Reasons why I need top surgery;
Reasons why I need top surgery; 1. To not have to wear a binder every single day of my existence after 3.5 years 2. To wear white/see through t-shirts without having to worry about people seeing my binder 3. To wear those really douchy vests 4. To not have to be so specific in which t-shirts I buy 5. To not stare in the mirror for ages making sure I’m flat at every angle 6. To get out of the shower and not have to wait around so I’m dry enough to put my binder on 7. To wear button down shirts without having a weird bump 8. To wear a shirt and tie and for the tie to fall flat 9. To not have a binder push my body so my hips are more prominent 10. To not feel a constant pressure around my ribs 11. To not have weird bit chest hanging on the sides of my binder 12. To have hugs and fully feel them against my chest 13. To not worry when people tap/rub my back and feel my binder 14. To experience how different materials feel on my chest and back 15. To feel flat enough 16. To actually have nothing between my chest and clothes 17. To stay over someone’s house and not worry about binding 18. To not have to experience taking a binder off before I sleep 19. To wake up and not feel exposed because I’m not wearing a binder 20. To lie in bed and not feel anything on my chest 21. To not have permanent marks from my binder on my body 22. To not worry about people touching my chest 23. To just get out of bed when a parcel arrives rather than scrambling to put a binder on 24. To not be so damn hot all the time 25. To look in the mirror and be happy with what I see 26. To not dread having a bath/shower 27. To do sport and not feel like I’m going to die 28. To go swimming shirtless 29. To be shirtless in my own home 30. To exercise and not worry about changing binders 31. To be able to breathe easily 32. To feel freedom 33. To be able to walk around in just boxers 34. To lie with someone without a shirt on 35. To not have to buy another binder 36. To stand up tall 37. To wear a backpack comfortably 38. To feel comfortable in changing rooms 39. To move on and start living my life 40. To make my body feel like home















