place but it happened and I promise to not bother you at all.”
He turned around blankly staring at you and you gulped, clearly uncomfortable under his piercing gaze. You were about to speak up, but he suddenly walked into your direction making you stumble back, falling back on the bed.
“Is that all?” He asked and you shuddered at the harsch tone.
He grabbed your wrist, not as harsh as his tone, and pulled you with him to the door and the next thing you knew was him closing the door in front of your face. You stood there for a while, before you realized what just happened.
He threw out of his room.
You couldn’t believe you were standing in front of your husband's room, after he just kicked you out. Tears started gathering at the corner of your eyes and all you wanted to do was fall to your knees and cry. You knew that you wouldn’t get the love and affection from Changkyun as a husband, but if you knew that he would straight up throw you away like a piece of shit, you would’ve definitely reconsidered this marriage. You would’ve saved you from this hell. You couldn't spend the rest of your life like that, not with your own husband treating you like a complete stranger. The thought of living like that just brought more tears into your eyes. You wanted to go home, to your father. You wanted to go back to him. You don’t want this life.
“Y/n?” You suddenly heard someone call your name and you froze, scared to turn around and face whoever was standing there. You slowly turned around looking straight into Chanwoo's eyes.
“Do you need anything?” He asked confused as to why you were standing here in the hallway at almost midnight. You blinked a couple of times, panicking inside and thinking of a plausible answer.
“Uh no…thank you,” you stuttered. He nodded slowly looking to Changkyuns door then you. “Why are you not going in?” He asked with an raised eyebrow and you opened your mouth just to close it again, left with no answer.
“He kicked you out didn’t he?” He sighed and you looked away, clearly embarrassed at the fact that you got kicked out from your own husband.
“That jerk,” he mumbled and started taking steps towards the door, but you immediately grabbed his arm. “No please don’t say anything to him,” you said and he frowned.
“Y/n, he can’t do this. Let me talk some sense into him,” he said and you shook your head. “Chanwoo, please just...don’t.” Your begging made him sigh again and he took a step back.
“Why are you doing this?” he asked you after he walked you to the guest room.
You stayed silent not knowing the answer to his question either. Why were you doing this? Better said why was Changkyun doing this? Why does he hate you so much? Was it really your fault that your sister decided to run away? That you got talked into marrying him?
“He doesn’t deserve you,” he said, shaking his head. “I’m sorry you got into this situation.” His last words before he disappeared wishing you a good night.
You sat there for a while and before you knew the tears started running down your face.
You opened your eyes as you felt someone gently shake your shoulder. “Miss, good morning,” a woman smiled and you knew she was one of the workers here. You sat up and blinked the sleep away, before you realized you didn’t have the chance to change, still sitting here in your wedding dress.
“Breakfast is ready in 30 minutes. Please freshen up, I’ll bring you your clothes.” She informed you and you nodded still in the process of waking up.
When she left you sighed and fell back into the bed. You barely got any sleep, all you did was cry and miss your parents. What were they doing right now?
After recalling last night you stood up and walked to your, well Changkyun’s room and thank god he wasn’t there. You quickly got out of your dress straight to the shower and the moment the warm water hit your skin you closed your eyes. You felt your muscles relax, especially after yesterday where you slept in a dress in the most uncomfortable position. After a while you heard the door open and you remembered the worker telling you she will bring you your clothes.
“Place my clothes on the island next to the bathtub, please.” You said, but when you heard Changkyuns voice you almost jumped out of your own skin.
“I don’t have your clothes,” he said and you heard shuffling before he disappeared again and you thanked all the seven seas that your shower glass was dimmed due to the warm water. The moment the door closed you let out the breath you were holding in. Of course this would happen with your luck.
You slipped into your heels before walking down hesitantly, still ashamed of what happened back in the room. When you walked into the dining hall you saw an unfamiliar girl sitting next to Changkyun while pinching his cheeks.
“You’re so skinny gosh, what are you guys feeding my poor baby brother?” She said playfully and you remembered Mirae telling you he has a sister, but she lives in the states due to work which meant she was rarely even here. Her eyes landed on you and she smiled.
“Oh hey, aren’t you Mirae’s sister y/n?” She asked and you nodded slowly. “Uhm, yeah that’s me.” Why was she mentioning her name?
Her next words felt like a slap into your face. “Where is Mirae though?” She asked, still smiling and everyone fell silent. You didn’t dare to move looking away to Changkyun, but he clenched his jaw. Chanwoo slapped her arm and she frowned.
“I’m sorry y/n, she just arrived and we didn’t had the chance to tell her.” He explained and nodded to the seat next to Changkyun with a smile.
“Join us.”
“Didn’t tell me what?” She asked looking at her parents, but Chanwoo silently gave her a sign that he would explain everything once they were alone.
To say the least – the breakfast was awkward. Changkyun didn’t even finish his food before he excused himself for work and honestly you didn’t feel like eating at all, so you just had some fruit to not completely come off as rude.
The moment you walked upstairs you let out a sigh, happy that you had the most awkward moment behind you, but when you heard your name you looked up.
“I’m sorry for what I said in the dining hall. I didn’t know all of this happened, I was just assuming you were here to visit Mirae.” Kyuhyun's sister carefully took a step closer. “It was so insensitive of me to speak without thinking,” she scoffed and you shook your head.
“Oh no, don’t worry about that. You didn’t know, since you just arrived today. It’s fine,” you smiled at her and she took a deep breath. “Okay good, I was so scared that you might be upset.” She laughed. “Oh and I’m Gyuri.”
How weird is it that you were just now finding out your husband's sister's name. Mirae never really spoke much about her or the family at all. She was mainly focused on Changkyun, but here and there said something about his family. You knew his family too, exchanging a couple of words on galas and events, but more than the basics you weren’t that informed about them. Especially Changkyun, he was always a mystery to you, with his secretive persona. You were always curious on how Changkyun was with Mirae, since he didn’t seem to be a romantic and affectionate person, but she didn’t really give you any details.
After Gyuri offered you to always talk to her when you needed something, you thanked her and headed back to your room. You closed the door behind you and leaned against it, but before you had the chance to drown in your thoughts your phone on the dresser started ringing, showing up your fathers contact.
“Hey dad,” you said and for the first time after your wedding you smiled that genuine.
“Oh wow someone is extra happy,” he chuckled at the other side of the phone.
“I missed you dad.”
“I missed you too y/n,” he said and you could hear the car engine in the back.
“Are you going somewhere?” You asked leaned against the dresser. “Oh yeah I’m on the way to a meeting, so I thought I’ll just quickly have a talk with you.” He explained and you nodded. “I see, but don’t overwork,” you reminded him and he chuckled.
“Yeah yeah don’t worry. How is Changkyun?”
Your smile faded as you remembered everything that happened yesterday. “He is good,” you said, but he sighed. “That’s not what I mean, I’m going to see him in that meeting anyways. How is Changkyung treating you y/n?” He asked more specifically and you bit down on your lower lip. “Don’t worry dad he is good to me.”
Yeah you’re lying, but things will change and then it won’t be a lie...right?
You sighed as you saw the message of your boyfriend, telling you to not wait for him and go to bed. Of course he would be working late...again. You sighed again and stood up grabbing your jacket and car keys, before driving to the Creker building. The whole ride you thought about how you’ll get him home with you. Sometimes you felt like a kindergartener trying to get the kid off the playground.
You walked into Sangyeon’s studio without knocking, which made him turn around with a surprised face.
“Y/n?” He asked, confused. “What are you doing here at this time?” He continued after looking at the clock.
“That’s something I should ask you, Sangyeon.” You said while closing the door behind you as you walked closer to him.
“Have you looked at the time? It's almost midnight and you're here since the morning.” Your words made him realise how long he was here and a sigh escaped his throat while nodding.
“I know, baby. It’s just I’m really trying to get this done.” He said while turning back to his laptop. “Just give me 2 minutes.” He mumbled like a child.
“Sangyeon, no!” You said annoyed and grabbed his shoulder, however he grabbed your wrist making you fall into his lap. Gasping at his sudden action you looked at him, as he just continued typing on his laptop. You looked at him in disbelief, but he couldn’t care less, as he just continued working.
That’s enough! You grabbed his jaw and pressed your lips against his and he was clearly taken aback of your action but immediately kissed back as his hands found your waist. Your hands melted into his black hair while his tongue found yours. A smirk spread across your lips and he felt you smirking into the kiss.
“Let’s go home, now that you’re done.” You said after pulling away and tried getting up, however he pulled you back into his lap after your attempt to stand up.
“Do you really think I’ll just let you off, after not only interrupting my work but also making me hard, baby?” He spoke slowly against your lips.
“Sangyeon-“ you started but he cut you off with a harsh ‘shut up’.
You didn’t get the chance to say anything as his lips found yours again, this time however it was rougher. You gasped as his tongue forcefully met yours. He grabbed your thighs and switched the position making you sit on his lap with your legs on either side, while deepening the kiss he took off your jacket followed by your shirt.
“Fuck baby.” He groaned at the sight of your chest, not even a second later his lips found your neck and he started to suck love marks on it. You moaned at the feeling of his lips against your neck as your hips searched for some friction as you rubbed them against his hard length, which made him bite into your skin.
“Sangyeon.” You moaned his name at the pain and pleasure.
He hooked his hands under your thighs and placed you on his desk while it took you seconds to remove your clothes. His finger found your folds and he dipped a finger inside of you.
“The d-door.” You moaned.
“Let them walk in and see how good I can fuck you.” He said in a challenging tone and slammed into you making you moan into his shoulder. He didn’t waste any time and started thrusting into you. Your breathing started to become heavy and countless moans slipped out of your mouth.
“Look at you, Y/n.” He whispered against your lips.
“You only came here so I can fuck you.” He continued as you whimpered at the overwhelming feeling of his dick pumping in and out of you.
“You only wanted my dick buried deep inside your tight pussy, baby.” You moaned at his words as you felt your high approaching, after every thrust his hips made, making you see stars.
Hands gripping his broad shoulders and your swollen lips, from the make out before, parted. He picked up the pace chasing both highs. Heavy moans and grunts filled his dimmed studio.
“I’m c-close.” You formed the sentence as you felt your high approach.
“Cum now, cum on my cock.” As soon as these words left his mouth, the euphoric feeling washed over you leaving your legs shaking, while his hands kept them pressed against his waist. The room became quiet and the only thing that was heard was your heavy breathing.
“I should make you wait more often.” He said and leaned his forehead against you.
Warning: mention of guns and alcohol, cheating, smut, basically violent subjects
Pairing: jooheon x fem!reader
Word count: 4.8K
Summary: just when you were ready to let go of the past your ex-lover re-enters your life bringing a dark secret with him.
A/N: uh hi im here with an mafia au because they are my biggest weakness ugh, also idk if this will have another part, but if you guys want one let me know. it may be a little confusing at the start but you will understand with time,, enjoy!
“Today is the charity gala, you remember right?” Hyunsoo asked you, while he put on his tie. You looked up from your book and watched your fiancé get ready.
If someone would have told you a year ago how you would be engaged to someone who you don’t even love you would’ve laughed and praised their crazy fantasie, but the only thing you are laughing at now is you. Hyunsoo is the son of your fathers best friend and well what father doesn’t want a good boy as their son-in-law? Your father saw the opportunity and took it and since there wasn’t anything to lose for you either what was stopping you? You closed your book before standing up.
“Yes. I remember,” you answered.
As the CEO of his company your father decided to plan a charity gala, but this was only what everyone else thought. The real reason behind all this was a trap for the most wanted thief in Korea right now. Hyunsoo was a criminal detective and this gala was just his mission.
What attracts a thief? Money.
Where do you find so much at one spot? The bank and a charity gala.
Bingo.
“I will see you at the gala, since we still have a meeting regarding today.” You nodded as he grabbed his badge, before giving you a quick kiss on the cheek. When the door closed you let out the breath you were holding in.
Hyunsoo was a great person. He was mature, understanding and very caring for someone who didn’t love you, not only that but always made sure you had a good time with him. He was basically everything a girl wanted in a man.
But Hyunsoo wasn’t him.
“Hey,” someone said and you looked up from your notes just to roll your eyes. “What do you want?” You asked and he chuckled.
“Why can’t you just say hey back like everyone else?” He asked you and you huffed while raising your eyebrow.
“Do you annoy other people like you do with me?” You asked locking back down to your notes. “You’re the only one I annoy,” he smiled with heart eyes and you sighed before packing up your books as he gave you a confused look.
“Where are you going?” He asked you. “Away from you.” You answered before walking out of the library followed by him.
“Stop playing hard to get y/n,” he laughed, grabbing your arm gently. “Eventually you will fall for me,” he continued making you scoff.
“Yeah whatever fills your boat, now let go of my arm or you won’t be able to hold anything for the rest of your life,” you said and he did with a chuckle.
“Don’t worry, the only thing I’m planning on holding is your heart,” Jooheon winked.
“Dr. Y/n, should I send Mr. Park in?” The officer asked and you nodded. “Yes, thank you, officer.” You gave a short smile. You almost scoffed at the thought of you being a criminal psychiatrist and your soon to be husband a criminal detective, a match made in heaven.
You cringed at the sound of the handcuffs, when the man in front you sat down. The officer left and you looked over giving your patient your attention.
“Good Morning Mr. Park,” you said but he stayed silent just like the last three times, however you were used to it. Criminals are psychopaths and they don’t like the feeling of vulnerability, especially someone from the ‘other side’. They don’t like talking nor showing any kind of emotions other than anger.
You took off your glasses placing them on the table in front you before looking up again.
“I know it’s hard to talk about this and I wouldn’t want to answer these questions either, but I need you to cooperate.” He looked down to his handcuffs and you continued.
“We are not against you, we are just trying to help you.” It was silent before he took a deep breath.
“I don’t wanna be in jail,” he said and for some reason a dusted memory flashed through you.
“Thank you y/n,” Mr. Jung said as you gave him the file your father asked you to deliver to the police station. “No worries Uncle,” you smiled but it faded as soon as your eyes landed on Jooheon.
Wait Jooheon? What is he doing here?
He called your name and waved while his other hand held the cell bars in front of him. “What the hell are you doing here?” You asked him but he just smiled.
“I always wanted to know how it is in jail,” he said and you rolled your eyes.
“Do you know each other?” Mr. Jung asked and you immediately replied with no, while Jooheon replied with yes at the same time. You sighed rolling your eyes. Of course.
“He is a student at my University,” you said after he gave you a confused expression. “Yeah we are very close friends,” Jooheon added and you clenched your jaw.
“He punched a guy,” Mr.Jung replied nodding into his direction, which left you confused. You may not be a lawyer, but you surely don’t go to jail for punching someone.
“He broke his jaw. He is in the Hospital.” he added and you turned to Jooheon who just gave you a nervous smile.
“Officer, I already told you he was cat-calling girls in front of the cafe with his friends. I would have broken more if you’d give me the chance,” Jooheon said pouting and you blinked a couple of times.
After that your view changed on him and suddenly he wasn’t that annoying.
You put your pearl earrings on, before giving yourself a last look in the mirror. The off-shoulder, deep blue satin dress complimented your skin. The door opened and Hyunsoo walked in with his phone against his ear. “Yeah we’re about to leave,” he informed the other person, before sliding his phone into the pocket.
You picked up your purse and phone as his eyes trailed over your body. “You look…” he frowned searching for the right words, “breathtakingly gorgeous.”
You smiled at his words. “You too, Hyunsoo.”
He stared at you and when you said his name to get his attention he blinked a couple of times. “I’m sorry I just...never mind let’s go.”
The drive was silent, but you felt him look over to you a couple of times and every time you turned your head he would just clear his throat and look away.
“You know it’s rude to stare?” You said jokingly and he chuckled.
“You know it’s rude to look this good and not even let your fiancé admire,” he answered, making you shake your head at his attempt to flirt.
You took a sip of the champagne, looking around the hall as your parents were talking to Hyunsoo’s parents.
“Hyunsoo told me about your promotion,” his mother spoke up and you gave her a smile nodding.
“Oh yes, just recently.” You nodded looking down, hoping she would stop talking to you and luckily she did. After your fourth glass of champagne you felt your bladder calling.
“I’ll go to the bathroom,” you informed your mother before grabbing your purse. The elevators were so pretty and the roof had a mirror making you stare in awe. When the doors opened you noticed the floor being oddly quiet, but you brushed the thought side walking to the bathrooms with your heels giving off a satisfying noise. After you were done you gave yourself a last look in the mirror before walking to the elevator as your phone vibrated. It was Hyunsoo, but you didn’t have the chance to speak up as you heard his panicked voice.
“Y/n, listen to me carefully. Leave as fast as you can and take the stairs.” You frowned at his words and an uneasy feeling started spreading inside of you.
“What’s the matter?” You asked looking around, if he could see you.
“He is on the same floor as you so leave now!”
“Who is on the same floor, Hyunsoo? No one is here.” You answered pressing the elevator button. You waited for a moment but the floor was dead silent and you turned back around.
“Hyunsoo no one-“
Your breath hitched and you could swear your heart stopped right there in then the moment your eyes met his. Hyunsoo’s voice already faded away as you stared at Jooheon for a moment before your fiancés voice pulled you out of your state of shock.
“Y/n do as I tell you and stop arguing!” He said sternly and you gulped, muttering an okay. Your eyes fell on the gun in his hand and you stood there unable to to even speak up.
He said your name casually, giving you a small smile and the way it rolled off your tongue made your heart flutter and skin tingle.
Two years. It's been two years since you saw Jooheon and you didn’t know what to say. He looked so different, so...manly. You whispered his name, like you were making sure he wasn’t an illusion.
After Jooheon disappeared two years ago without any letter, call or even message, you were devastated. You couldn’t function for months and it did take you up to a year to accept all that, but seeing him now in front of you made your brain malfunction and you weren’t sure if you wanted to kiss or kill him.
You heard footsteps and Jooheons eyes widened.
“Hands up! Now!” You heard your fiancé’s voice, which pulled you back into reality. A bunch of police officers with guns stood there pointing at you and Jooheon while all this felt so unreal and for a moment all the voices faded and you looked at Jooheon not wanting to believe that he was standing right in front of you.
Not as your sweet Jooheon, but as a criminal.
You felt someone pull your arms and suddenly your back was pressed against Jooheons chest as you felt something cold and hard pressed against your temple.
Hyunsoo's eyes widened and he instantly dropped the gun, knowing exactly what he wanted.
“Weapons down. Now!” He said and slowly raised his arms. “Leave her alone, she has nothing to do with all this,” he added.
You turn your head to Jooheon, shocked at what he was doing. That was not your Jooheon. That was not the Jooheon you knew.
“Press the button,” he said nodding to the elevator and you raised your shaking hand pushing the button, before he slowly walked back into the elevator with you still pressed against his chest. “Underground parking,” he whispered again and you did as he told you, hands still shaking. You knew Jooheon wouldn’t hurt you, but right now you really were doubting that.
“Don’t you dare follow me and if I see my face in the news, your little fiancé is dead.” You gulped at his harsh words and tone and the moment the elevator doors closed he removed the gun taking a step back. You blinked a couple of times before turning around, letting out a breath you didn’t notice you were holding in.
“What the fuck Jooheon! How dare you point a gun at me?” You yelled at him with a shaking voice, while he removed his bowtie followed by opening a couple of buttons of his shirt.
“I wouldn’t hurt you y/n,” he said and you took a step closer scoffing.
“Clearly you would.” He frowned at your words before pointing the gun against his temple and when he pulled the trigger you gasped protecting your ears with your arms, but nothing happened. A click sound was heard and you slowly opened your eyes standing up straight as you looked at the gun then him.
“You didn’t actually think I would point a loaded gun at you,” he chuckled, stuffing the gun at the back of his suit. The door opened and you walked out of the elevator.
“I’m going back,” you scoffed but he grabbed your wrist pulling you back.
“Said who?” He raised an eyebrow.
“Me, now let go of my hand-“
“or I won’t be able to hold anything for the rest of my life. Right?”
You felt his hold soften and he pulled you closer. “But don’t worry baby, the only thing I’m planning on holding is your heart,” he said quietly and you didn’t even notice the tear before Jooheon wiped it away. You didn’t realise how much your heart needed him these two years, until now that you had him this close.
“Where are we going?” You asked after a while you were on the highway.
“Somewhere,” he said, still looking at the road in front of him and you rolled your eyes. “Wow, very helpful,” you replied, making him chuckle. He promised you to explain everything once he got away from there, and for some reason you wanted to get away with him. You were still mad, but your feelings didn’t change for this man and probably never will.
“How is he?” He asked after a while and you looked away. “Is he treating you better?” He added and you scoffed now.
“You left me, Jooheon. Don’t you dare ask that. Do you even know what I went through when you decided to disappear and rob innocent people? You put me through hell.” Your voice cracked and he sighed.
“You wanted a break,” he said and you laughed. “I wanted a break not whatever the fuck you did after that.”
“Okay listen let me explain,” he said and you leaned back into our seat. “Go ahead.”
He took a deep breath, before activating the auto-pilot.
“Remember I told you that my father died?” He asked and you hummed. “Well I lied. He is alive. The reason why I did that was because he was a bad person, at least that’s what I have been told.” You gave him a confused look and sighed. “My father is Lee Mingyu,” he said after a while and your jaw dropped.
“You mean…” you trailed off and he hummed.
“The mafia leader Lee Mingyu.” He ended your sentence and your breath hitched.
“A week before I disappeared, my father contacted me asking me if I’m dating someone and I was confused on why he was asking that,” he continued his story.
“He told me that a rival gang targeted you, in hope to take revenge on me. So in order to protect you and your family I did what I had to do. I was lucky when you asked for a break, so I took that as a sign from the universe.” He explained and you blinked a couple of times processing everything he just told you.
“You’re safe now y/n,” he assured you after he saw your expression.
“I’m safe with a thief? With the son of a national criminal?” You asked him and the affliction was clear in his eyes as you felt his heart throb. “Don’t say that,” he whispered and you scoffed softly.
“I have never spent one coin on myself and neither have I robbed an innocent person. The people that I rob are the ones that use their money for the wrong purpose,” he said sternly.
“The mafia is not as bad as the society tells you to think,” he continued and you raised an eyebrow. “Oh really? How will you sugar coat killing innocent people?”
“See! This is exactly what I’m talking about.” He groaned leaning back into his seat.
“Do you know how many innocent people have died from the hands of police officers? But of course no one talks about that, since they are the good guys, right?”
You looked down thinking of an answer, clearly taken aback at how accurate he was.
“Have you asked your Mr. Perfect on how many people he has killed?” He looked over to you and you stayed silent. You indeed were curious now.
“The government is manipulative y/n. They are not as good as they show themselves to be, because I can assure you that there is so much dirty stuff going on. They are so fixated to wipe us out, so the truth doesn’t get exposed.”
You gulped still unsure on how to form your own opinion on this.
A vibration pulled you out of your thoughts and you pulled your phone out just to see Hyunsoo calling you.
“What the fuck y/n!” Jooheon said, before grabbing your phone and throwing it out of the window making you gasp as he closed the window again.
“Don’t you know they can track us with your phone?!” He explained.
“What if they track us with that car?” You scoffed and he sighed.
“They can’t.”
“Why?”
“Because this is your fathers car,” he replied and you sat up. “WHAT?” You yelled out and he gave you an apologetic smile.
“I’m sorry y/n, but that was necessary,” he added and you sighed.
You saw him exiting the highway and you were honestly glad after a two hour drive in that dress.
“Will you tell me now where we are going?” You tried again and he gave you a genuine smile. “Patience, baby.”
“Don’t call me that, I’m still mad at you.” You rolled your eyes and shook his head amused by your behavior.
Jooheon pulled up the car in front of a bigger mansion, leaving you confused. “Where are we?” You asked him when he opened the door for you, offering you his hand which you accepted.
“My home.” He smiled and your eyes widened. “Wait...what?” You gasped and he laughed at your reaction.
“Just trust me. I want you to meet someone,” he explained while walking in with you and you were still confused but did as he said, following him with your hand still in his.
“Make sure nothing goes wrong during the shipment.“ You heard a voice which instantly stopped talking as soon as you walked into the living room. You turned your head to a man your fathers age. Lee Mingyu you assumed.
“You’re back.” He stated and Jooheon nodded.
His eyes drifted to you and he gave you a small smile, which you almost didn’t notice. “Jooheon told me a lot about you, y/n.” He looked down to your hands and you wanted to pull it away, but Jooheon just grasped it tighter not giving the chance to.
“Only positive, of course,” he added chuckling and you gave him a nervous laugh.
“Jooheon, what are you doing standing here? Let her rest. Is this how we treat our hostage?” He said and your eyes widened at his words.
Hostage?
“Dad stop, she’s already scared.” Jooheon shook his head making his dad laugh. “I apologise. Treat this like your own home y/n.”
You looked around the room silently, absorbing the dresser as something catches your eye. Jooheon’s Parfum. You picked it up holding it close to your nose inhaling his smell. You always used to tell him how much you loved how he smelled. Like home. The door opened and you hastily placed the bottle back, before turning back.
“Why am I here?” You asked him as he took off his jacket placing it on the bed.
“Jooheon I have a job, a life. You can’t just kidnap me to your house in god knows where and expect me to just happily leave my whole life behind,” you said, making him stop in his tracks before a deep sigh left his chest.
“You’re right and I know,” he said, turning around to face you, “but I can’t spend another day without you, y/n.”
He gently took your hands in his, before placing kisses on both of your knuckles and you sighed.
“You weren’t the only one who went through hell. I lived everyday with the guilt of not only putting your life in danger but also leaving you without any explanation.”
He slipped his fingers into yours. “Do you know how much I just wanted to leave all this behind? But I couldn’t, not while knowing that going back to you can lead to me losing you,” he continued leaning closer to your face, with his brown eyes staring longingly into yours and there goes your plan to not get weak.
“I did it all for you.”
You lowered your gaze to his chest not wanting to look into his eyes, before your knees would lose their last strength.
“Look at me,” he said after a while and you bit down on your lower lip, looking back up. Your heart was beating heavily against your chest, while his eyes only made your heart flutter
“You’re so beautiful baby,” he said quietly like these words were only meant for you to hear. His breath fanned over your lips and when you couldn’t take it anymore you closed the gap between you two, pressing your lips against his pillow like lips. He instantly tilted his head, deepening the kiss while one of his hands gently rested on the back of your head guiding you. You sighed into the kiss like you finally could breath after those two years, as if you were drowning and his hand finally grasped yours pulling you to the surface. Finally he saved you from suffocating.
When he felt the tears on your cheeks he pulled back with a worried expression, gently wiping them away.
“I missed you so much, Jooheon. I won’t survive it again without you.” You sobbed into his chest, grasping his shirt tightly. “Please don’t leave me ever again.”
“Hey it’s okay baby, I’m here.” He placed a kiss on your forehead, before pulling you closer. “I’m here now, and I’m not leaving again,” he whispered, tugging a strand of hair behind your ear.
He pulled your lips into another kiss, putting all his feelings and emotions into it.
“I missed you too,” he mumbled in between kisses. “Let me show you how much I missed you.”
It felt like your body was on fire, as the fluttering only intensified. You felt your knees get weaker and you were sure that he felt your heart against his chest. Maybe time stopped, because the only thing you could focus on was his lips devouring yours in such a passionate way, clouding all your senses. It was still hard to believe that all this was happening and if it wouldn’t have been for the way his hands tightly pulled your body against his, you’d think this was a dream.
“The stars are pretty, right?” You said awkwardly trying to ignore the way he was looking at you.
“Can I kiss you?” He suddenly asked and you turned your head to your left.
“W-what?” You stuttered, making sure you heard him right.
“Can I Kiss you, y/n?” He repeated with a smile and you gulped. “I…” you started but nodded after taking a deep breath. He leaned forward and his lips gazed over yours, before he softly pressed them against yours. It was a short kiss, but it felt like something exploded inside of you. As if time had stopped right there, as you sat at the rooftop of your building, after Jooheon wanted to be the first one to wish you a happy birthday. As if no one else existed, like there was no risk of your parents watching his hands softly caress your waist and finger run over the exposed skin between your jeans and shirt.
A deep blush creeped over your cheeks and you looked away. “Are you blushing, baby?” He asked and you almost jumped off the roof at the pet name. “You wish,” you scoffed, turning your head away just for him to make you look back to him.
“It was your first kiss, wasn’t it?” He chuckled and you hummed, cringing at how he was pushing past your ego.
You pulled his shirt down his shoulders after your fingers nervously worked on undoing his buttons. Your hands trailed over the tattoos on his chest, clearly taken aback at how much he changed. This Jooheon was just new to you.
“You like them, baby?” He asked and you nodded slowly, pulling his swollen lips into another kiss while his hands found the zipper of your dress and in seconds it slipped down your body.
“Fuck, you’re so beautiful,” he whispered after seeing your lace lingerie, now hovering over you and you saw his biceps flex as he held up his weigh next to your head.
He placed open mouthed kisses down from your jaw to your neck, making you whimper. Hyunsoo was your fiancé, but nothing more happened than kisses on the cheek so the effect of Jooheon’s every touch was more intense than you thought.
Your fingers slipped into his hair when his tongue gazed over your collarbones while his hand rubbed up and down your thigh. Piece by piece he was removing your remaining lingerie, carefully unwrapping you like an expensive gift and he sure took his time leaving you begging for more.
“Jooheon please do something,” you begged, while his finger trailed up and down your center.
“What does my baby want me to do, huh?”
“I want you inside me, please.” A whimper escaped your lips.
He kissed your jaw and your hands grabbed his shoulder, realizing your ring was missing.
“My ring,” you moaned out just when he finally pushed his finger into you.
“You won’t be needing that when you're with me,” he said leaning down, pulling you into a kiss and not even a second later your ring was forgotten as his touch clouded your senses.
You whined into the kiss when the feeling of his finger disappeared, but got replaced with his tip sliding up and down your folds. Your teeth sunk deep into your lower lip as he slowly pushed into you.
“I missed you so much,” he whispered, placing soft kisses on your shoulders. “Fuck I missed the way you grasped me so tightly, baby.” You moaned wrapping your arms around his neck pulling him closer to you, while his hips thrusted into you.
“Does he touch you like that?” His hand lovingly grabbed your breast taking a nipple in his mouth, making you close your eyes at the blissful feeling of his wet tongue.
“Tell me, baby. Does he fuck you like that?” He whispered against your lips thrusting into you harder, picking up his space as he started hitting your g-spot.
You shook your head, your heavy breathing filling the room. “No, he didn’t.”
“That’s right baby. You are mine and only I can touch you like that,” he said and you saw his jaw clench. Jooheon couldn’t help but get the image of another man touching you off his mind. His hand grabbed yours, pinning it next to your head, now chasing both orgasms.
“Be my good girl and cum for me.” He groaned when you clenched around him. You felt the knot building in your lower abdomen and he leaned down kissing you with his tongue sliding over your lower lip. You arched your back, moaning into the kiss when the euphoric feeling washed over you leaving your legs shaking against his waist.
The room was silent only filled with your heavy breathing. You didn’t open your eyes, still trying to calm down from your high and you felt him pulling you into his arms.
Suddenly a thought crossed your head. Did he really think you slept with Hyunsoo?
“I didn’t sleep with Hyunsoo,” you said quietly and he chuckled. “I believe you y/n,” he answered and you sighed.
“Did you...sleep with anyone?” You hesitated and he placed a kiss against your temple. “I didn’t exactly sleep with someone,” he said after a while, making you look up to him. “I did try to get my mind off you, after a year, when I stopped hoping to be with you again.”
You gave him a confused look. “I didn’t had sex with another woman y/n, but I did have them suck me off,” he explained and you nodded silently, “oh.”
“Don’t look at me like that,” he chuckled at your expression. “I don’t even know their names.”
You honestly couldn’t get mad, since you did try to get over him too and maybe not the same way as him, but it definitely involved making out with other men. You pushed all your thoughts away pulling yourself closer to him. You could worry about going back later, for now you wanted him to cloud all your senses.
hi!! can i request something smutty with wonho based on the song ‘dream of you’ by chungha?
hi im so sorry it took that long but finally here you go. It was so hard to write but i hope it’s what you expected since everyone has a different view on lyrics and what they imagine.
Genre: smut and kinda angsty but with a fluffy ending
Warning: oral (f. reciving), unprotected sex, overstimulation, multiply orgasm, mention of alcohol
Pairing: wonho x fem!reader
Word count: 2K
A/N: just wanted to quickly say that wonho was completely sober when he was driving so everyone, don’t drink and drive!
[requested]
The bass of the music made the walls vibrate slightly as you poured yourself another drink in the kitchen all by yourself. Your friend Olivia’s cousin Jihoon decided to throw a houseparty and you were ready to finally have some fun after exams, but the moment your eyes spotted him your brain stopped working.
“There you are,” your friend Olivias interrupted your thoughts.
You looked up as she stood at the other side of the kitchen island.
“I wanted to refill,” you said, taking a sip from your red cup, the strong liquor slipping down your throat leaving a burning sensation behind.
“For the past 20 minutes?” She asked, raising an eyebrow, knowing exactly why you were here.
Okay maybe you took a little longer than you should’ve, but you were really not in the mood to see him again. All the feelings you tried to push away, that were in dust all these months crashed down on you the moment his warm eyes met yours. You wanted to hate him but when he shot you a smile, you could’ve crashed your lips on his.
You took another sip, stretching out the question.
“Is it because of Hoseok?” She asked and you almost chocked on your drink not expecting to hear his name.
“What? What does he have to do with me wanting a refill?” You mumbled.
“Y/n you were visibly having a great time, until we saw Hoseok and suddenly you went to the bathroom for 10 minutes and now the 20 minute refill. Seems weird if you ask me,” she stated, crossing her arms in front of her chest
You stayed silent, since she had a point.
“You’re right, I should just go home.”
“What? Y/n no! This is not what I meant.” She walked around the island, now standing in front of you. “Stop acting like a sulky toddler. You don’t wanna talk things out, even though he tried to approach you a bunch of times despite the fact that you guys were only friends with benefits, but you also don’t wanna be in the same room as him. Pick a side girl.”
You blinked at her words, before scoffing.
“Why don’t go be his best friends, since you wanna take his side anyways,” you said, making her roll her eyes.
“Here we go again. Y/n you either forget about it and we go out there and have a great night or you will go over to him and talk things out.”
You looked at her for a while before taking a deep breath.
“Let’s go, have some fun.”
Your eyes pierced into the back of the girl who was talking to Hoseok and surprisingly they seemed very close, just like you two used to be. You would be lying if you’d say she isn’t breathtakingly beautiful.
You gulped down the rest of your drink, before your eyes landed back on them.
“Olivia who is that with Hoseok?” You whispered, making sure no one would hear you on the table you were sitting at with a couple of other friends.
She followed your gaze, absorbing the both of them.
“That’s Yejin, I’ve seen her around a couple of times since she’s majoring in science, but she recently broke up with her boyfriend so no chance that they’re dating.” Olivia assured you.
A sigh left your lips after you looked away, not wanting to torture yourself more.
After a while you engaged yourself in the conversation to get your mind off him as you felt Olivia sit up next to.
“Hey Hoseok, long time no see.”
Your body froze and didn’t dare to even turn around. The person next to you switched seats, gesturing Hoseok to sit here. “Have a seat man.”
His cologne filled your senses, making your heart skip a beat and out of reflex you took a deep breath.
You turned your head and he gave you a little smile. “Hey,” he said and you awkwardly smiled back.
He was wearing his black pair of glasses and a leather jacket over hi swhite shirt.
The more time passed the more you felt your heartbeat fastened and it’s only been 5 minutes.
“I should get going, because I haven't really gotten sleep.” Your friends' eyes turned to you and Olivia raised an eyebrow knowing exactly what you were doing.
“Sure thing, thank you for coming y/n.” Jihoon smiled.
You grabbed your purse next to you wanting to leave as soon as possible.
“Isn’t it too late for an uber?” Olivia asked, frowning. “Someone should bring you home.” Olivia’s eyes darted to Hoseok who cleared his throat getting your friend’s silent message.
“I was actually thinking of leaving sooner or later, so I can drive you home.”
You blinked a couple of times, before speaking up. “No that’s not needed.”
“Yes, It’s needed. I’m not letting you leave alone this late.” Olivia gave you a warning glare.
You looked away from Hoseok, not wanting to argue in front of everyone and who were you fooling? You wanted his attention and being with him excited you more than you would have liked to admit.
The car blinked twice signaling you it’s unlocked now. The drive was silent and even breathing was hard. Scenarios from your last car ride flashed through your brain making you gulp.
“Are you okay?” Hoseok asked, breaking the silence in the car, making you turn your head. He looked down to your fingers digging into his seat, before looking back up to your face.
You placed your hands in your lap, after clearing your throat.
“Yeah why wouldn't it be?” You mumbled looking out of your window.
Silence took over as he drove through the empty streets in the dark, while the moon lit up the car enough. You took a deep breath as the car stopped in front of your apartment building.
“Thank you,” you mumbled, turning to the door, but when it didn’t open you saw the lock button.
“Can we talk?” He asked after a short silence and you nodded slowly.
“Do you...want to come in?” You asked hesitantly.
You rubbed your sweaty hands against your dress while his eyes scanned through your apartment.
“Everything is still the same,” he mumbled as his eyes met yours again. “Except for us.” You gulped at his words.
“You can’t avoid me forever.” He continued and you raised an eyebrow.
“Well, jokes on you Hoseok, I wasn’t avoiding you. I was busy with my exams.” You clarified yourself, scoffing at his words.
When he didn’t answer you turned your head into his direction just to see him staring at you with a challenging look.
“Oh really? Then why were you disappearing during the party, giving everyone excuses.” You blinked at him and when a small smile played over his lips you narrowed your eyes.
“Okay fine, I don’t wanted to see your stupid face. I dislike you.” You said in a boring tone, making him clearly angry.
“That wasn’t what you said a couple of months ago,” he said and you rolled your eyes.
“Feelings change. I don’t feel the same anymore,” you answered. “Now if that’s all, you can leave.”
You stood up, but he grabbed your wrist stopping you from leaving.
“If you don’t feel the same anymore then why did it affect you so much seeing me with Yejin?” You frowned at his question, clearly at the loss of words.
“I don’t even know who that is,” you scoffed pulling your wrist out of his grip. “You should leave Hoseok.” You sighed turning back around but his hands grabbed your shoulders pressing you against the nearest wall.
“Liar. You still love me.” His breath fanned over your lips and his cologne dominated your senses, making all the nights flash in front you where his cologne would fill your room. “You tried so hard to forget me, but look at you getting so weak for me,” he whispered into your hair, while his nose gazed over your neck, making you take a deep breath. “You don’t need any distraction, when I’m right here baby.”
When he started placing soft kisses down your neck you almost moaned out his name. His hands started wandering over your curves and a sigh left your lips moving your head to give him more room as your hands found his hair.
“Do you want me as much as I want you baby?” He asked you as his tongue gazed over your sensitive spot, making you moan out.
“Yes. Yes I want you so bad, Hoseok.” All that pride was gone and his touch made your brain shut off while setting your whole body on fire. This was all Hoseok needed and not even a minute later your back hit the mattress while his lips devoured yours in a passionate kiss as his tongue caressed yours. His hands lifted the edge of your dress softly rubbing your thigh before disappearing under the fabric as his mouth started traveling more south. His mouth placed wet kisses over the swell of your breast down to your hips and thighs. He looked up from between your thighs looking into your eyes as he slowly pulled your string down.
You grabbed the sheets when his tongue gazed over your swollen bud and you didn’t even notice how wet you have been until Hoseok pushed his finger into you.
“So wet and all we did was kiss, tctc!” He clicked his tongue, before he started lapping at your juices making you throw your head back into the pillow. Your chest was rising and falling so fast. You lifted your hips just for him to push them back down.
“Fuck d-don’t stop,” you stuttered when he added another finger, pumping them in and out of you while he sucked on your bud sending you to heaven.
You felt the knot build in your lower abdomen, after reaching for his hair pulling them as a moan left his lips sending vibrations through your body making the knot explode. You closed your legs around his head arching your back on the mattress.
“I missed seeing like this,” he said after placing a kiss on your inner thigh.
Piece by piece your clothes were thrown on your bedroom floor. He kissed down the alley between your breasts, before giving your nipple his attention. You felt his tip slide up and down your folds, coating his dick in your juices before he pushed himself in.
“Fuck, you take me so well,” he whispered against your lips, his dick pumping in and out of you. He grabbed your thigh pressing against his hip, his tip now hitting your g-spot making you whimper while your nails were digging into his biceps. He pressed his forehead against your.
“Look at me y/n,” he demanded and you obeyed, struggling to keep your eyes open while his dick was doing wonders.
“I missed ruining you like this so much.” He removed a couple of strands from your face while his eyes didn’t leave yours and you felt your heart skip a beat at the gesture.
“I love you,” he whispered and suddenly your eyes were wide open. You wanted to speak up but when his tip pressed against your g-spot again your eyes rolled back and a couple of thrust after you felt your high wash over you.
“S-stop.” You placed your hand against his chest signaling him to stop. “I’m almost there baby,” he breathed and you whimpered due to the overstimulation.
“Why do you look extra pretty today?” He asked more himself than you before he pumped his load into you.
You closed your eyes, calming down your breathing and racing heart before hissing when he pulled out. He cleaned you up and silence filled the room as he pulled you against his chest.
“Were you serious when you said it?” You asked after a while and he hummed. “I would never lie about something like that.” He sighed. “To be honest when you confessed I wasn’t sure about how I felt about you, but the moment you shut me out I realised how much it actually affected me, being away from you was horrible.” He continued. “I wanted us to do well on our exams so I thought it was better if we would concentrate on that and after that I could talk things out with you.”
You looked up to him as guilt started building up. “I shouldn’t have cut all contacts with you, I’m sorry. I couldn’t deal with the thought of getting rejected when you asked for more time, so I…” you trailed off and he pulled you closer giving you a short kiss.
“All that matters is that we resolved things,” he said and you hummed.
“So what do you wanna do for our first date?” He smirked.
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