I'm Back~
July 15th 2025.
This is still a side blog to hold myself accountable as I make some changes to my appearance and personality.
I failed the first go around from not having enough conviction nor enough money. This time around I won't fail as I have both in spades.
I'm anticipating a lot of tears, sweaty mornings/nights, and some complaining. TW I will talk about weight in most of my posts as I am on a muscle gaining journey.
I had a scary realization that most people live lives of quiet medicore desperation. Life is so short and Death is so long. I want to get my body together NOW because I've wasted enough of my life dissatisfied and desperate.
Not to mention I'm leaving America in a year. I'd rather be the new hottie on the block over just another American expat.
Black woman, 5'3", 25 years old.
What I will be focusing on:
Lose 15lbs Fat
Gain 5lbs Muscle
Rhinoplasty and Liposuction savings (20K)
Keep teeth whitened, every 3 months
Full body hair removal routine
Face and navel permanent hair removal
Clear skin (Face): Pores/Strawberry Face, Pimples, Dark spots.
Clear skin (Body): Pores, Dark spots, ingrown hair marks, strawberry legs.
Colored contacts
Color psychology
New hairstyles (6) that make me look youthful and pretty.
Starting point:
130lbs skinny fat body
Small pimples and dark spots, large strawberry pores
Teeth are as white as they can be naturally
I understand my body type and how to dress for it.
A good wardrobe
Body is recovering from a rash, need to remove ALL rash scarring.
Body: Hairy, dark spots, strawberry legs
I'm splitting the list into seasons so I won't be overwhelmed trying to fix everything at once.
End point: Update August 30th 2026.

















