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@prep-radio
You know well why Iâm sharing this song.
If you or a loved line are an improv comedian who was let down by âYes, andâ by Ariana Grande, you may be entitled to financial compensation.
YouTube loves sending me down these beautiful, depressing rabbit holes. Youâre coming with me this time.
December 13, 2023
If you listen to this song for the first time at 8 morning pre-coffee, itâs gonna mess you up in the best way possible
Itâs been a while good friends, but I promise Iâve been vibing in my absence. As proof, hereâs a little ditty Iâve been enjoying:
Shout out to Howard University Radio for featuring a selection of songs from artists of color! Two of my favorite picks I heard from them the other night.
https://whur.com
If you like the song âRunning Up That Hillâ by Kate Bush, but are soooo sick of hearing it every 5 seconds, might i recommend Meg Myersâ cover for a refresher?
(FLASH WARNING FOR THE MUSIC VIDEO)
Okay, I canât be the only one who hears it?
June 10, 2022: Patterns
I keep falling into these same unhealthy habits, both physically and socially. What causes us to want to do things that we know are wrong? Is it the instant gratification? Is it that we feel we deserve the negative consequences? Or is it only me?
June 10, 2022: Patterns
"Dream Most Wild" by Cut Worms, out now on Jagjaguwar.STREAM/BUY: https://cutworms.ffm.to/dream-most-wildhttps://www.cut-worms.com/tour/ htt
May 17, 2022: Rest
This weekâs playlist: Rest.
Have covid. Iâm so tired.
This weekâs playlist: Feminine
Out of all the playlists Iâve crafted since Iâve started this new practice, this is the one that Iâve related to the most. Not to say that I myself am feminine, quite the opposite. Iâve been on a journey trying to understand what my definition of femininity is. There seems to be this horrible connection that society has made between a womanâs intelligence and her âeasiness,â so I assume that to be intelligent and to make a case for myself in the world, I must be easy. On top of that, without going into too much detail, being a woman with my specific mental illness has become much harder, as someone notable has been publicly diagnosed with it, and it was a huge blow to the community and further perpetuated the stereotype of âthe crazy girlfriend.â At the same time, Iâve been trying to find intimacy with someone who I genuinely believe is too good for me, and Iâve been unlearning that I must be perfect to deserve respect (see the Rules playlist.) Thereâs a delicate balance between being your true self and being the girl everyone loves and wants to fuck, but either way youâre insane.
May 7, 2022: Feminine
This weekâs playlist: Nostalgia
Sorry, this oneâs not happy. It was supposed to be. I was remembering who I was before I encountered the sadness. It has been years since Iâd last met her, and I thought I loved her - I was confident, and charming, not worrying about every detail in my appearance. But then, I got the reminder that my worst fear was true: I am too much. So back I go. It was nice while it lasted.
April 23, 2022: Nostalgia
This weekâs playlist: Rules.
Perfection is a strange concept, isnât it? The idea that if we commit absolutely no faux pas, even the smallest or the subjective, then we are exempt from every possible horror that comes naturally in existence. We are free from judgement, every tragedy, every streak of bad luck is barricaded from us, in a bulwark of being the shell of a person whom everyone loves. Relating to the âPowerâ playlist, our goal of perfectionism is to have no mud or blood in the water underneath our meticulously-crafted bridge. We need to extend past our mortal senses and choose which alternative timeline we desire and know we will never grow and want to change our mind. (Can you tell I saw EEAAO this week?) Love, hate, disappointment, heartbreak, learning, stumbling, learning, growing, overcoming our adversaryâŚnone of that is valuable compared to the illusion that we are perfect.
Another callback to a previous playlist: I recently deleted a note called âRules.â It was a list of small things I had to do to âwinâ the affection of the person I had in mind when I created the âTrue Loveâ playlist - things that included always wear makeup, stand in A-pose to make hips look smaller, donât discuss mental health, donât laugh too loudly, park your car perfectly in the lines, etc. It was an ill-advised emotion, so I justified by saying if they liked me, I would reciprocate, but I would never pursue them in the fear of rejection. But simply, I canât affect how people feel. But if I were a better person, I would win the unconditional love and support of anyone within an undefined radius of me. Why am I not perfect enough to do that? This playlist is a journey my mind takes when I consider why I donât fall into my own expectations of âthe perfect me.â
(Also, cameo from Daniel Radcliffe.)
April 15, 2022: Rules
This weekâs playlist: Power. Transitioning into adulthood requires a shift in understanding in where we stand in our relationships with others. The simple matter of fact is that everybody, without exception, has a complicated life outside of our experiences with them. Their words and actions towards us are a reflection of all of their experiences culminating into patterns of behavior. Another crucial aspect is what we present of ourselves. If we are not truly authentic or sincere in our identity, can be difficult to manage what each person knows about us, and one of our biggest anxieties becomes use believing that everyone knows everything about us, even things we want to keep bottled away from everyone. The matter of fact is that no matter how loudly our thoughts scream, nobody can hear them. Also I have two songs from Dehdâs album finishing this playlist because I want to.
April 5, 2022: Power
Iâm going to try something new to increase post frequency: each week, I will compile a playlist of the music Iâve been listening to each week. Some will be new music, some will be old, and there may be repeats. But music helps with telling a story, and I need an outlet more than I need to appeal to people with my taste in music. Hope you enjoy.
This weekâs playlist is titled âTrue Love.â Itâs not what I feel, as itâs not strong enough, nor is it a two-way street. But when I manifest intimacy, these are some of the tracks I consider. From a fling to a commitment, it starts with passion. Here is the journey between passion to true love.
March 26, 2022: True Love