soul full of sorrow

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[somethingtocallmine]

[decayingrain]

Thought id reblog something positive, this blog is for me to scream into the void to cope but its not really as healthy of an outlet as I originally thought.

Of course im still going to have my moments but putting out negativity is only making it worse and its self destructive. 💔

So im going to post "positive vents" to my other blog that has good energy none of my depressing emo shit!

I also wanted to thank all the beautiful souls that reached out and became the light in my darkest moments thank you, i dont deserve your kindness or your time. Well I DO (still working on that self worth) But its just really thoughtful to have that compassion and it really kept me grounded, so thank you. 🤍

[decayingrain]

The funniest thing is I could never hate you even after all this time.

[decayingrain]

Is this even real, you said you loved me was it all a lie?

[decayingrain]

I am not your rebound and my feelings aren't something for you to play with.

[irisili0]

Forgive yourself for all the wrong things you did just to be loved.

[riotd]

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

[decayingrain]

I want this torment to end, but I know its for the best.

[lock-o-lake]

i wish my stuffed animals could hug me back

[jonjjja]

god forbid a woman having some unusual coping skills

[decayingrain]

Im scared if I tell you, everything will change.

[jonjjja]

my biggest desire: to be seen

my biggest fear: to be seen

[jealous-bitch]

I don’t know how to be a person.

[decayingrain]

I love you so much, do you mind if I tear my heart out and throw it at you?

[insaneinpink]

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[decayingrain]

Please think of me, okay...

[allygirlll]

[decayingrain]

Maybe in another life, you and I could be...