Pen And Sword

I go by heidihendricks on fanfiction.net. :-) Introvert / INFJ | Coffee is life | Part-time English tutor & graduate student | Cats | Main blog to asksidon

[hollowistheworld]

I really can and will blame the 9-5 for everything. "We're in a loneliness epidemic" well, we have to spend a third of our day interacting with people in a professional way that makes forming real friendships difficult and then we're peopled out by the time we're done. "People are eating more and more unhealthily" people have to spend more than a third of their day doing work related tasks and they don't want to spend their tiny amount of free time making food. "People aren't involved in their local communities" after spending more than a third of their day doing work related things people are tired and also all those community events take place during normal working hours. "People need to get more hobbies" after spending more than a third of their day working, people are TIRED and don't want to do anything that takes yet more energy. "Literacy is dying" to maintain your critical thinking skills you need to read/watch things that make you think and after spending more than a third of your day doing work related stuff you are TIRED and don't want to expend even more brainnpower. "People need to get outside more" People. Are. TIRED. Because they have to spend all of their time working or preparing for work or recovering from work or doing all the chores they couldn't stay on top of because of work. I can blame fucking anything on having to work, it is truly the root of all fucking evil.

[anxietyproblem]

[penandsword]

Looking for RP Friends!

I used to be heavy into Tumblr RP, and from what I understand, it seems the roleplay scene has moved to Discord, which is fine.

If you are curious about my writing style, send me a message and I will link you to my Ao3, or you can check out my asksidon Tumblr.

As to what universes I'd like to write, I enjoy all of these:

Game of Thrones / House of the Dragon

I especially would like to write as Aemond, but also adore Rhaenyra, Viserys I, and Daemon. From GoT universe, I would write as Dany, Jon Snow, Arya, or Cersei.

Harry Potter

I would write as Harry, Hermione, or Snape (young or older).

True Blood

Anything goes - but I especially would like to write Bill, Eric, Pam, or Jessica.

Legend of Zelda (Wild era or Ocarina of Time)

I would write as Link, Sidon, or Mipha.

I love to write relationships - fluff, angst, all of it - but if you prefer to fade to black for some scenes, that is perfectly fine by me!

Please be 18+ and open to nerding out about fandoms with me, on occasion.

Logistics: I work full-time, Monday-Friday, so evenings and weekends are best, but I'd probably be most responsive on weekends. Open to Discord RP, Tumblr, or even Livejournal/Deadjournal if you want to go old school.

Thanks for reading, and don't be shy to reach out if you're interested.

[venus-vile]

Princess Zelda

By the way, I love you all.

[introvertsnation]

[anxietyproblem]

[actualized-animal]

whenever people say shit like “i couldn’t be polyamorous, i’m so jealous and possessive. if my partner even LOOKS at another girl/guy i’m gonna kick them out of a window” i’m like well you should probably be working on that. like even if you don’t end up doing polyamory it’s probably good to not be like that

[zeldacw]

Hero of Time

[mxwormie]

sleepy on main

[cuntissimo]

absolutely fatigued on main

[alwayslively05]

Fucking exhausted on main

[thememedaddy]

[untitledgoosegay]

I feel like I gotta point out -- this is hypervigilance, it's a trauma response, and it is not always right.

It can be very effective, and it can be really hard to learn to second-guess it, especially if you come from an environment where you couldn't check or trust people to be honest with you. But you have to learn to second-guess that instinct -- because it's not empathy, it's projection. You don't "know" what someone's feeling, you're assuming, based on an assumption that's kept you safe in the past.

If you trust your overtuned trauma response over the actual people around you, it will harm your relationships with them.

[academicblorbo]

"if you are over 30 on Tumblr the mental illness won" "the aging fanbase of Tumblr" motherfucker if you are over 30 and have been here the entire time it means the mental illness didn't win we are still alive WE MADE IT

[thelatestkate]

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[wholeheartedsuggestions]

you are not a disappointment for not being able to make everyone happy. that’s not your purpose, pleasing everyone. your purpose is far more than that and you are your own priority. your happiness and your health are priorities.

[anxietyproblem]

[goldcoasthoney]

[thehopefulquotes]

“A bad relationship is like standing on broken glass, if you stay you will keep hurting. If you walk away, you will hurt but eventually you will heal.”

— Autumn Kohler

[daemyradaily]

Rhaenyra and Daemon - Episode 8, Season 1