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brb adding her to the complex female characters people can’t handle

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I’m still sad they never got to have their one on one talk, but it’s fine because they get it in my au that’s just full of talking 😭

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daialune

a girl who is going to be ok !

she’s trying to be .. . will she be okay?

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gooseworx

What are Jax's true thoughts on Gangle? Like i know she likes to bully Gangle in particular but we see moments where it seems like she actually thinks that they're friends almost (like when she says "what? She likes it when i'm mean to her") and ofc the scene with her in Jax's mind

I think Jax takes his complex feelings on his mother out on Gangle, but tries to justify it to himself through delusions that it's not ACTUALLY abuse, even though it is. Most abusers don't ever think of themselves as abusers, and tend to make up a reality in which their abuse is either not that big a deal or it's somehow warranted.

And from Gangle's perspective, she was at a very vulnerable place when she joined, and Jax took control of their relationship. She formed a bit of a codependent bond with him even though it just mostly caused her pain. Losing a friend who frequently hurts you can fill you with complex feelings that are really hard to make sense out of.

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pickledtaurus

brb adding her to the complex female characters people can’t handle

pickledtaurus

Wow thank you everyone for 10k+ notes!! I am so grateful to see our community on here supporting trans characters and trans individuals. I also just wanted to let people know I am deleting any transphobic and hateful comments. let’s please keep this space safe and if you have opposing views (being transphobic does not count, those will be deleted), please be respectful. thank you!!!

doodles of my fav bunny girl 💜

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gooseworx

why did jax abstract off screen??????

Because I wanted it to feel as abrupt and upsetting as it feels in real life.

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gooseworx

if jax transitioned, would she change her name? any ideas on what?

She'd change it to Greznedge just to fuck with everyone before later changing it to like Lilly or something gay like that.

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gooseworx

Do you think, that should've given more characters from the main cast time to shine? I really like your show and like all of the characters, but sometimes some of them feel left out. But maybe that's just me, who knows

Yeah I'd agree with that, it's just a lot bigger of an undertaking than I'm sure a lot of people realize when you're the only writer and juggling so many different departments at once. It would have required more episodes, time, and stamina. Something I wasn't exactly graced with, being only Glitch's second creator driven show. I would have needed more writers and co-directors, because writing and directing even just 9 episodes basically killed me.

It's also a miracle I was allowed to make episode 9 as long as it was, because one thing a producer never ever wants to hear is "I'd like to make this longer." There will always be an incentive to cut things down over fleshing things out. Thankfully if I do another one of these, a lot of the kinks will hopefully be worked out from the beginning. Hopefully.

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