rdr2 drabble 🤤 when you cry during sex but because you missed them
arthur's hips stilled when he heard your sniffles. immediately knew something was up from the beginning since you were acting more shy than usual. he also is worried he did something wrong. when you tell him it's just because you missed him, he places your hand on his heart the rest of the night so you can hear it beating for you, beating faster when your moan his name, and beating slower during the calm after coming.
charles is usually slower-paced, so he knows you're not crying because you're overstimulated. he completely stops and asks if you're okay, cupping your face in his hands and brushing away tears with his thumbs. after you tell him it's because you missed him, he'll press the softest kiss to your lips and press his forehead against yours, promising he'll never really be away from you, because his heart will always belong to you.
john is frantic whenever you returns from you, so you'll already be misty eyed. it's when his hand finds yours that you cry real tears. john doesn't even notice until he doesn't hear you moaning as frequently. you'll kiss him, tell him you missed him greatly, and that's enough to make his heart hurt. he tries to be gentle the rest of the night, to savor the time he has with you, but you can see his desperation through the way his hands have the bedroll balled into his fists.
javier is already sappy and mellow during sex, whispering in your ear and trailing soft kisses down the side of your neck. he notices your damp skin first when he goes down to press a kiss to your jaw. he pulls back and immediately cradles your face, wiping your tears away. he's relieved to hear it's only because you missed him, but that introduces a new fear: his lover being lonely. javier swears he won't keep you waiting like that ever again. he promises he'll always make it back to his home: you.
bill is a nervous wreck already, afraid he's doing something wrong even if you've both slept together a billion times before. so when he hears your shaky exhales, he pulls out completely. he can't wrap his head around the fact that your tears are for him. he doesn't deserve them. and when he hears the reason behind them, he gets even more confused. you? missing him? bill's so grateful to have someone as sweet as you in his life, and he shows his gratitude by fucking you deep until you fall asleep in his arms.
micah had heard your tears during sex a bunch of times before because he loves to overstimulate you. but he could tell you weren't enjoying yourself. and if you weren't enjoying yourself, then deep down, micah can't either. he scoffs when you tell him you're crying because you missed him. he doesn't want to believe you, but he knows you're dumb enough to miss an asshole like him. (his words, not mine) but micah watches you shed real tears over him, and it has his eyes softening. you get a glimpse at his vulnerability as he gently wipes a few tears from your wet cheek and grumbles that you shut up.
sean spends his whole life making jokes, so it doesn't magically stop during sex. you're both drunk after celebrating his return from almost getting hung. he can hear your gasps for air between sobs as his face is pressed against your throat. sean tries to lighten the mood by joking, but you don't budge. his smile falters, asking if you're really crying. when you tell him it's because you missed him, he can feel his heart beating faster. it flusters him immensely, and he has to kiss you so you don't say anything else that might make his throat feel tighter. he fucks you harder than before, and you swear you can hear the faint whispers when he presses his face to your shoulder that are pledges to be better for you.
dutch doesn’t have time to make love often, so it’s usually very intimate and special—plus, with the extended time you hadn’t seen him. it was the first time in a while that dutch was caught off guard. almost like in shock that you are crying over him. not only does it lwky give him an ego boost, but it makes him feel sick with guilt. which he also wasn’t used to feeling. he doesn’t even try to pull his physiological bullshit. just quietly reassures you as he thrusts into slow and deep. i also imagine he calls you a lot more petnames as soon as you tell him you missed him, probably to butter you up to make you forget about why you were sad in the first place.
