pea

[peakills]

hr has made me want to work out for like the first time ever. like after watching stuff that hudson has been in like the men’s workout routine, THE peloton ad, and just connor as a person…. yeah im trying to hit that gym. it’s not like i’m gonna be buff anytime soon but i definitely have hit the point where i want to go and i feel good about it after!

[peakills]

reheated hr again last night was reminded how much i love all of it

[peakills]

after reading so much fic of hr i’m at the point where i need to reheat so i don’t stray too far. i kinda feel like if i close my eyes i could just remember every episode word for word.

[gaynehollander]

Something about Ilya's reaction to Alexei calling Svetlana a whore being linked to how he watched his father treat his mother. How he was too small to stand up to his father back then but he will be damned if he'll let a member of his family speak that way to a woman he loves at this point in his life.

[peakills]

if anyone has hollanov boxing/mma/fighting/wrestling a03 recs i would GREATLY appreciate.

no, this is genuinely not related to the knock off hr ads on tt

yes, this is because hudson used to fight. i have had a mental imagine of shane and ilyas dynamic translated into fighting.

[peakills]

i was reading a fic and it made me think about how much of a shithead hayden is. my favorite fics are ones where he is an actual reasonable person but it’s unfortunately ooc. like that one short story rachel posted of like dinner with the pikes and hayden’s just a dick. sighhhhhhh

he should be more like marleau. marlys an all around stand up guy!

ALSO! i refuse to believe that jackie can be called like an angel super boss by basically everyone and she would STILL stay with someone like hr universe hayden. i could rant on forever about hayden its unfortunate.

EDIT: coming to terms that he’s just a dumb guy at the end of the day. no emotional intelligence unfortunately :/

[peakills]

before i go to bed, tumblr just makes me think of that one luca haas fic

[peakills]

okay enough for today, i’ll follow all my a03 authors in the morning

[peakills]

i can’t scroll two seconds on my tt without getting an hr edit or the lukewarm conflict ad

WHICH BY THE WAY!!! they literally couldn’t think two seconds for another name that’s not shane?😭 also i feel guilty for kinda enjoying it🤣

[peakills]

realizing that i just used the hashtag on my keyboard instead of the literal tag button at the bottom..

[peakills]

fuck it’s been awhile and i’m only back to get my greedy hands on more hr fics.

#hr #tooinvested #morelatenights #expandinghorizons #howdoestumblerreallywork