i can not believe how long it took me to get to this. i hope this i accurate. thank gawd i texted tons of my friends tell them about it because i would have been screwed in parts. here you go, peer into my love life (or hopefully soon to be love life)
may 1 is an awesome perfect super day to me. it is my may day.
i get really excited when things work out for me. when things go the way i want it too.
i told my best guy friend (who is also my mans bff) that i was going to try and take him towards my car to tell him in privacy that i liked him. so very wise i told him that..
i rushed through my math test that day (which maybe i shouldnt have done). and went down to say my goodbyes to my few friends and the ones i could find.
i only found five friends.. which is sad. i wanted to say good bye to a certain four but couldnt find them.
fortunately the dean checked my room with ease and i was free to go.
i dropped off a letter, said goodbye to my roommate at her sisters apartment, sold my books, and away i went to the pizza place they were eating at.
the juniors had just came back from their new england trip. i spoke to some of them about it and found out what they did and saw some photos. i talked my curly headed boy on the phone a bit, but honestly, i wanted him to enjoy his time and with his class. he was cranky too. he has to sleep. he gets really mad when he does not get his sleep!
a side story before my real story.
i was talking to him on the phone for 10 minutes when all of sudden it got loud, and he got distracted. i could tell he was getting mad at everyone around him. and i was just saying, "hey whats wrong, what happened, is everything okay?" i thought the bus was breaking down late at night. he just said he would call me back. so i said okay. and the phone went dead. no call (no surprise). i texted him the next day.. well... you can just read it...
You never did call and tell me whatever you said you would tell me later. I just remembered you didn't.
I know I am depressed because (boy name) is a bitch and ditched me for a girl
Oh hahaha, does he like (girl name)? Last he told me he didn't.
He says but sat with her on the bus instead of me
I would love to sit with you.
Nothing wrong with girls by the way..
it was just the sweetest and most sincere "i miss you (not to mention he added so much)" message i have ever received. also just the most significant one as well.
after that i got a text message on his phone from the friend who ditched him exclaiming that my boy had ditched him to go sit with his black friend, so the girl asked is she could sit with him and he said she could.
my blue eyed man got back to texting me and said his black friend left him too making him sit all alone. i told i would sit with him and we would watch semi pro. he knew that would happen. our conversation changed after that and slowly ended.
later i found out in the week that night i was texting him, was the night he went into an unstoppable fit of rage. he was so angry he did not want to share a bed with his best friend/the guy who let the girl sit with him. he was screaming and yelling, throwing things around. some girls in the class told me they could hear him.
most people would be turned off. all i saw was he does not like change. which is a problem for me. i want to be a change in his life. i want to be in his life. i do not think he knows how to handle it. i hope he is that way towards other people and not about himself.
back to where i left off (here is a refresher though (i need a refresher!))
the juniors were on there way back from their new england trip. i was speaking one of my gal friends (the girl who sat with my boys best friend) and she told me where they were going and i followed them there. i arrived the same time as them. and remained in my car just to catch my breath, make sure i knew what to say, that it was not stupid to say. i ran out of my car and my kayaking biffle told me to creep up and stay quiet. when i reached my six feet tall man i grabbed his ass and said, "i like this bootay!" he turned around and was blush and seemed to be over joyed to see me. we hugged.
i began my rounds saying hello to people. he kept his eyes on me... he was not gonna let me out of sight. he cried for me to come back which i did. i said some funny things to the vp and made him laugh hysterically. we were in the line for pizza and he was getting me the food i wanted and he even got the drink i wanted, he was being a sweetheart. i sat with him and talked and we were having a grand ole time. the star cross lovers that my boy hated that they sat together made lots of glances back and forth each other, giggling at my conversation with him. then.... all hell broke loose..
i brought up the terrible awful horrible topic of college. which he has no plans for except not to attend the stereotypical college that i and most of the sda culture attends.
(we will call this college, university)
he did not want to go to university because his entire family works there, he practically grew up there, he did not care that most of his best friends were going there. he told he wanted to go to utah. which it is my dream to live there. so i understood. but i kept arguing about how university was a great school, you should go there for at least a year, all your friends will be there you do not have to make new ones, i want you there... he did not argue so much when i said that.
i apologized for trying to control him and luckily a huuuge interruption came in. a personal favorite teacher of mine, told me how annoying i was on Facebook how i commented on every photo he was in saying goofy things. i looked over at him and he was turning red again, he liked it... how could he not!
people began to leave, it was just me and my boys sitting there. i told them how i wish i could take them in my car but i was packed to the brim of things from my room. my adorable blonde did not believe me so he requested to see my car. "how perfect did that work out?" i thought in my head. i should have knownthat my guy friend told him about it and he was just helping me out.
they both came towards my car, but my friend stayed further back and eventually just hid behind a car, leaving me and him, him and i... all alone..
i showed him my car and he just laughed because he said there is tons of room left and he no idea what i was talking about. i said if there is come with meeee and i tried to throw him in the car (gently, did not want my hulk strength to kill him). i eventually got the nerve and grabbed his arm and told him this
hey, i gotta tell you something..
*body position change, half adorable smile*
i like in the sense that i have a crush on you
what!??!? what do you meann???
*looks over where (friends name) should be* c'mon (friends name)!!
you like me!!! *huge grin*
the guy friend and the gal friend come from their hiding spot (no idea when the girl showed up, whatevs) and they took a photo of me and him after declaring our mutaual like for each other. i hugged him good bye and told him i would miss him. and tomorrow (technically today in the morning), i see him... the story continues..
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