Streets of Gold

Rita Anderson "We are more often frightened than hurt; and we suffer more from imagination than from reality."

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Dug: Wish it were that easy, Rita. I would have done it by now.

Dug: I really am sorry, Rita. I wish I wasn't like this but I am and I accept it. I just am scared. And I know that is no excuse. I have no excuse for saying what I did and I know that you guys are not selfish...cause you guys look out for me and other people a lot.

Rita: Do you? Do you accept it? Because I really don't think you do. I get that you're scared, but you have no fucking right to take it out on Eris and I.

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Dug: Rita, I'm sorry, okay? I am. And I was acknowldging that you have stuff you guys have that make you you and I have my stuff and I get that. Which is why I'm going to back off on it, but I want you guys to not be so mad at me for being me...cause that's what I have...cause I love you guys and I believe the best in you even when people tell me I should not...I just, I am so sorry and I do not know how to get through to you guys without talking to you the way I do...and yeah...I do not know how to get around the pity thing...'cause my life does suck and I am not as strong as you Rita or Eris...I just feel like I am not worth anything and I thought I got over that but with Alpha here it is back. And that is just a fact.

Rita: No, you're not acknowledging shit, Dug. Because I've had this fight with you more than once, and I'm so fucking over it. Well, you know what? You should listen to those people. They're right. I'm a bitch, I'm a street rat, I'm a fucked up kid. I've accepted that. Done. I don't sit there and whine about my life over and over. It happened, I learned from it, I moved the hell on. You have a lot more going for you than you realize. Stop looking at all the bad shit and STOP trying to lecture Eris and I. It's old and irritating as hell. Leave us be. Your life sucks? So does other people's, Dug. Welcome to the world. You have people that care about you and are trying to help you, but then, you turn around and call them selfish. Despite how bitchy Eris and I are, the LAST thing on this fucking planet we should be called is selfish, and you know that first hand.

Rita: So, yeah. I'm pretty fucking mad at you.

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Dug: Rita come on...that's not what I meant...Please, just hear me out okay? I'm upset and I wasn't saying things right. Please?

Rita: I'm busy.

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TERITA TEXTS

Terence: No problemo. I'll be over soon.

Rita:

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Real sensitive of the both of you.

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Rita. Yeah, I know. This is what you and Eris do. And this is what I do. If you think I’m being selfish look in a mirror, maybe I am. But so are you and Eris. I don’t want your fucking pity! You know what I want? I want firends that care abotu what I feel. I want my girlfriend to be around more. I want to be happy. I want to not feel scared all the time. I wanted to have moved on from Arizona a better Dug. I want so fucking much. But I never wanted yours or anyone elses pity. I would have kept this Alpha thing from both of you because I don’t want pity. I don’t want poor Dug. You know what, believing the best in poeople makes me me, Rita. Just like you and Eris do this that makes you you. I almost wish you two were still fighting so you wouldn’t gang up on me like this and both just be stuck where you are enabling each other…But I get it. I’m on a high horse. Even though I think I’m in a pit of nothing and not worth a damn thing. The only thing I have is my hope in people Rita….without that, what am I? Who is Dug? So you want me to change the thing that make me me? Nothing I ever do is right. I don’t remember the last time either of you were happy with me.

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Are you hearing yourself right now?! You're such a hypocrite! You're sitting here saying, "Don't change me. This is the way I am!" Then stop fucking trying to change Eris and I all the damn time. Take a note from your own book for once in your life, Dug. Again. Here we go. You do want pity, Dug. You do. If you didn't, you still wouldn't be talking about how you want this and that and spilling off all your sob story shit. WOW. I'm selfish?! Fuck off, Dug. I'm done with this shit. Oh, and another thing, Eris is like my sister now, and that's never changing, so, you're just going to have to deal with it. 

Clearly, you don't know Eris and I as well as I thought you did if you think that we've never been happy with you. I'm done with this conversation. 

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TERITA TEXTS

Terence: Sure thing, lil' lady. :)

Rita: You're the best. Thank you. :)

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TERITA TEXTS

Terence: Nothin' but finishin' muh candy. Why?

Rita: Wanna come over?

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TERITA TEXTS

Rita: Hey, are you doing anything right now?

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Real sensitive of the both of you.

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Fine, Rita. Whatever. Do what you want. But I stood up for myself and got beat up. Eris provoked Lady and then made it seem like she was standing up for herself just to stir up shit. You two can just do whatever the fuck you like because obviously my feelings aren’t worth shit unless I get the shit kicked out of me. I’m just a fucking doormat to the both of you, not that I’m worth much of anything anyways.

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Uh-huh. Eris only made a snide little comment, which is what Eris fucking does. Lady came back with the names, acting all high and mighty, so, Eris put her in her place. Period. She didn't fucking mortally wound her. You know what? Quit trying to make all this shit about you, Dug. Yes, you got hurt, I get that, and I'm sorry, but this was between Lady and Eris. Get over yourself; sitting there talking about how you're disappointed in us. Really? Wow. Okay. Say that to the girls who are trying to protect you. Great job. Boo-hoo. Poor, Dug. Is that what you wanted to hear?! Poor fucking you. I'm over this shit. Eris and I aren't saints, you know this, but you keep putting us on this pedestal that we can't reach. So, don't fucking sit there and say how disappointed you are in us when we can't meet your insane criteria.

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Wow. It's like attack of the spoiled assholes right now.

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Most definitely not and at that point they’d beg for us to help them. It’d be pathetic really.

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That it would. That it would. 

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Wow. It's like attack of the spoiled assholes right now.

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Exactly, I was merely showing Lady that her arrogance was not okay when it comes to me. And everyone’s acting like I committed something like murder. Clearly they need to take a step outside their white fenced houses and go into a real neighborhood.

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I don't think they'd last five seconds. 

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Real sensitive of the both of you.

I don’t think I’ve ever been more disappointed.

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Okay, I'm going to stop you right there. You know what Eris and I are like, Dug, so, don't act so fucking surprised every time we stand up for ourselves and fight like we've been doing our whole lives. Besides, what Eris did to Ms. Priss wasn't anything near what Alpha did to you, so, don't even try that with me. I'm really not in the mood. 

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Wow. It's like attack of the spoiled assholes right now.

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I barely touch one of them and it’s like WW3 up in here, it’s hilarious.

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Right? Jesus. Besides, they try to fuck with you, you need to show them why that's not a good idea. It's rule number one in the streets. Of course, their prissy selves wouldn't know anything about that in the first place, so. 

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Wow. It's like attack of the spoiled assholes right now.

This is fucking hilarious. 

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