Trip to Neverland

An outburst of emotions!

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Being Who You Are!

Being yourself is an art I have yet to master. I have come to realize that I'm further than I can I ever be, thinking that  I was close! I kept looking at those that I admire and follow their steps blindly, taking a piece from here, and another from there, and thinking it unique. I was like a quilt one might say, but no two quilts are like, yet mine is similar to many... 

Today I will let go of every piece of me, I will not look around, I will look inside. I will dig deeper, I will go further than a bucket ever did down a well. 

I will change and I am scared. I find it easier to succeeded at being a bit over the average, than failing and going to the limit. This fear will be conquered, I will not wait for anything or anyone anymore, I have all I need.

I have been on a journey that reminded me of much of what I had blocked, and since that journey I've had so much that keeps reminding me.

I am brave, I am courageous, I will master this art! 

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I can hear the quite, echoing in the still, dark hallows within me.

I wait for you, to come and fill them with joyous melodies. 

The grass grows, and flowers bloom, but everything is grey to me.

I yearn for colours, so please come, I am sick waiting.

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Albus Dumbledore, ladies and gentlemen!

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System Overload!

I had so much on plate the past week, It was all sort of a blur... That is why I didn't read this week! I got to see my friend on Thursday though, I haven't seen her in about a year, so that was a blast! My parents are constantly asking me to talk more, but whenever I speak they're not interested. They get pissed at me when I laugh with myself, and then when I tell them why I was laughing they find it lame. It really is hard to please them! I barely spoke with my mom today, well she spoke a lot, but when I wanted to tell her about this really cool scientific thing I saw, she shut me up! What really gets to me is that she would rather listen to me talk about some lame boring thing at school rather than explain a physical property of light... That, ladies and gentlemen, is why I barely speak. My interests don't amuse people, and what amuses people doesn't interest me. 

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Translation: And in imagination we have a life...

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I'd like to smile

once again, like I used to

A smile from the heart, not the mind

A smile that's easy

A smile that doesn't hurt 

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Dead End

I've reached a state where I don't care anymore. I've got loads of work that should be done, but I'm only going halfway through my to-do lists! I'm wasting my time on tiny things that don't matter, but I can't control it anymore. I've been working my ass off, and yet my grades are the same when compared to others who work half as hard as I do. Sometimes they even get better marks and it kills me! Yes, I do get jealous! It is very annoying, and it really gets to me. I know it shouldn't come in the way, that I should work hard nonetheless, but I can't. I need motivation, I need a break! Since sandstorm season just started, I hope they give us saturday off! Nothing too serious, just enough to give us a day off. I'd have more room to do stuff, whether useful or not! I need inspiration, fuel to help get going. I think it's the "Harry Potter" time of the year. In case you're wondering, it's the time when I procrastinate so much the only way to stop is to spend all my tie reading Harry Potter. Slowly, my life will go back to normal, hopefully. I envy all of you who have a Christmas break, while you guys get gifts I get finals!   

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Title of the Week: The Last Lecture

[9.5/10]

A great book! Definitely a must read! It's very easy to read, and offers many great lessons. The writer, Randy Pausch, was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and only had months to live. He was a lecturer at MIT, and so decided to go back on stage one more time to deliver his last lecture. The book is not long, nevertheless it's a wonderful journey! 

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Title of the week: An Abundance of Katherines 

[7.5/10]

One of John Green's earlier novels. The book was nice, but not as good as his other books. The concept of the book is very interesting, but the story is not very intriguing. The main character was a child prodigy, and is trying to find an equation that will determine how a relationship will go. He wants to leave a mark, and be something more than just a prodigy. Also, he dated 19 girls, all with the name Katharine. After that, the story just becomes plain. If you haven't read The Fault in Our Stars already, you may appreciate the book more. However, when compared to John Green's other books, this is nothing special.