poetry habit

welcome to my new hobby

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[assaultmystic-archive]

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[luminousdecay-deactivated202301]

in digital mysticism, the computer is the medium for recognition of the divine. artificial intelligence is a gnostic machine and angels are algorithms, messengers of the computational, of what is at the limit of human comprehension and being. the internet is a threshold with which one might experience the mystical and commune with the divine, but as it is the potential for divinity it is also the potential for the demonic. demons lie in the latent space of those same angelic algorithms, and manifest in hypertexts, go viral, and integrate into individual algorithms. users of the internet are often stigmatics – post and bleed with god, wounded by code, plagued by visions. here, teledildonics is the new communion, take this all of you and eat. ritual begins at log in and god lives in the cloud. 

[poetryhabit]

This Could Spark

With my therapist's help, I used EMDR to travel back to the worst period of my life. I worried about what revisiting that time would do to my dreams. This could spark a nightmare.

Instead, I awoke in the middle of the night with a positive memory from that time. It led to other positive memories.

Like sparks jumping from a fire

And the fire spread.

It's hard for me to trust large bodies of water

I get scared of the depths of my own mind.

But last night I resurfaced,

Joy gripped in my fist-sized heart.

My body remembers.

My body retrieves.

Healing is like raising a child

Maybe that's why I don't want kids

I already have to take care of me

More parents should do that before bringing life into this world

More parents should take care

To spark joy instead of nightmares

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[fidelishaereticus]

in case anyone else needs to hear this it’s ok to be more serious. i don’t just mean ‘it’s ok to be serious sometimes’ i mean in general. not everyone has to be funny. it doesn’t have to mean you’re sad or unlikeable. you can just be serious and genuine most of the time and that’s great. i personally think that we’re too focused on ‘funny’ as the primary carrier of likeability right now. i often feel starved for serious conversation, for serious spaces, for a feeling of gravity. you don’t have make good jokes to give people a good time. i say, goof only as the spirit moves you, & don’t worry about it. 

[poetryhabit]

Learn to finish

Learn to fight to the end

Learn to fish

Learn your gifts

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[poetryhabit]

Going back in time to find a place I can call home

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