*Â Â MANICÂ Â đđđđđ Â đđđđđđđđ .
*  all  starters / lyrics  taken  from  the  halsey album manic.
â but it seems iâm only clinginâ to an idea now .  â
â someday when i burst into flames, iâll leave you the dust, my love .  â
â i told you iâd spill my guts .  â
â seems like itâs impossible to work this out.  â
â  is it really that strange if i always wanna change ? â
â  itâs gettinâ harder every day, somehow.  â
â Â the people on the street donât know my name. Â â
â  iâm constantly having a breakthrough .  â
â would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony ? â
â i donât need anyone, i just need everyone and then some .  â
â and with one eye open, well, all i see is you .  â
â i know my heart still has a suitcase but i still canât take it through.  â
â  itâs crazy when the thing you love the most is the detriment.  â
â i keep digging myself down deeper, i wonât stop âtill i get where you are .  â
â i woulda followed all the way no matter how far.  â
â  you push right through me .  â
â they say i may be making a mistake .  â
â itâs funny how the warning signs can feel like theyâre butterflies .  â
â i wouldâve followed all the way to the graveyard .  â
â i gotta get it off my chest. â
â youâre not half the man you think that you are .  â
â you canât love nothing unless thereâs something in it for you .  â
â  i tried to help you, it just made you mad .  â
â i had no warning about who you are.  â
â just glad i made it out without breaking down. â
â Â i really meant well from the start. Â â
â i feel so sad . âÂ
â you should be sad . â
FOREVER⌠(IS A LONG TIME) .
â i spent a long time substituting honest with sarcastic .  â
â you cut me open, sucked the poison from an aging wound .  â
â now fifty thousand war cadets would cower at this small brunette.  â
â cause i could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish it .  â
â how could somebody ever love me ? â
â thereâs power in the words you whisper .  â
â he treats you so cold and so mindless.  â
â your eyes are open when you kiss him .  â
â talk to your man, tell him heâs got bad news coming .  â
â you can take a chance, come take my hand. â
â all my empathyâs a disaster .  â
â my friends are getting bored of me .  â
â i canât remember anything but thinking youâre the one .  â
â i could fall in love with anybody who donât want me.  â
â  iâll keep saying i hate everybody, but maybe i donât .  â
â i know iâve got a tendency to exaggerate what iâm seeing.  â
â i know that itâs unfair of me to make a memory out of a feeling .  â
â  infatuation is observation with a cost .  â
â  if i could make you love me, maybe you could make me love me .  â
â and if i canât make you love me, then iâll just hate everybody .  â
â think i took it way too far, and iâm stumbling drunk getting in a car.  â
â i keep on hanging on the line, ignoring every warning sign.  â
â come on and make me feel alright again .  â
â Â i need it digital cause baby when itâs physical i end up alone. Â â
â  itâs 3am, and iâm calling everybody that i know .  â
â and would you please pick up the fucking phone ? â
â i was afraid to leave you on your own .  â
â and if they laugh then fuck âem all .  â
â does it ever get lonely thinkinâ you could live without me ? â
â gave love âbout a hundred tries .  â
â  i got you off your knees, put you right back on your feet just so you could take advantage of me .  â
â you donât have to say just what you did .  â
â  i had to go and find out from them .  â
FINALLYÂ /Â BEAUTIFUL STRANGERÂ .
â you can come to mine, but both my roommates are home .  â
â and iâm terrified, but i canât resist .  â
â beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrong .  â
â  i think itâs finally, finally, finally safe for me to fall .  â
â you stopped me in my tracks and put me right in my place. â
â i used to think that loving was a painful chase. â
â but youâre right here now and i think youâll stay, â
â bit my nails down so they wouldnât scratch .  â
â your pussy is a wonderland .  â
â and i have never felt the difference .  â
â canât get caught, so weâre stiller than a statue .  â
â bad news, think iâll probably die before i have you .  â
â told me pick my battles and iâm pickinâ them wise .  â
â so weâll sneak in the back and then weâll kick in the door.  â
â tell me, have you ever keyed a ferrari before ? â
â and iâm not breakinâ, i wonât take it .  â
â and i wonât ever feel this way again .  â
â and i wonât ever try again .  â
â âcause all i want in return is revenge .  â
â âcause i donât need you anymore .  â
â  iâve been trying all my life to separate the time in between the having it all and giving it up .  â
â self - loathing and pride live in my heart .  â
â may my leap not be a fall .  â
â never forget that the stars you hope for only appear in the dark .  â
â  i wonder whatâs in store if i donât love anymore .  â
â we are too young to be hesitating, just run right into it .  â
â nothing grows when a house ainât a home .  â
â lyinâ awake and i stare at the door, i just canât take it no more .  â
â they told me itâs useless, thereâs no hope in store .  â
â  but somehow i just want you more .  â
â  i cry and my knuckles get sore .  â
â and when you decide itâs your time to arrive, iâve loved you for all my life .  â
â somehow i still love you more .  â
â  i should be living the dream .  â
â and you wouldnât believe everything that iâve seen .  â
â no one around me knows who i am .  â
â i know that i have done some wrong, but iâm trying to make it right .  â
â know that i love you but iâm still learning to love myself .  â
â but i go home and i got no self-esteem .  â
â no man wants to really commit .  â
â if i breathe, itâs alright, but some things donât change .  â
â i canât remember half the time that iâve been alive . â
â they said donât meet your heroes, theyâre all fuckinâ weirdos .  â
â nobody loves you, they just try to fuck you .  â
â and who do you call when itâs late at night ? â
â you gotta promise us that you wonât die, cause we need you .  â
â and iâm picking my hair out in clumps in the shower . â
â but then i realized that iâm no higher power .  â
â but i wasnât in love then, and iâm still not now. â
â i think my moral compass is on a vacation. â
â soft and slow, watch the minutes go . â