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Pearwah, 21, cancer ♋︎ 

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TIP OF THE DAY: control how you respond to things sent to destroy your peace.

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“The last time I was intimidated was when I was 6 years old in karate class. I was an orange belt and the instructor ordered me to fight a black belt who was a couple years older and a lot bigger. I was scared s–less. I mean, I was terrified and he kicked my ass. But then I realized he didn’t kick my ass as bad as I thought he was going to and that there was nothing really to be afraid of. That was around the time I realized that intimidation didn’t really exist if you’re in the right frame of mind.” - Kobe Bryant  Source

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jhene aiko.

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Hope this is real bc i’m hyped af 🙌🔥

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I find it funny how people still hate breezy with their whole being for what he did to rihanna, but turn around and literally worship X... I don't get it.

hypocrites

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you disrespect me, I block you btch. Block button is your friend

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Korean dramas

Q1. Your favourite Kdrama ?

This is a bit hard to decide because there are so many different amazing  dramas out there. But since I have to decide, I’ll say Because This Is My First Life, Reply 1997 and most recently Crash Landing On You.

Q2. Your favourite Action/Crime Drama ?

Okay, I’m not a huge fan of crime themed dramas, but The Smile Has Left Your Eyes? A masterpiece.

Q3. Your favourite male lead character ?

Most definetly Park Dong-Hoon in My Mister, and special mention for Ri Jeong Hyeok in Crash Landing On You because I just finished the drama and I fell in looooove with Captain Ri. Oh and Gu Jun Pyo, a classic, but so funny and ultimately you can’t help but get attached to him.

Q4. Your favourite female lead character ?

I think Si Won from Reply 1997 is probably my favorite, and also any characters played by Son Ye Jin.

Q5. Your favourite second lead syndrome ?

Oh my gosh, my heart, Jung Hwan in Reply 1988. ;-; And weirdly enough (because I hated the drama he was in) Choi Young Do.

Q6. Your favourite idol actor?

I loved Park Hyung Sik in SWDBS. But this is the only drama of him that I saw, so I think my answer will be Seo In Guk... The only reason I’m hesitating is because I don’t know if he is considered an Idol. He is a singer, but idk. I love this man sooo much and so far he has never dissapointed me, in acting or in singing. A multi-talented man.

Q7. Your favourite idol actress ?

Eunji and IU.

Q8. Your favourite Song from a Kdrama OST ?

I think this is the most complicated question aaaahh! I’m such a big fan of OST For the sake of nostalgia, Boys Over Flowers and Secret Garden, definetly. But, honestly, historical dramas have the most amazing soundtrack imo. So much emotions and intensivity! As of recent dramas I really like the Reply series OST.

Q9. Your Top 5 OST singers?

4men/Shin Young Jae, Eunji, Junsu, Crush and Yoon Mirae.

Q10. Your favourite line from male/female lead character ?

“I live because I wake up in the morning. I don’t have a reason to live. If living like this is embarrassing then, I’m very embarrassed right now. But still... I want to live because I’m alive.’’ Oh Soo, That Winter The Wind Blows

Q11. Your favourite story ?

The Smile Has Left Your Eyes. I was intrigued from beginning to end!

Q12. Your favourite “I Love You” ?

"Sarangha-o” Ri Jeong Hyeok. I melted with this line, him talking in the Northen dialect is something elseee

Q13. Your favourite kiss ?

This scene from Because This Is My Fist Life.

Q14. Your favourite ending ?

Strong Woman Do Bong Soon’s ending was perfect! I loved it, and Gu Family Book’s ending was also one of the best I’ve watched. 

Q15. A KDrama you started but couldn’t finish ?

To be honest I’m picky when it comes to drama, so if I actually decide to watch a drama, I uSuAllY finish it. But I didn’t finish Shut Up! Flower Boy Band. I just couldn’t get over Byung Hee’s death (oops spoiler), and then there was his best friend developping feelings for the girl he liked... I saw where this was going and I could’t stand it. And to be honest I only started this drama for Lee Min Ki, so...

Q16. A KDrama you watched more than once ?

One? Rewatching dramas is something I do often lol. I watched To The Beautiful You a couple of times, Marry Me Mary too, Reply 1997 a lot! Dalja’s Spring, Discovery Of Love, etc. 

Q17. The worst KDrama that you’ve watched until the end ?

The Heirs. I hated the two lead characters. Also the kissing scenes were a disaster. Also Monstar, even though the music was okay. 

Q18. Best Couple ?

So hard to choose! There is so many cute couples to mention, Ahn Minhyuk & Do Bongsoon in SWDBS, Deok Sun & Taek in Reply 1988, Jeong Yeok & Se Ri in CLOY, so manyyyy

Q19. Have you been watching dramas for very long?

For about 7-8 years I think..? I’m not sure for how long exactly, but it’s been a while.

Q20. First KDrama ?

My first drama was To The Beautiful You, starring the beautiful Sulli (may she rest in peace) and SHINee’s Minho. I watched it because I was (still am) a shawol (SHINee’s fandom name for those who don’t know) and at that time I knew nothing about korean dramas. But one of the boys was starring in something, so of course I had to watch it. And the journey begannnn.

Q21. Your most recently finished drama ?

Crash Landing On You

Q22. A Drama That Is Popular That You Dislike  ?

The Heirs and My Love From The Stars

Q23. A Kdrama which made you so happy ?

She Was Pretty made me so happy because I had watched Park Seo Joon and Hwang Jung Eum play together in Kill Me Heal Me before, and I was so excited to see them as leads in the drama!

Q24. A Kdrama which made you so sad ?

That Winter The Wind Blows, a very beautiful drama but heart breaking. My Mister also made me cry so much.

Q25. What Kdramas are you watching at the moment?

Itaewon Class

Q26. Lastly, have you or do you plan to introduce your friends to them?

I have tried in the past to introduced my two high school best friends to korean dramas but it didn’t really work out ah ah but they both watched a drama or two.

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Everyone else isn't you. It turns out that's a huge problem for me.

— Clementine von Radics, Things I Do When I Cannot Hold You

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I ain't got shit to do, but to fall in love with you.

Donald Glover

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the breakup

It’s been months since I last saw you I don’t feel time passing at all I feel like my life is on pause I don’t feel like I’m doing anything I’m just pretending to breathe, to smile, to talk, to laugh, to live... It’s so peculiar I don’t really feel sad, I don’t even cry No. That’s a lie. I do cry But I can count how many times I cried on the fingers of one hand I didn’t know breakups were like this I thought it was tears, messed up makeup, ice cream, wine and girl friends But it’s not like that at all I’m always with people, online or in real life I’m talking to so many people actually, and I’m always out with friends, or busy at work Yet, I feel this unshakable boredom, and this feeling of loneliness Even though I’m surrounded by people, I feel so lonely The weird thing is, I don’t even want to see you no more. I don’t want to see you in front of me, I would probably have a heart attack if I did now Even though I will eventually have to face you again, I wish I didn’t have to Why do I feel so lonely, like there is only one person I could see that could fill that void, only one person capable of making me whole... Yet I couldn’t bare to see that said person? And I wonder how it would make you feel

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outfit inspiration

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Do not let getting lonely make you reconnect with toxic people.

You should not drink poison just because you are thirsty.

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If you listen to Jhene Aiko, Megan Thee Stallion , Kali Uchis, Saweetie, Kehlani or Summer Walker, I just know ur pretty.