Hello, everyone!
As you can see I am still alive, for the most part, in order to come back and say that I'm still not 100% sure what I'm doing. I don't just mean with this blog I mean in general. But that's not important! Or. Well. New. But! Yeah, no, I'm not sure what to do about this blog. See. I hate tumblr and the people in tumblr. And honestly this website still makes me a tad bit anxious to even type into my URL bar. I have noticed, however that I've come to miss this site. Having been here for so long. Having made the friends I have. And that longing to come back is the reason I've actually come here to type this up. And why I've not the courage to delete this blog of mine. I doubt I'd ever have the courage, really. Honestly if I did delete it I'd slap myself later on down the road, take a hard breath, and start a fresh one (which I would absolutely would hate to do). But yet I still don't feel 100% comfortable being here, typing this. I have a feeling I will be. But I don't know when that will be. I do, however, thank the friends I've made here for not giving up on me, on this blog, and sticking with me until I've made up my horrid decision one way or another. I would also like to thank the oddballs who started following me while I was away. I'm not sure why you did, but thank you anyways. This, again, is not necessarily a goodbye. I'm just saying why I've been absent. And why I may continue to stay absent. At least for now.













