For the first time, emotions I couldn’t understand welled up inside me. It’s hard to define what they were, even now. It felt as if deep tenebrous stains were seeping out of my heart. Alas, I didn’t shed tears before that piano where your body rested—for I soon realized that you were no longer there.
Cas/Void + He/It + Adult (20🡡)
White USAmerican. Chambered nautilus therian. Autistic mentally ill aroace bi transsexual cephalopod thing. Somewhat of a man in the most abstract way possible. Wannabe scemo kandi kid. Prone to bouts of psychotic and dissociative behavior. I am a survivor of most forms of abuse and I talk about it sometimes.
My special interests are Project Moon (especially the Reverberation Ensemble, Jade Whale, and the original League of Nine), Spore, Mii games (particularly Tomodachi Life), the ocean, anthropology, deep time, and extinct animals. Recurring hyperfixations of mine include Pokemon, Animal Jam, Plague Inc., Monster Hunter, furry visual novels (sideblog), and xenofiction (sideblog).
I am taken by my lovely boyfriend who I adore very much. We have been together since July 2025. I am a non-sharing selfshipper with Argalia from Library of Ruina as well.
I prefer having 18+ followers. I do not want pedos or zoophiles following me. I am deeply uncomfortable with lolisho. I will not reblog callouts.
That’s right; you’re the gentle breeze that brushes past my face, and the clouds that fly in the sky, which give me heed of your presence from overhead or underfoot. I thought you had left me, but you would always come back.
