âItâs better than closing my eyes to screaming nightmares.â The words stung more than they should have. Why did his disapproval make her stomach lurch to her throat. She was suffocating from the weight of that affect.She stopped walking, turned, and met his gaze with kohle smeared down her cheeks. The air was thick between them. There was so much she wanted to say, the space between them sizzled with anticipation.
âAm I drunk or might it be you actually care about me. Men do not ride in on white stallions to save girls like me.â She was a girl, a scared little girl who shook herself to sleep on the best of nights. A girl who had never been touched by a loving man. A fantasy at best, to want to be held intimately by a loverâs soothing caress. Men who wanted her were brutish and rough. She never let them in.
âA man like you wants something I canât give. I wont bed you.â She crossed her arms with a smirk. She was still so innocent to it all, she guarded herself from the world; feelings and all. Thalia bore her femininity behind closed doors. She could be a lady but she would rather no one know just how soft she could be.
So the lie she told with that smirk on her face would be believed but deep down thalia loved the way he felt next to her. She loved the way he smelled and the way he comforted her. He was not the typical beast of a man she knew regularly. He was something new and exotic to her.Â
She inhaled the faint scent of him. It seemed to call her closer into his comforting aura. When she was near him there was a feeling of calm. She was weary of it, a devils trick. Thalia bit her lip thinking about his half naked body holding her just the other night. She didnât know it would feel so nice to be held in his arms. More so she knew not how much relief she received there. A decent nights sleep.Â
His sheets intertwined in her legs, the thoughts swam through her mind. SHe hadnât realized she had went silent for such a long time, âCan I sleep with you tonight?â
Ade watched placidly as she bit back at him with her snarled words, registering the information she had given away. So the nightmares have not stopped then. Iâll need to speak with Eva, soon. He crossed his arms over his chest, waiting, as he ever did, for her to speak her mind.Â
âYou are always drunk, Thalia. But that does not mean I do not care what happens to you, or what you do to yourself. Not only as a member of the Wardens, but as someone I can call friend. I am trying to help you, not ride in on a white horse to save you. Besides, â here he smiled slightly, trying for a joke to lighten the air that had settled to choke them, âLalla is not white. She is a chestnut.â Her smirk and her words made a flush of annoyance creep over his skin and he scowled at her, despite knowing she was trying to bait him.Â
âNot once have I insinuated such a thing, Thalia, and if you think I have then you are sorely mistaken.â He watched her face, his own eyes pulling the skin of his brow into a frustrated bow, a knot of feeling that otherwise sat in a normally passive face. She seemed to drift closer as silence engulfed their words, drowned out by the murmur of the crowd and the laughter of men and women that had surrounded them, and he was not surprised by it, though he was weary. Many sought solace in his presence and had since he was a boy, though Ade had never truly understood why. Especially now, when he harnessed something so dark beneath the surface of his skin.
He snorted at her question, shaking his head at her contradictions. He tapped Mindcaller against his forearm, the ring a comforting and familiar weight on his hand despite only calling the artefact his for a short while. It was a good thing she had not used hers, in the state she was in. It would have reflected quite poorly on the Wardens if she had. âAnd here I thought Iâve just heard you say you wouldnât be bedding me. Am i that persuasive?â He was teasing her, and he hoped she caught that, but he walked past her as he said it, thrown over his shoulder as an afterthought. He stopped a few feet away, at the back entrance of the inn and tavern, the kind that exited through the stables and left them in relative peace, and waited, brow raised.Â