pepayinprogress

a 24-year-old who occasionally talks about her life, medical school, and other things

[thespilledquotes]

“There is so much I cannot say. Will you remember my silence better than my words?”

— Lucrezia (via thoughtkick)

[thespilledquotes]

“You deserve love. You deserve good energy. You deserve to be surrounded by people who love you. You deserve to love who you are. You deserve to be at peace.”

— Unknown (via nightlyquotes)

[pepayinprogress]

Patuloy kong hahanapin

Kahulugan ng pag-ibig

At habang-buhay na mag-iisa

I will never be the first one to say I like or love someone else ever again.

I want to just go where ever any friendship takes me.

To just ride the tide.

After all, I'm comfortable in my solitude.

I am alone--but not really. 😊

For that I am grateful.

[thespilledquotes]

“You love people. They disappoint you. But sometimes, they don’t. They just keep loving you, right through it all, waiting for you to wake up and appreciate them. To say, ‘I love you. I’ve always loved you back.’”

— Courtney Maum (via nightlyquotes)

[pepayinprogress]

I am grateful for friends who randomly check up on me. And for the new ones who appreciate my imperfections as I appreciate theirs. I'm also extremely thankful for my new study buddy who has stuck with me the whole exam week and who has taught me that it's okay to allow myself to let my hair down more often now.

I deserve to be happy, comfortable, and a hundred percent at ease in the presence of people I associate myself with. I deserve to not beg for my place in anyone's life.

I'm not ready to love someone new because the last time almost broke me. And to be honest I still feel sad about what could have been. But I am now ready to open my doors to anyone who finds my soul interesting. I may not stumble upon my The One. Or at least not yet. But at least I'll have new friends.

I have big love and lots of support to give and I intend to share it to others in whatever way, shape, or form.

[kipperloo]

there’s no place like a home by the sea

[pepayinprogress]

I loved it so much that I could and couldn't live without you at the same time.

But now I'm used to just living without you.

[lady-noir-poet-deactivated20230]

"...would I run off the world some day" -Runaway, by Aurora

[pepayinprogress]

I feel like

like I've never been anyone's favorite.

[keatingwilde]

soon it will be autumn, and i'll have a cup of warm tea, an old, unread book with crinkled pages, and the leaves would be a beautiful shade. everything would be alright again.

[surqrised]

“I’m independent and strong, but sometimes…just sometimes, it’s nice to be taken care of.”

— Samantha Towle

[pepayinprogress]

Just sometimes.

[pepayinprogress]

just me and the cold evening breeze

[sovietpostcards]

“Gusev Cleans His Apartment”, photo by Vsevolod Tarasevich (1958)

[ashstfu]

would you sit in a parking lot with me at 2am or not

[pepayinprogress]

what a weekend dream

[thespilledquotes]

“I’m with you. No matter what else you have in your head I’m with you and I love you.”

— Ernest Hemingway (via thehopefulquotes)

[thespilledquotes]

“Today I forgive myself. Not just once. Again, and again, and again. As many times as it takes to find peace.”

— Unknown (via quotefeeling)

[pepayinprogress]

Ang tawag don ✨patient✨ 🥲