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[north-sta]

Here we go with another suffering Tsukasen illustration

Istg people just want them to be in pain, me included

Good tea. I may have dramatized it a bit.

Cheers to the amazing writer WhiteHairedAirhead on AO3, link to the fic below

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[north-sta]

Did I fuck up my sleep schedule for this? Yes

[seleneishigami]

Tsukasen

[north-sta]

Nerd and nerd protector

[north-sta]

*Through tears* I like them so much I need them to be happy

I'll add the sketches below because why not, maybe someone out there likes coloring too

[khepiari]

Yes, Xeno, just like how you sent your fruity boyfriend to capture your prodigy’s friends. Your prodigy sent his hunk boyfriend to kidnap you.

Poor Xeno was playing 3D chess and this rascal with sentient lettuce hair was playing UNO

I was waiting for this.

[phoenixmarco4520]

Osamu Dazai (BSD) - Oda/Book/Universe Theory

So... I've been thinking really hard about bsd, specifically Dazai and his connections to Odasaku and the Book (ie. the beast au too).

Warning: It might not be 100% correct as I've never read beast or the light novels and am currently rewatching bsd now.

So, anyways... I've been thinking, we all know B!Dazai was following the same route as OG!Dazai up until around the time he met Oda for the first time. Afterwords, Dazai came into contact with the Book and had his whole singularity moment where he saw what we call the OG universe, leading to the changes that happen within Beast and the outcomes of those decisions. What this means is our Dazai would have had to have the same phenomenon happen, meaning the theory that Oda was in possession of the Book at some point might be true.

But how does that connect with OG!Dazai?

Well, what if we aren't viewing the actual OG!universe of BSD... what if the proper OG was another past universe and our OG is simply another variation of the proper original?

We see that Dazai (one of them) created infinite universes where he tries to save Odasaku, but fails. Meaning Oda is essentially the core of each universes survival; sure the lives of others may go on after Oda's death, but Dazai doesn't. Leading to the more universes being created. What I mean is Oda is the sun and Dazai is his planet that forever orbits around him, and without the sun, the planet is dead.

I say this because while we don't know what happens in the other universes outside of Beast, the entire point has been clear that the motive behind the universes creation was for Dazai to save Oda; only he failed each time. So, what if within the Book, those universes are scrapped and left to write themselves by the ones remaining, but that universe no longer holds any value to Dazai and so the Dazai's in those universes 'die' in some way, shape or form. After all, Oda didn't survive and Dazai felt no need to continue.

This leads me to my theory that our OG world isn't the original, because as I stated, Dazai has often hinted at the idea that he knows what the Book is and how to use it throughout the series. So what if similarly to B!Dazai, before Dazai met Oda in this universe, he came into contact with the Book and saw these alternate universes, ie. before B!Dazai, but unlike in some of the other universes, Dazai chose to bring Odasaku into the mafia and stay by his side in hopes that nothing will happen on account to him being a powerful executive (after all, Dazai became an executive at 16, around the time he met Oda), so Dazai gaining the power might have been tied to Oda from the beginning; similarly why he was so dead set on recruiting Chuuya.

Because he already knew who he could trust as well as those he could use in the long run.

I reference this to the quote "Everything I never want to lose is always lost... that's how it's always been for me." and the quote from Kouyou; "Dazai has already seen how all of this would play out" meaning if he had knowledge of what came up until Oda's death, it would explain why the mafia thrived under his leadership and command. Why Mori is dead set on bringing Dazai back despite his fear because with Dazai he can predict what is to come with the oncoming conflicts.

What if our OG!universe was the one the creator chose to focus on because it's the only universe in which Dazai persues life AFTER Oda's death. After witnessing so many universes in which he fails to save Oda, and having Odasaku say his last words; for Dazai to live on and "protect" others... This universe would allow Dazai to continue his path by giving him another reason to live (outside of his failing to save Oda), by having him live to achieve Odasaku's last wishes. It would still allow for Dazai and Oda's planetary orbit to continue, even if one of them is no longer alive.

It could also be why Dazai is unable to commit suicide properly, and how no matter how injured he gets, he will always come out on top, as he is seen as one of the two individuals that allow for the universe to continue it's cycle. But it could also tie into why Dazai's ability is called "No Longer Human", even if the abilities are simply named after our RL!authors.

I say this because the understanding of BSD!abilities is that they are tied to one's soul, and by either association of the poetry or by actively hearing those words does the ability activate for the first time, it's why people can live their lives never knowing if they had an ability or not.

And while the idea that Dazai came from an abusive household prior to the mafia might be true, Dazai's suicide attempt might have actually been in connection to the alternative universes and the Book, much like B!Dazai, attempting to unalive himself before he had the chance to meet Oda and cause the death of his long time friend in the future. Meaning, the Book and the universe itself would have intervened, "guiding" Mori to Dazai, who saved him and took him into the mafia where everything continued sailing; and no matter how much he tried to end his life, each attempt failed because the universe is getting desperate to keep the world going after so many failed attempt.

After all, we don't know the author behind the Book, and the idea that it can change reality... the idea that the Book came about from the universe itself and not a regular ability user might make more sense.

This might also tie into the idea of Fyodor too because as far as I'm aware (not read beast, but have heard a lot about it), Fyodor never appeared in the Beast universe.

This could mean that because Dazai is continuing to live by Odasaku's last wishes, the world is having to introduce new threats and challenges to keep Dazai in the game because after a while, Dazai might get bored and decide he's done. That there's no use in continue his existence because he's saved what he deems "enough" people. And by adding Fyodor, someone who is on the same level as him intellectually, Dazai can feel alive as long as he is mentally stimulated and challenged; his mind is less on suicide and more on defeating the big enemy that poses a threat to the peace and safety Oda wanted Dazai to witness.

Because if there's one thing I've noticed in the beginning of bsd to the point I'm at in the series and the spoilers I know from the later season, is that Dazai attempted to commit suicide quite a lot during the earlier season, but doesn't make as many attempts when his mind is occupied on a tough case that distracts his boredom.

// Now I might be wrong as this is simply a theory, given Dazai is a complex and mysterious character we honestly don't know much on outside of Oda and his time in the mafia and ada. I mean, there's also the time he was in hiding between that we have no idea where he was or what he was doing. But I hope people like my theory anyways, even in the event that it might be complete nonesense haha. //

[where-does-the-heart-lie]

Feeling… thoughtful… about them……

These recent chapters doin numbers for my brain waves. Give me more, Oda, i stg.

[soulmatesyuumori]

I just realized that William, Louis and Albert are like three princesses.

Liam is Sleeping Beauty, falling asleep whenever he felt like then going into a comma for months with Sherlock waiting for him to wake up.

Albert is Rapunzel, people around him seeing him like a golden prize then ends up in a tower.

And Louis is Cinderella, but he is a modern one poor thing rescued himself he needs no man

[soulmatesyuumori]

I was reading yuumori again, and I was reminded of this noisy, emotional guy who looks a lot like Mycroft and was always around Albert

But Albert paid him no mind, he didn’t want a simp 

He wanted a dom

[soulmatesyuumori]

I can't believe no one talked about this bit here

My man lost himself thinking/talking about Albert with such a fond smile LOLOLOL there is literaly a pause there for him to collect himself, as if he forgot he had Louis in front of him.

Mycroft: *thinks and talks about Albert ❤* .... Oh sorry, where were we?

Louis: *looking away awkwardly, thinking* oh my gosh, this Holmes too?? damn it, brothers, why????... well, at least this one's decent.

[soaked-doors]

one of those nights

[animeimaginesscenarios]

Sacrifice| Straw Hat Crew Part 1

Drip….Drip…Drop….

Drip…Drip…Drop..

Drip…Drip…Drop….

How long has it been since you’ve been in this cell. A few days, Weeks? Months? You didn’t know. Everyday felt so tiring and slow and long.

Your head hurt to much, your body hurt to much everything seemed to hurt to much , slowly your senses managed its way back into you, but it even hurt to just think. You winced at yourself as a cough came from your throat.

Even though your eyes weren’t open, you were sure your body was filled with scratches and dried blood and even bruises. You slowly opened your eyes as you painfully looked down.

The bruises were everywhere, through the small crack of moonlight she saw the black and purple bruising, your head against the hard concrete as the chackles around your wrist that made it turn red and swollen, You wanted nothing more than to cry, but it would hurt.

You closed your eyes again just wanting to sleep. This time you don’t even open it, not even when you heard shuffling from outside alongside with loud voices and screams of pain as someone was crying.

You didn’t open it not because you were scared to see what will happen, but because it will hurt to much to just open them.

•••

“Oi, Brat!” You slowly opened your eyes, You sat up and looked behind you.

“My, My Darling! It’s already going to be sundown, were you that tired?.” You didn’t replay as you looked at him, Staring at him with disgust as he gave you a smile that you just wanted to wipe off him.

“Not much in a talking mood? That’s ok.” He said grabbing a stool near him as he sat down on it, even from where you were sitting you could smell the reek of alcohol from him.

He scratched at his unshaven beard and tilted his head to look st you.

“You know, it’s been a whole month since you’ve been here, and we haven’t even seen sight of your friends.” He said as he then put his chin on his right hand.

“Do you think… they’ve forgotten about you?” He asked. You looked down not replaying as you heard him chuckle.

“Maybe they did! Maybe they’re glad that your gone! I mean.. isn’t it strange? They haven’t even came to save you.” He hopped off his chair as he bent down to your level.

“Were you really apart of their crew?” You glared at him for what he said.

“Woah! No need to look at me like!” He said laughing at the end.

“A whole month.” He repeated.

“How much longer do you think you’ll last? I gotta admit some of my patients don’t even last a whole week. Maybe my torturing methods are getting old.”

“You know what I think is the worst?…Hm? Fine I’ll tell you.”

“Solitation.” He said his voice going serious.

“How long…” He looked out through the small window in the right side of him.

“Do you think it will take you to break if I left you in this dark, cold cell to die.” You felt your chest tightened at his words, as you tried to focus on your breathing which began to become ragged.

“Humans need company…Even though they don’t show it at times, they crave for it, they crave for love and warmth and affection, but they crave for someone else’s presence even more, they go crazy for it, but maybe you hate me so much you’d prefer to be alone,hm?” He said looking at you, You didn’t meet his eye as you stared straight in front of you trying to distract yourself from his words.

“I’d always thought that’s how death would be like….A cold dark cell, unable to move or do anything. Nothing but the sound of your own thoughts until you go a little crazy. Just stuck in your conscious.” He smiled at the end.

“Death isn’t like that at all…” You croaked out.

“Let’s make a bet on that….” He said standing up.

“I’ll show you what the the legendary Blood Beard can do to break you…”

•••

“I gotta say I’m suprised you’re not dead yet.”

Your throat ached.

“I guess you can handle pain very well…”

“But I’m getting bored of waiting…I’m a very patient person Y/N, to patient actually, To the point where I’m done!” He threw a table from besides him as it came in contact with the wall, a loud snap coming from it.

“We’ve discussed this before, but I’ll tell you again… I could set you free, You could get out of this dark place….if you tell me everything about the straw hats especially, Straw Hat Luffy.” You didn’t move from your spot. Back facing the cieling as the taste of blood went down your chin, Your chest going up and down begging you to just rest and breath.

“I won’t….I won’t tell you anything….” You choked out through blood.

“Damn Brat!”

His foot came in contact with your back slamming it harder than a cannonball. You grunted. He repeated the action over and over again. He probably was about 200-300 pounds heavier than you, so this man was basically crushing you.

You grunted as you held back a scream. Your body becoming numb to the pain. He stopped as you heard him panting out of breath.

“Tch. Don’t think it’s over yet.” He said as he picked you up. Slamming you on the chair beside him as he picked up some rope and tied you to it.

“So, are you read to talk yet?” He asked. He got angry at you as you didn’t respond to his question.

“The Straw Hats are weak! Who puts crewmates in front of them! Who would sacrifice their own life to just save theirs!!” He screamed at you, you flinched at his words before you coughed and looked up at him.

“…They would.” You said. His eyes widened at you before walking over to a table behind him, You hanged your head down again. Your body aching. Screaming and moaning at you. Telling you that you needed to just stop whatever you were doing because they couldn’t handle this anymore. You wanted to listen, but refused to tell this man anything about your friends.

“You know Y/N….You have very beautiful eyes…What will happen if I just ripped them off, Will you scream at me to stop and tell me, or would your loyalty refrain you…. I’m curious really.” He said as he scraped a sharp metal against the walls. You painted but didn’t say anything. You heard as his slow footsteps came over to you until he was in front of you.

His hand quickly went to your face, You hissed in pain as He squished your cheeks together. He softly ran the cold object down your cheek and neck until it reached your collarbone.

“Last chance.” He said.

“…….I won’t tell you anything….” You spat out.

“Then your completely useless to me, I don’t care if I have to go find another friend of yours and torture them the same way I did to you…I gotta admit I’m impressed by your loyalty, I reminds me of when I was young, but they’ll betray you like they did with me, They’ll make you trust them, Giving you warmth and a family you’ve never had, and then they’ll stab you in the back…..I’ll kill Strawhat Luffy and his entire crew, You going first.” He said smiling.

There was a few moments of silence, and even though your face aches a small smirk crept on your face, you started to chuckle which then turned into a loud laugh. Like you found this the most hilarious thing in the world, and you couldn’t stop not even when it felt like someone was stabbing a knife into your cheek because of how much you were laughing or how your throat was just making you wheeze.

“What the hell is so funny to you!?” He yelled.

Your laughter slowly died down, as you slowly turned to look up at him, His facial expression had a confused and suprised look. You smirked even wider.

“I don’t think you know who my crew is. Well I’m sure you’ll meet them sooner or later…but are you suprised? Did you expect me to beg? Scream? Cry? Well I’m not….I’m not going to beg my life for someone like you! A low graded pirate! You can insult me all you like but don’t even say a single word about them! My crew is going to be the strongest in this whole entire world! And don’t even say say you’ll kill Luffy! Don’t you know who he is? Luffy…Is the next Pirate King!” You screamed it at him. He looked at you shocked.

“You can drown me! Kick me! Punch me! Stab me! But I won’t tell you anything! So go on ahead and kill me right here and now! But don’t think for a single second that I’m scared of someone like you!” You yelled. His face slowly turned to anger as he raised the small metal knife.

“You piece of…” He bought the knife down as you kept your stare on him.

Zoro…Nami…Usopp…Sanji…Chopper…Robin..Franky…Brook…Luffy….I think this is the end for me…I wanted to spend more time with all of you…I wanted to see all your dreams come true, so I’m sorry to say I probably won’t be there…but I hope you can all move forward…Everybody…Please…Live!

And suddenly your whole world went black.

•••

“Oi, You mind moving?” You asked the male in front of you.

“Eh?” He turned to look at you giving you a clear view of his face. A scar under his left eye was the first thing you saw. A confident smile and a strawhate that made you had to back away so it wouldn’t hit you.

“Sorry!” He said as he took a few steps behind as you went over and picked the piece of metal, inspecting it. You left a strong stare in your back as you looked to see he was still looking at you.

“Uh. Can I help you?” You asked. He didn’t respond as he kept looking at you.

“I don’t think your from here. What’s someone like you doing in a junkyard like this?” You asked.

“I’m looking for my crewmates, but I think I lost them.” He said looking around almost reminding you of a child.

“Crewmates? Are you a pirate?” You asked picking up another piece of metal.

“Yup!”

“Well Mr.Pirate. The exit is that way, you can keep going straight and you’ll probably get to town, a tip from me don’t stop if a merchant is trying to sell you something, trust me.” You added. You thought that would have been the end of the conversation but since you didn’t hear any footsteps retreating you looked to see he was staring at you hand.

“Hey, Your kinda freaking me out when you don’t say anything.”

“What are you doing?” He asked, you were taken back as you looked back to you hand to see the piece of metal in your hand.

“I’m collecting old ship parts for an engine i’m building.” You said proudly. “Not to brag or anything but I’m the best shipwright in town.” You said hands on hips proudly smiling.

“Oh yeah?”

“Yup! Look at some of these designs!” You took a piece of blue paper from your back pocket unfolding it and then handing it over to him. He took it as he stared at it.

“Amazing isn’t it! My grandpa has been teaching me since I was 5! I’ve repaired ships for pirates and even old abondned ones! Not only that but I’ve got ship designs that I’ve been dying to make! I’m actually in the process of one right now! It’s gonna be my biggest masterpiece!” Stars in your eyes as you poured your heart out to the stranger in front of you. You looked to see him tilting his head as he looked at you.

“S-Sorry, Did I bore you, I tend to do that a lot.” You said now embarrassed rubbing your neck, suddenly he grinned as he put the paper in half.

“H-Hey! Careful with that!” You said.

“I’ve decided!”

“Decided what?”

“I want you in my crew!” He grinned confidently. His request sounded more like a demand to be honest, You stared at him shocked.

“E-Eh!? As if! I’m not joining some pirate crew! I don’t even know who you are!”

“I’m Luffy. Monkey D Luffy!” He said proudly.

“Luffy? I felt like I’ve heard that somewhere before.” You said his name echoing in your head as you placed a finger to your chin.

“Really?”

“No.” You said walking around him.

“C’mon! It’ll be fun! Your looking at the future pirate king!”

“Pirate King? As if.”

“My crews really cool. We have a swordsman! His name is Zoro, He’s pretty good with the sword! And we have a navigator! Nami! And a shooter his name is Usopp!”

“Not interested.”

“We have this cool ship! Her name is the Going Merry!”

“….Listen! You don’t even know who I am! So why don’t you and your crew go find someone else to bother!” You yelled at him, He blinked before smiling.

“Then what’s your name?”

“It’s Y/N…Wait no forget that!”

“Y/N, join my crew!”

“Don’t call me Y/N! And I’m not joining your crew!”

“C’mon, If your im my crew then I won’t ever need to worry about Merry, Because I have someone like you!

“You haven’t even see me! How do you know if I’m even good.”

“I don’t!” You were taken aback before smirking.

“Luffy, I’m not going to join your crew.” He ignored your comment as thought it went one ear and out the other.

“If you join my crew! Then this whole world won’t stand a chance!l

[bunni-bino]

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