⁂
★
d e v o n
Today's Document
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
Cosimo Galluzzi
❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
祝日 / Permanent Vacation
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
2025 on Tumblr: Trends That Defined the Year
ellievsbear
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
Peter Solarz
Monterey Bay Aquarium
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
Discoholic 🪩
JBB: An Artblog!
No title available
Stranger Things
Xuebing Du
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from Malaysia
seen from Türkiye
seen from Indonesia
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Poland
seen from Spain
seen from Malaysia
seen from Netherlands
seen from United States
seen from Netherlands
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from Brazil
seen from Malaysia
seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from Mexico
@postmortuary
People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness
"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally
i need to be used as if my wellbeing doesnt matter. as a literal object. it doesnt matter to you if i cum or not (i will regardless)
Cry of Fear (2012)
break me kill me fuck me
hey can i kill myself in front of you sometime
I wish I knew how to be human, I wish there were no limit to the amount of questions I could ask someone before they get frustrated with me or think I am making fun of them. I wish asking for feedback didn't feel so humiliating and seen as a way to beg for attention even though I personally don't see anything wrong with needing attention. I wish others were direct instead of flattering me with their words, only to then turn their backs on me with the whole "I didn't want to hurt your feelings" explanation. No, you're just lying to me again because no amount of flattery or courtesy could ever bury the ugly truth about me. So I'm left to assume you were simply afraid of how I'd judge you if I'd been honest from the start, as if my opinions had ever carried any real weight. The idea that anyone could fear my judgment is genuinely shocking because I assure you, what I have to say will never matter and will never change anything.
Unlike me, other people aren't to blame for any of this. Most people I meet sincerely just want to be kind. But I have no idea what I'm supposed to do when I feel like I was born wrong in principle, while everyone else seems to know what they're doing and all the unspoken rules that come with being a person. And every time I ask them how they do it, they don't understand what I mean... And I don't know how to explain it.
Please God take me away. I've already wreaked enough damage as it is. Take me away in a way that absolves me of blame, and for the people around them their guilt so that they can be at peace instead. Allow me to get at least one thing right.
