moths

yay

[philosophy-for-moth]

I think I'd make a good manic pixie dream

I could fuck a man who sees me as a tool

Who sees me as a girl

Who sees me as a thing

He wouldn't need to know me

I'd change his life

And then kill myself

Because manic pixie dreams don't get to wake up unless they could make a good houswife

I wouldn't make a good houswife

So I'd kill myself

And he'd think it was for his sake

As he fucks his wife and imagines me

[philosophy-for-moth]

I'm pretty sure nobody knows about this account of mine but like if anyone sees this, I'm suicidal and too scared to call or text a hotline because I'm a queer kid and idk what to do

[cosmicwindmillcomplex]

[philosophy-for-moth]

Revisiting this old blog to remember just how insane I was lolzzzz

[philosophy-for-moth]

Just took a did screening test bcuz I'm kind going through a crisis rn and...

What? I did that for shits and gigs to prove myself wrong. It was supposed to be a gotcha moment tf??

(I'm well aware that I'm posting this on my extremely old sideblog that I barely use, I'm screaming into the void ok?

[tehm-allied]

[enbee-ai]

nope

[byelacey]

very interesting to take outrage over a more inclusive flag at its word lol and by “interesting” i mean question this shit

[badgertastic]

i love these pictures even more knowing the flyers paid specifically to use this flag for gritty

[medianox-astrum]

[philosophy-for-moth]

Being an awkwardly friended minor is so hard because, on one hand, I'm lonely. on the other, I don't want to join a statistic.

[philosophy-for-moth]

I am the problem, but this is tumblr. It's not even close to that deep, lol!

[philosophy-for-moth]

I've started troling trols lololol

[philosophy-for-moth]

I am less of a monster and more of a child

Please hold these broken hands of mine

Hold me like I've never hurt you

Hold me like my acts are mild

I am but a dog that's been hit to many times

Tell me your words are true

Tell me I'm not wild

[philosophy-for-moth]

I think I've lost my love of art

I don't know

I just I don't get that joy from a completed piece

What happened to me

My art feels so emotionless now

Each stroke a uniform mess

[philosophy-for-moth]

"Pick a card and fight a moth (I have money on your loss)"

- idk Jesus?

[philosophy-for-moth]

I hate the idea that life ends when their story is forgotten. Life ends when one dies, which could happen anywhere and even everywhere. I, a 14 year old could die tomorrow, then I'm dead. What could happen next? I don't know, no one knows that's the fun part. Death is death, and there is no grand meaning. Energy, though, doesn't die. My life force will go into a mushroom or something, and the life cycle will continue.

I dare you to try to prove me wrong.

[philosophy-for-moth]

If you avoid death like the plague, when you die, you will regret everything.