a middle aged french priest with tendencies of obsessive love and devotion . . . stuck and trapped in a young adult twisted mind of trauma mentally disturbed eoa survivor
i love my guardian angel and no one else. ♡
dependence++delusion++selfsacrifice++worship++protective type ( i’m surely getting a bit old for these , but still . . . ) while the collective is polyamorous , i am entirely monogamous. i love only my savior.
i am an 8 : 11 introject of leon tremblay. sourcemates are , by all means , free to interact . . . however i am fairly uncomfortable with the way i acted in source , so if i appear hesitant that is why
i am a religious , obsession and trauma holder. i hold very dark aspects of the body’s trauma . . . please interact at all times with caution.
✟ ⠀︵⠀hide in the confessional ﹒⟢ — nsft . . . please block this tag if needed to
✟ ⠀︵⠀a powerful gold light radiates﹒⟢ — my beloved 🤍 my guardian angel
✟ ⠀︵⠀mother mary’s dolls﹒⟢ — vent
✟ ⠀︵⠀hello ryker. need something ? ﹒⟢ — ask responding
✟ ⠀︵⠀i wont waste my last breath on unimportant matters﹒⟢ — posts
✟ ⠀︵⠀hidden path guided by the lord’s light﹒⟢ — reblogs
✟ ⠀︵⠀the priests of the parish﹒⟢ — people I find interesting
Apparently people don’t know how to read, so let me make something overwhelmingly clear. Okay?
I have been with Flo for a long time. I have stated, several times mind you, that I’m not interested in another partner. Had you actually wanted to a pursue a relationship with either of us, you would know that. I am monogamous. I am only interested in Flo.
Now they're talking about 'monitoring my blog' ... This is so absurdly embarassing... I wish my headmates would leave me alone. I understand their worry, but I hate being treated like a petulant child.
hi everyone , I’m a member of Leon’s system / it’s headmate. I’m just here to say it is not dead. I’m just fronting and it’s lurking around … One of us has to be functional and it’s gonna be me.
It will be back sooner, so long as things calm down for us. Thanks.
Let me tell you how much I've come to love you since I have had the luck to meet you.
There are 45 miles of nervous filaments that compose my synaptic system, laid and stretched out like a map.
If the word 'love' was engraved on each delicate filament of those tens of miles composing my body it would not equal one one-billionth of the love I feel for humans at this micro-instant.
the first breath, my euphoria, branding mark, and licking the boot?
The First Breath (how did you meet your darling / how would you like to meet your darling?) It’s quite a funny story, really! My clockwork angel reached out to me and we began speaking. From there … well, things just bloomed into love.
My Euphoria (if you stalk people , what methods do you use to stalk them ?) I do not, however if I would I would probably keep an album of their photos and keep track.
Branding Mark (would you kill your darling ? why or what would make you do it ?) Perhaps. I think it would occur only in a dire circumstance, if I knew he cannot handle me anymore. Though it wouldn’t be my first move … I’d try to force a reconciliation. If that doesn’t work, that’s when it would happen and I would take a load of pills or do something to join them.
Licking The Boot (do you obey your darling, or does your darling obey you ?) I think we both obey eachother our fair amount. We are yan4yan, so we follow eachother and whatnot. I’d argue it depends on the mood.
(both are for the cat-themed ask game, by the way, just realized it might be weird to get random cat words without context)
Hissing (are you jealous or possessive when it comes to your darling? if so, what makes you jealous or possessive?) Hm… I would be inclined to say I am. I don’t like the idea of other people flirting with my clockwork angel, even if he always comes back to me in the end… seeing people send them romantic asks outside from me would also drive me to insanity.
Purring (what are your top love languages?) I think quality time is my biggest.
Big cat (do you want to control your darling? how much? what would you want to control?) Oh my… I would want to fully control my darling if I had the chance. But in a sweet way, if that makes sense? I would want to decide when they go out, with who they go out, etc etc, but only to help them. That way we can spend more time together! He wants that. I know he does.
Stray cat (how do you feel when your darling interacts with others? do you try to isolate them?) I will admit it drives me crazy… but I would never want to isolate them. I know they know other people… I just wish they didn’t!
Kitten (who was your first darling? are you still in touch?) Depends who counts as what. As a whole, our first darling was a terrible cheating piece of shit… I despise him. But alterwise, my angel is my first darling. The rest I have rejected.
Catnip (Favorite thing about your darling?) I think I do genuinely adore his passion the most… My clockwork angel is so endlessly devoted to the things he adores. I always get fascinating rambles about the things he is interested in. While it is difficult for me to fully understand, I can admire the passion. I really hope one day I can get him a nice figurine of his favorite character!
Collar (The worst thing you would do for your darling?) Oh god… In my fantasies, I dream about demolishing entire cities for him just to find people who have hurt him. I think, realistically, I would be happy to beat someone up for him if he were to ask.
Meowing (How do you express love towards your darling?) I try to do it by showing interest in what he likes! I also hope when the depression starts to calm down, we can start doing movie nights and the like as well… I enjoy spending time, to put it plainly.
Whiskers (How close are you with your darling?) I would like to think me and my angel are very, very close.
priest who is secretly into a lot of stuff and some of it is really strange stuff at that but refuses to mention it because it’s ungodly. come on man we all know you’re into worship
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