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Hellooo!! I'm PIX-AY! Hobbyist artist/writer, English Major/Japanese Minor, and a professional idiot. I'm still learning how to use Tumblr :) STRAWPAGE! > https://pixei.straw.page/

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Hiya!! Welcome to my blog!

I'm Pixei (Pronounced PIX-AY), and I like to write and draw stuff. I do fandom stuff and OC things.

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Hear me out Marvel Rivals & Loki fans: I kinda didn't really see any long-fics featuring Rivals!Loki as the main character so I decided to make one MYSELF!!! And thus, SENTIMENT was born!

To put it simply it's basically a Loki redemption story that takes place some time after Loki secures his power over Asgard and the Ten Realms and becomes KING. And right when he thinks he has done away with all those nasty SENTIMENTAL feelings that would have prevented him from doing his kingly things (*cough* Banishing Thor, putting Odin to sleep, and causing mischief in the ten realms *cough*), he finds out he has a SON! (Yes, in the comics, Loki has a kid, but that kid was killed off extremely quickly, so I brought him back in this story because his death was extremely sad. Seeing as how much of Rivals was inspired by the comics, I decided to do the the same for this fic!).

Now Loki has to figure out how to maintain control over Asgard and the Ten Realms while enemies gather under his nose AND while also trying not to be as shitty of a father as Odin was to him (Which, mind you, is one of his BIGGEST fears-- however much he denies it).

Some tags: King Loki, BAMF Loki, Loki-centric, Unreliable POV, Asgardian Politics, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff, Father-Son Relationships, Childhood Memories

This fic also features a plethora of art between ARCs. You can read it HERE!

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This game has taken me and has not let go.

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Nothing too crazy. Just something I wrote for Creative Writing class...

Copycat Exercise #2: THIRD PERSON ft. ZERO, Azrael, and Shikabane

The dark, candlelit room was quiet, save for the soft click of chess pieces and the occasional rustle of fabric as Shikabane shifted in her seat. The candle beside her cast a flickering light on her face as she stared at the board, her ears twitching and tail curling idly in sync with her thoughts, or lack thereof. Her brow furrowed, but not out of frustration. Instead, she seemed wholly absorbed in the game, even if the finer points of strategy eluded her.

Across from her sat ZERO, lounged in his seat with the effortless grace of someone so utterly unconcerned with the passage of time. He had one hand resting on his cheek as he regarded his opponent's pondering face and the other idly tapping the edge of the chessboard with a finger as if this game were nothing more than a mild amusement to him. His unnatural, compass-shaped eyes flicked lazily to the clock, and he smirked. "Y'know, Kitty, if you keep staring at that knight, it might just start feeling sorry for you."

"Hmm?" Shikabane blinked, the hairs on her tail puffing slightly at the nickname. But she didn't seem to mind as much as usual, too caught up in the attention this perfect, ethereal man was giving her. "Oh. Sorry, I was just… thinking about how it looks like a little horse," she giggled softly as she nudged it with a clawed hand. "It's really cute!"

ZERO's smirk faltered briefly before returning, sharper than before. "Adorable," He said, his tone smooth and teasing. Leaning forward, he tapped the board again, staring at Shikabane with half-lidded eyes, "But maybe we should focus on the bigger picture? The purpose of a game like this is to win, not to bore your opponent to death, y'know?"

Shikabane hummed, her eyes lighting up as if she just had a revelation. She moved her queen two spaces forward and smiled, looking at ZERO with unguarded excitement. "Aha! That's a check! I got your king cornered! I win, right?"

From the corner of the room, Azrael stood like a silent shadow, arms crossed and his expression unreadable. His gaze shifted from Shikabane to ZERO, but they lingered on the latter for longer. To anyone else, he might have appeared indifferent. But the faint tremor in his hands, clenched tightly into fists beneath his crossed arms, betrayed the unease simmering beneath his observant exterior. He hated how ZERO spoke to Shikabane. The way his words danced just close enough to affection to make her cheeks flush but sharp enough to sting Azrael's pride. Or how he'd subtly insult her intelligence with just enough fire to not burn Shikabane’s dignity.

But what could he do? Shikabane adored ZERO, and he couldn’t bring himself to break that perfect image she saw of him when she looked so happy to be with him. That, and Azrael's own debt to ZERO was a constant weight. He owed ZERO his life, and even if he hated it, loyalty bound him tighter than chains ever could. And ZERO knew. ZERO savored it. Azrael saw it in the amused flicker in his dark, compass-shaped eyes whenever she laughed at one of his quips. He wielded the knowledge of Azrael's affection for her with the same casual precision he used to move chess pieces on a board. Just what had he done to deserve this?

"Win?" ZERO laughed, shaking his head. "Oh, my sweet, sweet Shikabane. You've only made it easier for me to destroy you." He reached out and captured her queen with his rook, the move deliberate and slow.

"Oh," was all she had to say as her smile melted into a confused grimace.

"Nevertheless," ZERO started, winking at her as he leaned back with an air of nonchalance, "it was a bold move. Tell me, have you been practicing in secret? I could swear you're taking this more seriously than usual."

Azrael's eyes narrowed. "She's always serious about the things she loves.”

"Is that so?" ZERO's said, not even dignifying Azrael with a glance. His smile deepened. "How lucky am I to have such dedication directed my way."

"I-It's nothing, really," She said. "I just like chess! And you're so good at it. Like... a chess wizard. I want to get better, too!"

ZERO chuckled, a low melodic sound. He glanced at Azrael, the smirk on his lips deepening into something almost admonishing. It was a silent, unspoken message. Azrael understood it instantly: Stay out of my way, or I’ll remind you why you owe me. And for Shikabane’s sake, he instantly relented, silently abiding to the order to remain quiet with a slight nod. 

Then, ZERO reached out, his movements careful and deliberate as his fingers lightly brushed along Shikabane’s chin. With a gentle touch, he tilted her head upward, guiding her gaze to meet his. A faint flush spread across her cheeks as their eyes locked, her breath hitching under the intensity of his attention as she stared at him the same way Azrael wished she’d stare at him. 

"You really are full of surprises, Shikabane.”

Azrael's nails dug so deeply into his palms that he was sure he had pierced skin. Warmth, sharp and stinging, seeped from the crescent-shaped wounds and settled at his knuckles. But still, he did not speak.

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THE INHIBITOR

the art without all the fanfare. :)

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Just made some new cover art for my fancomic, The Inhibitor! :D

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The Inhibitor [Part 2]: Shadow reminisces about the strange inhibitor ring. Thanks for bringing up those old traumas, Sonic! (And for the chili dog).

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…… I got sonic socks for Christmas…. 😳

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(The Inhibitor WIP) I thought you Shadow fans might appreciate this sketch of shadow trying to sleep ;)

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Sonic 3

Y'all... I just finished watching Sonic 3.... You have to go watch it when you can.... It's so good....

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Behold: Shadow doodles I made in class.

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Uhh soo... I was drunk when i made this...... I have no idea what I was thinking.

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WE ARE GOING ROAD-TRIPPING WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT

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Finals are over, and I was today years old when I realized I could actually make MULTIPLE BLOGS?!?!?! So yeah. I made one for The Inhibitor! I'll prob just post a bunch of stuff here relating to TI, WIPs, and answer any questions anybody might have.

Please be patient with me, cause im still tryin to figure out how to use this website. ;v;

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Gonna be busy studying/doing finals, so I won't be active for a bit. The next 8-10 pages for The Inhibitor have been written and partially drafted at this point! So expect an update sometime either this month, or next month. Join the discord server for some exclusive sketches/drafts! <3

In the mean time: It's dangerous to go alone. Take this!

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A first look at some of the human characters in The Inhibitor (A "what-if" au comic where i basically give Shadow more lore)!

Ft. Gerald's inner circle of researchers + their dynamic!

Let's start with who we all know first...

Gerald!

Maria!

And now, going to the inner circle of researchers...

McFearson! (You might recognize her from pg4!)

Cogswell!

Everhart!

And last but not least: Hayashi!

And here's all of them together!

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Just curious….

Would y’all be interested in seeing (An OC interpretation of) the researchers of the ARK for The Inhibitor?

As a writer, I always found the way the ARK was portrayed as… lonely. What kind of lives did the people on it live? What sorts of relationships did Gerald, Maria, Abe, and Shadow have with those inhabitants? What else were they doing there? What kinds of interesting dynamics can I sketch out with these characters to expand on the lore? These are the kinds of questions I ask myself as I write The Inhibitor.

I know human sonic OCs aren’t really that niche in this fandom but I can’t figure out whether people would be interested or not.