je t'aime beaucoup mon amour

"I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true"

[pleatheanonymous]

mono

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things to read

things to listen

[pleatheanonymous]

mono

colo

things to read

things to listen

[pleatheanonymous]

Hi tumblr, I’m happy that i have this blog, and no matter what i post here, nobody will give a damn, so i can freely express myself, and i won’t be judged for negativity on media and for needing attention. But gosh, i am just so fucking tired, of this anxiety, and this depression, i want it to go, i want to go away and lock myself in a hut, in the mountain and just shut myself in. My brain won’t just shut up, im tired, these thoughts are like some ongoing puke, and it will never fucking end. I imagined i’d word this post much pretty, but what can you do, nobody is gonna give a damn anyway, just me and you, tumblr, just me and you, and these fucking thoughts, i hate myself, i want away from people, i’m scared of myself. Anyway, i guess i feel better, i don’t know. Its just, attachments are so fucking scary man, what do you call a person, who stays with you your whole life, and doesn’t get into a relationship, but you two aren’t in one either? Like best friend? i want one of those.. but fuck i’ve messed up? I’m tired of myself, why do i have to help people, and no matter what i won’t close up, i’d still want to help, im scared of putting myself first man. This is so fucking messy.  86201427

[shuhake]

i want to reconcile the violence in your heart. i want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask. i want to exorcise the demons from your past. i want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart.

[photomuzik]

(アボガド6さんのツイート: “気まぐれブックストッパー… ”から)

[hanae-ichihara]

I came to see you. It wasn’t easy because you were so far away.

[madeinheavenlovesuggestions]

I want us to spend a night snuggled up under a blanket together on the couch, watching movies until we fall alseep leaning on each other. ~💜

[pleatheanonymous]

can you and I become “us” instead? 

[bopeep]

not to be corny but if u get to see the person u love everyday i hope ur not taking it for granted

[sleepingpigeon]

no one wants to hear it but love is earned after the initial infatuation. commitment is something u both mutually agree to and then from there it’s work. it’s not work like it’s a chore it’s jus work like it takes effort. to get good at these things takes practice. it takes practice to learn to communicate better and it takes practice to learn to love each other in the ways u need to be loved.

[crap-im-gay]

I want to be the person you can’t get enough of

[pleatheanonymous]

mon amour 4 | 2 | 2019 0211

My dear, I can't afford to live a life without you, it is complete torture With love, Tokki

[closedforgoodbyelol]

[fueledbysadnesss]

I was just like a half moon in this lonely sky—amidst these sea of constellations—swam and drowned in loneliness, aching to be whole, wanting to fill this empty space that no one, and only you can fill. Looking forward to those brief moments when I’ll be whole.

my missing part who filled his void with me her // stories behind wet pillows # 12 (via fueledbysadnesss)

[theselfcarelifestyle]

In 2019 I wish you loud uncontrollable laughter and smiles that make your eyes crease. I wish you messy hugs with drunk friends and the warmth of a strangers kindness. I wish you red hot passion for the things that make you happy and ‘I love you’s from the people who matter.

[pleatheanonymous]

mon amour 3|2|2019

Mon amour, love of mine,

I need you close and next to me. Where have you gone? I miss you terribly, a part of me is missing, and its as though I can’t survive without you. 

I’m not sure if you’re aware, but if you do not come back, then, I will join you... I will.. but until then, I’ll wait for you, my dear love

Please be okay, I need you to be okay

- Tokki 

[orange-sandeul]

He is back on variety shows!

[pleatheanonymous]

lol i was like ‘this looks like sandeul’ and then i was like ‘oooh’