PhennyBlack

Let me be...If its needed to encourage people to be themselves, love who they are and embrace the person they are...it starts with me.

[phennyb]

You are the only

You are the only person I know that Embraces what I say Wants to know my name Every aspect of my name You are the only person that takes the time To know more of me To know my thoughts And thinks of me You the only one that let's me be That gets with me Which allows me to be The thought of love is scary Discovering it's meaning with you Gives it whole other meaning I am just leaning cause the thought is dreamy You are the only one That cares, shares and dares To love this magnificent being...me Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Relate

I get you I mean, I understand you Maybe not every part of you Yet the ones that I can relate to

Relationships are a funny thing It is never really stable Constantly moving Constantly changing with time And inevitably forming into something

Something great that can add to both our lives Or something demeaning that can diminish meaning in our lives

Well, with you its different It changes in stages that I adore It grows in ways so we can explore And it enhances openings of new doors

How do I put it Let me see… You are the only one that gets me That tries to understand me I think we definitely relate

Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Say it

I have been writing of you Actually in inspiration of you Thank you for being the man The man of my dreams I dreamed of a loving man The man achieving his dreams Your strength, character and will Goes and grows beyond the hills Not even I can be a judge You have leaped beyond my nudge I am going to say it No need to prove it Baby you earned it Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

The Cycle Ends

I know your heart breaks When the line breaks Let's put on the breaks Rather, apply the breaks It breaks my heart To let go of this art This is not a draft But my only craft I now surrender No longer a defender Keeping us tender No longer your defender Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Strings of hope

Your words string on hope They fill me with hope I want to untie this rope Rather weave a warm robe A robe representing our love Peace like a white dove Don't you agree my love? It's clear that we have explored What our love can be From afar and abroad Now let's rather focus our strength On what this life brings forth And not let our love at length Distract us from building our forts I love you still I always will Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

What are we really?

How do you value something That you find so dear? How do you reflect affection For that something? Better yet, For that someone? I am here now. In front of you. Where too from now? Well, I am in love with you The thought of you You say you are in love with me Then show me that I am worth it Convince me that I am worth your time Prove it to us that there is an us It's our time now Let's embrace each other now And not let each other down I have loved you first like a friend Then my one and only best friend Now, I don't want that to end I want both lovers and friends In our story love end Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Hurt in a distance

When you are hurt There is nothing I can do

I could write words of comfort Which may aid in your discomfort

I cry for you from a far Yet you do not hear my cry I worry about you endlessly Yet you write to me forgetfully

I am holding on to hope, I see That soon this faith will succeed But maybe I am foolish fool indeed

I don't aim to be negative But I have to develop the negative Before printing out our photo The one captured in future time When distance-love wasn't a crime

I am sick to my stomach in agony I'd hope I'd sing with you in a symphony

But no. I sit alone Defeated by what is real For we are still not really real

Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

My love

I will never forget you my love For you taught me to love How to embrace this love And how to smother in this love

You presence shaped my presence

Not because of you, But also because of you I found me deep inside of you

Your strength is known to me Your power of love is felt by me You will forever remain apart of me

I love you my love My only true love The one I call love

Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Let go and let on

I have finally let go My hope and my faith is gone

It, they left without my consent It's actually the message you sent

The freedom I found dear That made my path truly clear I am not shedding a tear I am actually embracing this sphere

I find it exhilarating to give me a chance The chance of love, lust...a chance

Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Betrail

What is B E T R A I L The Basic Extension That Rips At Intentional Lies.

I once felt sorry for you But then for the what? I cared so dearly for you But then for the what? More I thought I loved you But then for the what?

For the what I learned: To be patient For the what I gained: To be secure in myself And for what I experienced: To believe, trust and love myself more

You were a stepping stone Not really up on my throne I stepped up to get closer to my dome

Your words that I believed Were just as gaurded thieves The ones that crept up Made me step up All under the illusion That we were some kind of union

No matter Whatever happened matters For the past that once mattered Is now just a story shattered

Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Broken Truths

We had a common dream The one and only dream My intensity was mistaken For a five year old seeking attention Pleading to be seen Made it an unrealistic dream Empty conversations With hidden information Adding nothing to empty conversations Lies were told Actions were withheld Until the relationship unfolded Decisions made by one party I felt alone at each party I was never part of the party Only a decoration used at his party Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Self Titled

Now when I cry I cry cause I am proud Of all my efforts to try Which have given me a cloud A cloud of hope to survive A sky of faith to keep surviving And the air of believe that strives I am so happy to be me It really is enjoyable to be me All my efforts are here to be I congratulate the inner me Well done Miss PhennyB Really let it all just be Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Trust

If I don't have trust Trust in who I am today Trust in who I want to be tomorrow And trust in what is of me this day Then I should abandon all hope Relinquish the faith that I hope to have To finally accept to continue dying slowly Trust in my capabilities Is what helps me see the possibilities Trust in my own strength Is what faces fear with all revenge It has long been time It's has long been overdue To wonder, to ponder or scuffle Victory is my name I will push forth in this game I will trust, I will hope within my frame So with it comes undeniable pain That will rule my life into victorious fame Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

Love Him So

With him Especially him I never fear I don’t even doubt my fear

He knows that I am not perfect He proves that he lacks perfection

I drop my efforts of trying to please Cause I know that I will displease Displeasing by certain disappointment Lost fear, stable trust, our commitment

I love him so It is clear to me though That I really love him so

Miss PhennyBlack

[phennyb]

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[phennyb]

PhennyBlack turned 1 today! It has been a gift to be apart of tumblr. I am creatively inspired and happy celebrate this day!! Much love Miss PhennyBlack :)

[phennyb]

Powerful Pain

I try hard to run away from this pain The pain that latches at my heart Like a cyber toothed tiger shark

The pain rips at my heart continuously When it is reopened by disappointment It becomes an intense disappointment

My cry hauls from my stomach pit I just lay numb and wait till I quit Till I quit trying to fight the pain

Nothing can cure this endless pain Nothing I do today makes it disappear Nothing can ever try to change it

This pain is my burden and I accept This is my cross to bear and I accept This pain I didn't choose, I must confess

There is no running away from it The pain is a part of me, all of me I appreciate it’s place in my life

It makes me who I am today It molds me literally day by day And strengthens me even till today

My pain is my forever painful healing

Miss PhennyBlack