thinking about kate milens …
thinking about kate milens … who you sporadically encounter throughout the mansion, sometimes being avoidant and constantly lurking behind the walls of her own room, and other times sharing a tiny chuckle at something bastardly stupid with hoodie.
thinking about kate milens … who got paired up with you for a mission, not saying much rather than ‘let’s go’ as you pushed past the creaky, wooden door of the mansion with silence scented in pine and rain filling your nostrils. Maybe a glance or two lingered as you passed through the herb-laden logs that framed your entire endeavour.
thinking about kate milens … who occasionally sees you, mostly being assigned to sort papers or other small cases rather than going out and killing or kidnapping people in the woods. She never really gave you too much thought, only simply acknowledging your existence within the mansion leading up to your paired-up mission.
thinking about kate milens … who did majority of the work for your first mission together, leaving your inexperience to the shadows as she hardly made an effort to encourage you to do anything. Only once, glancing at you through her piercing eyeholes through her mask; just for it to fall short not even 3 seconds later, a heavy scoff pushing past her lips as she took over the mission entirely.
thinking about friend!kate milens … helping you sort out papers whenever she just so happened to be passing by your rooted place in one of the various rooms accompanying the endless hallways, watching as she walks in to find a pout sat plump on your lips, and papers stacked in tall, disorganised heaps while more papers lay strewn in careless constellations. ‘Uh hey,’ you’d awkwardly mutter, voice echoing a weighed dull while your eyes scan her taunting figure leaning on the doorway.
thinking about friend!kate milens … who wasn’t necessarily sure of her intentions. She doesn’t want friends, the few ones she currently has just sort of happened, she’d never want to go out of her way to make new ones. Her sole purpose of existence was to serve slenderman after he practically took over her life and made her a proxy, and she’s never expressed any sort of interest in anything after that, just sort of… well, existing.
thinking about friend!kate milens … who’d go into crisis mode trying to figure out what the fuck was that stunt she pulled with you. She’d start avoiding not only you, but even speaking to the people she usually spoke with, solely going out for missions and shutting herself in her room. It wasn’t cause she was freaking out or anything, well maybe partly, but she’d feel as if her emotions blurred into something shapeless
thinking about gf!kate milens … who let you in after realising she loves you, which scared her at first, but after her feelings would only grow and get more conflicted, she had no choice but to cave in and let herself love you. which now, seems to be an obvious case as you find her in your arms almost after every tiring mission, comfortable and sound.
thinking about gf!kate milens … who started expecting a lot from you after letting you see her vulnerable,. And when you didnt meet those standards, she’d lose it. It’d be more so in the beginning, not understanding how the one person she viewed as everything, couldn’t do simple things she wanted from you. But as time progresses, she realises your worth to her, how she can barely go about her day without seeing that lifting smile you’d give her, or how she felt like she was slow, unable to go on missions without her mind clouding, and she starts to deliberately try and accommodate to your needs and tries her hardest to understand you can’t do everything
thinking about gf!kate milens … who comes back to the mansion after her mission, discarding her boots in the corner of her room and throwing away her blood-slick hoodie on the floor, and then immediately melts into your body that was sleeping soundly in her dull sheets. The lengthy, sounded breaths that would escape your still body were enough to lull her to sleep with her arms around your waist like armour.
thinking about gf!kate milens … who gives you much more reassurance than you expected. As someone who you never really got too know, you never thought of kate to be this patient, reassuring person with you, and that is partly true. She isn’t as patient and kind— no, every one of slenderman’s proxies are broken. But when she starts to pick up on your anxious habits, or experiences one of your panicked outbursts, she handles them much more fondly than you would’ve assumed.
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