Vie

TW ED | MINOR | GW:49kg

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AHHHH

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I’m not even majorly into bsd anymore

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I want to be sixteen again.

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We do NOT feel ill enough !!

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Guess who’s back 🥳

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I despise the fact that despite wanting to control my habits I consistently remain unsuccessful.

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Gods I feel so bad. I just need validation and to feel okay. I just want to feel okay and not throw up when I smell coffee and get an A* on my tests. I want to feel okay or I want to burn myself to the ground. Just something, anything, to not feel that horrible clenching in my chest.

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her character was pretty asf though

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Gonna need some more coffee

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I don’t even feel properly ill. That’s perhaps what sucks the most about all of this. I just want to feel valid,

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Funnily enough A-Level Physics doesn’t fix ones issues

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hunger would feel a lot better if it didn’t make itself so apparent. i can assure you that the whole neighbourhood doesn’t need to hear my stomach rumble.

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tumblr just gave me a notif for something I might like and it was a meal plan thing 😭

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I hate that I like the feeling of being ill. I know there’s something wrong but fuck it because it feels nice.

[menvaginius-deactivated20220824]

yes!! omrbg me too!! i love the rockstar vibe of neglecting your body and using it only for the serotonin it can give you- honestly? one of my FAVOURITE vibes out there

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Maybe I’ve been watching too much skins but it feels nice but also horrendous. It isn’t glamorous but somehow I can pretend it is when I want to

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I hate that I like the feeling of being ill. I know there’s something wrong but fuck it because it feels nice.

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the sea is a good place to think of the future by los campensinos! Is sort of what that type of hunger feels like it when it’s leaving that taste in your mouth but you have places to be so you’d just constantly swallow mints to stop it and get on with your day.

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Did the moral alignment test yesterday which was all good and all until it called me a massive fucking tory.