nyami

a girl who describes her days in short sentences. that's all.

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day 8

04.03.2021  23.52 

have i done something unknowingly? there must be a problem that i don’t know, maybe can’t get it. feel like a piece of shit.

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day 7 

03.03.2021  00.17

yesterday, he said “bad things has happened, last week was too complicated for us.” all i want was saying “boy, i’m fuckin’ here.” but i couldn’t, i can’t. 

also, today is my mommy’s bday. she’s who im supposed to be here for, so you can wait mf. nothing important than my mama. im always here for you but not today. thx.

[spacenijntje]

Late at night, I wanna see you Will my eyes begin to fade?

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day 6  ❧ iyileşme.

02.03.2021  00.20

i clearly know that one day i’ll forget you but also know i never loved someone like you before, that’ll be the thing that i keep on my mind.

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day 5  ❧ çaba.

01.03.2021  01.11

today i take up a new hobby, really need to pull myself together.

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day 4  ❧ endişe.

28.02.2021  15.45

i guess, i’m too little or too much for them and there.

[kavgaysakavga-deactivated202005]

yeryüzündeki hiçbir şeyden etkilenmemeyi ne çok isterdim. bir sözden, bir bakıştan, bir kitaptan, bir şarkıdan, bir filmden, bir insandan. artık her ne olursa. sadece önüme bakıp yürüyebilmek için çok şey verebilirdim. bu dediklerim beni kaskatı bir insan olma yoluna götürecekse ben razıyım. belki o zaman bir şekilde gözlerim beynim ya da kalbim gerçekten işlevlerini yerine getirebilecek duruma gelir.

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day 3  ❧ idrak.

26.02.2021  02.24

expectations hurt.

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day 2  ❧ başarı.

25.02.2021  01.10

i like each detail belongs to him but i’m not sure if i wanna see him, yeah i know i’m lame :D

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day 1  ❧ başlangıç

23.02.2021  ❧ 01.42

and i thought to myself “nobody around me should know about this blog cause i’ll be purely myself here.”