11 LBs Lost

I fell I went back I got fatter and now I'm back again. | 23 | not pro just f'ed up :/

[cravingforbeauty]

What my blog (and most other ed blogs) is NOT for:

promoting/glorifying eating disorders

What my blog is for:

having a safe place

using it as some kind of a diary

knowing that I‘m not alone

dealing with my emotions & struggles

[thegaybitch15-deactivated202303]

[hel7l7]

ofcourse I lie about it

[hel7l7]

I’m sorry I don’t want to bother you

[pizzawhale55]

I bought new work jeans but a size smaller, I can fit in them but my freaking fat puss is cameltoeing in them so I gatta wait till I lose another ten or so pounds to be more comfy in them ugh

[pizzawhale55]

venting

Nothing like being denied food stamps cuz you make too much money despite not having any cuz it all goes to rent to be the reason I should just strve off and make sure my hubby eats and not me. I've got fuck ton of fat for my body to eat so fuckin eat it already. You're not hungry. Fuck off.

[valentina-poem]

[rat-in-a-coffin]

fun fact!!

youre completely valid even if;

• youve never been hospitalised

•youre normal/overweight

• your safe foods arent low cal

• you dont exercise

• you dont always restrict

• you allow yourself to be happy.

and so much more. if you think you arent “bad enough” because you dont fit in the impossible and glamourised version of EDs that hardly no one achieves, youre wrong. everyone (yes, including you) deserves help and to be believed in

[meanrunway]

Estella (via estellaboersma)

[demontearss-blog]

[verypeachgothskeleton-deactivat]

And that’s how you relapse.

[pizzawhale55]

ur married?!?!

Yup! Been with him since first year of college and got married just this February :))

[veryluckyclovers]

[pizzawhale55]

Having McDon&d's today cuz I'm a 🤡

[huzurintiharverir]

[susskinny]

[rozeangel]

[nailed2urjawbone]

06/25/2022

through an iphone notes app

piece V

“why would i ever want to stop being hungry when anorexia is the most interesting thing about me?” -blythe baird