waiting for you

Nobody said it was easy, No one ever said it would be this hard

[anxietyproblem]

[dominant-dominion]

[tvandfilm]

Fleabag | 1x04

[foreverlonginguniverse]

Just finished my 8,000th re-watch of Fleabag Season 2, and I’m absolutely astounded every single time how Fleabag is able to completely capture the feeling of loneliness that doesn’t leave the room when others enter. The feeling of loving people with everything you’ve got, and not getting that back in return. The feeling of holding on to a memory, a place, a feeling—and feeling safer in those moments that are already gone rather than experiencing life in the present. There is a sad sort of understanding that I get at the end of season 2, where I realize that we can take our demons, we can take our loneliness and our past and our hurt, and instead of pushing the present away, we can walk right into it—even if we’re alone.

[amortizing]

“I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.”

—

[teendramas]

PEYTON SAWYER in S2E10

[dailytvfilmgifs]

ONE TREE HILL season 1, episode 2

[onetreehilldaily]

One Tree Hill - “Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking”

[othgifs]

Nathan, couples don’t get married in high school. It’s just…it’s not normal. 
So? I’m not normal. What I’m feeling is definitely not normal. And to be honest with you Haley, I don’t ever want to be normal. Not with you.

[buffysummers]

one tree hill ladies appreciation week 2021 ↳ day one: favorite female character → peyton sawyer At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes — all you need is one.

[qvotext]

“One day, you’re 17 and you’re planning for someday. And then quietly, without you ever really noticing, someday is today. And then someday is yesterday. And this is your life.”

— Mark Schwahn

[remanence-of-love]

[just-shower-thoughts]

A person’s behaviour has more to do with their own internal struggles than it ever did with you.

[infected]

Amsterdam, the Netherlands, photo by looka_lee

[platinum-iridium]

i’m woman enough to admit that i’m becoming my dad

[hallucin8]

god knew if i had basic social skills I’d be too powerful

[holyisthenameofmyruthlessaxe]

The Book of Light, ‘leda 3’ by Lucille Clifton

[ID: this skin is sick with loneliness.”]