into my galaxy

25 | multi-fandom | this space is for every interest of mine!

[dohu]

[shirokuart]

Comfort ☀️🍷

[leisomnium]

honk shoo mimimi 💤

[shirokuart]

[leisomnium]

harana (serenade)

[katrinreit]

two mimir

[traumainpyjamas]

JENO & JAEMIN \\ VCR Shooting Behind | NCT JNJM FANMEETING TOUR [DUALITY]

[neocatharsis]

260719 NCTsmtown Twitter Update

[neocatharsis]

260717 NCTsmtown Twitter Update

[elliottitt]

one thing ill never get out of my head is ryan going from "i want it to look like you" to "it'll never be me" to "please tell me it's really you". absolutely sickening

[arcanaexe]

and even more of my recent abstract wallpapers

[neocatharsis]

260709 NCTsmtown Twitter Update

[neocatharsis]

260707 JAEMIN IG Update

[papawolfchris]

Fighting for his life to not giggle and failing miserably (yay)

[namunii]

I need to put them in my pocket. 🔥

[frenetic--energy]

what i fucking love about this scene is that we know it's not really ryan, naim knows it’s not really ryan. there's no part about this that is naim being lulled, being seduced, being tricked, being gotcha!'d. it's not him but it wears his face; it talks like him, it caresses like him, it comes close and smiles and laughs like he would. naim is leaning in despite the danger, moth to flame, knowing full well what's in front of him and craving it anyway.

this is queerness as fantasy—what we could be if not for circumstance. it's queer desire in a world determined to treat us as aliens. more than any other moment in the film, this scene exemplifies leviticus thematically in one brutal, efficient stroke. they want us separate and alone and scared, but we don't have to be. loving hurts, and we love anyway.

[hystericalend]

seeing the bus scene in a new light after my rewatch because ohh my god ryan was actually just so ridiculously giddy about naim liking him back. they go and talk to this girl who tells them that the entity looks like who you're most into, and ryan's shifting awkwardly from foot to foot bc welp. guess the truth abt his crush is out there now. what can you do. but then he looks to his left and naim is just as awkward, eyes flicking to him and then away. and wait, hang on a minute. ryan's entity looking like naim is a given, but naim's entity looks like him too. when jessica yells at naim he puts a protective hand on his back because that's something he feels suddenly allowed to do now, knowing what it means that naim's entity looks like him. and when they're on the bus, naim still reeling from the near miss, ryan talks him down, holds his hand, refusing to let fear ruin this. bc he's had a crush on the new kid since he came to town, and he had to work up a shit ton of courage to lead him to the mill and take that first leap of faith. he hadn't lied, when he told naim it was his first time. what he had with hunter was nothing like this. and now he's there on the bus with naim, and even after all the insane shit that's happened and is still happening, he can't help but be stupidly excited by the fact that naim likes him back. yeah this evil demonic entity might never leave them alone, but ryan's just found out naim likes him to the point that it takes his form to tempt him and as fucked up as that is it's kind of validating too. naim likes him, and he kisses ryan back when he leans in, shifts in his seat to give him more room, and you know what? fuck it. ryan's gonna give him the best hand job of his life on this bus right fucking now