been dead, still dead

drugs, depression & ED

[saccharinehell]

I did my best to be lovable.

[your-arms-are-my-cocoon]

im so tired of being obsessed with people who dont care about me

[obscurix]

i feel so left out. like everyone around me knows how to be a human and i don’t.

[nofuckingideawho]

I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

when the "i don’t need anyone anyway“ act wears off and all i want is for someone to hold me in their arms and tell me their biggest fear is losing me.

[dead-core]

Who up feeling unlovable and useless

[forestaflame]

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

[baddogmari]

my range of emotions go from “it’s scary how much i feel” to “it’s scary how much i don’t feel”

[feeling-likeastranger]

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction

[lullxbyblue]

Every time I let someone know me I regret it

[saccharinehell]

Oh what an unlovable thing I've become.

[sugaglos]

Being with me is like torture I think

[decayingrain]

Just once, I want my absence to be felt.

[bpdbimbo]

sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

[vilea777]

date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me

[bpderanged]

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.