What my blog (and most other ed blogs) is NOT for:
promoting/glorifying eating disorders
What my blog is for:
having a safe place
using it as some kind of a diary
knowing that I‘m not alone
dealing with my emotions & struggles
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@depressedforalifetime
What my blog (and most other ed blogs) is NOT for:
promoting/glorifying eating disorders
What my blog is for:
having a safe place
using it as some kind of a diary
knowing that I‘m not alone
dealing with my emotions & struggles
reblog this to give the person you reblogged from a will to live
In my opinion some things that break you just break you. There’s no learning, no getting strong, no character development, nothing. It’s like when you fold a piece of paper, it will always have a crease no matter what you do. You are never quite the same again. All you are is hopelessly, painfully and brutally broken
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Narcissists I love you, sociopaths I love you, psychotics I love you, low empathy people I love you, people with demonized disorders I love you, people who are questioning if you have a demonized disorder I love you, you all deserve to have a space that makes you feel safe and you deserve help and to recover from your illnesses and trauma
Always being there for people and then when you need someone, no one being there for you is a different kind of pain. The exhaustion from constantly giving yourself away like it’s nothing and always having a metaphorical smile on your face. The burning resentment when you never receive anything you give. Feeling like an open wound bleeding out on the floor as voices carry on in the background like you aren’t a puddle of blood and shaking. A desperate cry stuck in your throat that wants to scream for help which you hold back because you know no one will come anyways. The sinking feeling that this has been your entire life and will continue to be. You will constantly do all of the emotional labor and make sure everyone is okay while you’re not attending to your own gashes. What good does that matter. No one else seems to care. Why should you.
WE👏 RESPECT 👏ALL 👏BODY👏 TYPES👏 ON 👏THIS 👏BLOG
"be yourself" thats the worst possible advice you could ever fucking give me i do not have a default personality
stop criticizing other people's Ed foods omg not everyone wants to live off celery and that's okay, safe foods are not about calories or health, it's about comfort. Nothing about our relationship with foods makes any sense or follows any rules so stop acting like there's only one way of literally starving yourself. As if most of us aren't already scared of most meals, don't make it worse
The only thing i can do rn is keep losing weight and hope for the best
everything is my fault. it's my fucking fault. i want to say sorry. i want to beg everyone to forgive me, to never leave me, to still be here. but i know for sure i will keep doing this again. i will keep doing this until they get tired of me being sorry and repeating the same mistake over and over, until they get tired of me and dealing with me, until they finally leave me. and if the time finally comes, I'll hate them for being that way but i know for sure everything's been my fault.
Thank you ❤❤❤
Happy birthday to me
The problem is I want to starve myself and stress eat at the same time
Idk why but starving makes me fell so good, like I have control. It makes me fell worthy. Thats why im obsessed with it
To all my followers with personality disorders, I love you and you are valid.