—FIGURE SKATE BARBIE.

FIGURE SKATE BARBIE. PHOEBE A. MATTHEWS. twenty five. olympic medalist. y o u said, ' be CAREFUL, it's delicate, things can just crumble apart .' but it's not the s a m e for me, it's not the same for me. i kept treading so carelessly thin lines that s p l i n t e r e d my ground ( but I closed my e y e s to them ) i closed my eyes to them. & how did you know that i couldn't be what everyone wanted m e to be & how did you know that i wouldn't see when e v e r y t h i n g falls away from me? var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5431847"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "//s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

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@julietfairmont, @maverick-braeden + @scarlettlacroix defending Phoebe when she’s fat and pregnant. LMAO. 

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I don’t want to be reduced to the clichés that come with being called sexy or a blonde bombshell. I want to keep looking for roles where the main interest will be in the character itself; her importance in driving a story forward rather than her relationship with the male character.

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I just want to make a quick post on this blog in regards to what I have woken up to. It’s really shocking that I tell you guys I need to stop adminning because of how toxic things were and because I got harassed almost daily, then some of you continue to do it. I am a full time student and have a full time job, like a lot of you all do. I am constantly stressing out about adminning and as someone who has even gone through major health issues because of how stressed I am about everything 24/7, I think it’s only fair I put my well being before adminning. I closed Montreal to get away from adminning and no, sorry, I will not give it to anyone else. It started with me, it will end with me. I didn’t feel comfortable just handing it off. So I shut it down. That does not mean I am going to stop roleplaying entirely. I am in several other groups in the RPC, I have an indie account (which if you want, I’ll give it to you), a RPH and I have the right to be apart of all that. I am not adminning any other groups. But, if other people in the group or the RPC want to open up their own groups and people from and outside this group go to them, then they are allowed to. Montreal isn’t the first OC RP and it definitely won’t be the last.

Honestly, some of you need to reevaluate things. This is roleplay. This is for fun. Stop ruining it for others. I got ripped apart several times and a lot of you have no idea what the admins have gone through at this group. And I sat there and went through it all for you guys, so you guys had a place. Excuse me if I hit a breaking point and realized that I don’t need to be surrounded by constant hate mail and people yelling at me just because I am an admin and I need to be perfect all the time. I am only human and I have faults but a lot of people did not care about that and just continued to poke at me until I finally decided to burst. I’m severally disappointed in the way this turned out. I understand it sucks to lose a RP and trust me, shutting down was really difficult. But now seeing the drama that has come afterward I am kind of okay with it. No one deserves to be poked at online. You may not like it, but that doesn’t give anyone the right to be mean. So I’m sorry Montreal is gone, but just because it’s gone and you’re upset, doesn’t give you the right to be mean to anyone else who is trying to move on.

Stay where the songs are my friends, and I hope you all find the happiness you deserve. And with that, I hope you spread love and happiness as well. 

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SETH. 

Pregnant. Phoebe was pregnant. Had last year not happened, he was sure it would have floored him a hell of a lot more than it was now. As it stood, he was still in shock. Seth stared at her, analyzing her expression as she spoke about it. He wasn’t sure how to react to her, usually congratulations were in order, but that didn’t seem right. She didn’t want this and he couldn’t blame her. She was in the prime of her career and a baby was set to derail all that. Especially if she didn’t have help. But she had all of them around her. Seth let out a breath. “I wish I could.” He scooted the chair closer, taking her hand in his to offer some sort of support. “You have options Pheebs.” That would be another difficult moment in this ‘journey’. “You can cry. You can yell. You can punch me if you want to. I’ll be here, every step of the way whatever you do. You can be an emotional idiot, you’re more than allowed.”

“No, Seth.” As he spoke, she got snappier. She understood he was trying to be there for her, and honestly, she was forever grateful for him. But he didn’t understand. Yes, he had his very own unexpected pregnancy fiasco once before, but children were a part of his future. With Phoebe, she was perfectly content with living her life never having children. It went with who she was. There wasn’t this maternal need, wasn’t this desire to carry on the name. She didn’t need or even want kids. But now she was faced with it all and it was by far the most terrifying thing in the world. “I don’t have options. Adoption is well out of the picture. You know I would never... never put a child through that. Even if we found a loving family right off the bat that would be willing to take it in, I wouldn’t. And do you really think I’m capable of aborting it? Because I don’t think I am.” Which then left her with only one choice. One option and she hated it. “You don’t get it. I don’t want to be like this. I don’t want to feel like this. I don’t want to be a mom, Seth. I never wanted to be one.” She protested once more, crying harder than before. She hated breaking down like this, but if there was one person that could see her cry it would be Seth. Or Maverick, but he had already seen the start of it all. “I don’t know what to do now. How am I supposed to do this?”