Fear Me

Hi! I'm Owyn. I'm aResident Assistant /nonbinary / Graphic Design Student/ activist/Disabled and in Chronic Pain. I have a Service Dog named Lexi and she helps me with my Mental Health mostly, but also a lot of Physical Stuff. I genuinely swear all the time. please don't follow me if this is upsetting to you because I do not tag for curse words. I live in Seattle and I'm mostly just really sad. use whatever pronouns feel right in your heart

[tryclops]

us celebrating joe biden beating an actual literal facist is like when you get winded going up two flights of stairs... it should not have been this difficult but at least we made it

[chaoselph]

[otherwindow]

The Transistor devs role-reversing the game’s narrative from “Boxer man avenges dead singer girlfriend” to “Singer loses voice going apeshit on gang who killed her boxer boyfriend” is so iconic and more games need to reverse roles like this

[catgirl-bartender]

“I love drawing girls,” She says, moments before turning the studio on it’s head with her wildly captivating artwork that sparked them to redefine the script to feature her character as the protagonist

[lumsel]

Context for this one makes it even better - the girl was adapted from an earlier story concept about an innkeeper whose wizard boyfriend got trapped inside a magic sword. The artist suggested they use that idea instead when they first started having story problems, but the lead was like “god, that’d be great, but that was a fantasy story and this is sci-fi, you can’t just have a massive soul-stealing demon sword in a sci-fi game“

And the artist goes “yeah? watch this.”

[umbrellanumber5-deactivated2021]

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[princeanderfels]

I wish I just would just disappear

[naga-swag]

[orion-lake]

Sara Pascoe hosts Live at the Apollo 

[anxious--ace]

@princeanderfels you and lexi

[princeanderfels]

Honestly, I hate when people refer to my Service Dog as my fur baby. Yuck.

[wlfgrrl]

[alexgundam]

Chibodee Crocket reads an issue of the New York Times on a Shinjuku subway while he waits for Domon Kasshu - Mobile Fighter G Gundam (episode 13, 1994)

[lametooru]

haikyuu!! week | day 3: words

↳  favourite quote : “if you experience that moment ..”

[midwestgender]

ppl don’t understand adhd/autistic cleaning processes. we think so far ahead it’s like,,, impossible to do shit. you want me to vaccuum my bedroom floor? okay. we need to pick up all the stuff thats on it first, though. and where are we going to put the stuff? well, theres a couple categories of Stuff- Clothes, Random Items, and Trash. Trash is easy, we just throw it away. Clothes have to be sorted into Clean, Not Clean- and then the not clean ones have to go in the laundry bag, but theres so many so i might have to start a load now- ugh, distracted. lets go back to the clean clothes. well, these go in my drawer but- my drawer is really disorganized, so i’ll have to organize the clothes first so that theyll fit and look neat. by the time i’m done with that, i’ve spent an hour and a half trying to do stuff in my room. i finally turn to random items, most of which can find a home on my desk, but others i dont really know what to do with. plus, my desk is dirty. so i have to organize my desk, figure out where everything goes, and the stuff that doesn’t have a place can go in… a box, i guess. (not like i don’t have three other boxes full of random stuff in my closet)  so i put all the items back up but now i have this box full of stuff i dont know if i need so i have to go through it, sorting it into donate and dont donate piles. i might as well throw in some clothes to, so i dig through my clothes drawer and get the clothes i dont want, throw them in there too. okay, back to the random items- the ones i dont want to donate are still here, so i have to put them somewhere. i dont have anywhere to put them- maybe i should get a shelf? i start googling shelves, figuring out which ones would be best for my room, debating prices, learning about installation, and eventually im like ‘well, already on my computer’ and i decide im going to ‘check’ social media and end up lost in it for an hour or so. you walk back in, and theres stuff all over the floor, albeit in bags and boxes, and it still hasnt been vacuumed. its been five hours since i started. how does it take five hours to clean your room? it just does. 

[princeanderfels]

I would kill someone for a siatic nerve massage right now. I'm in so much pain.

[feralfaaye]

Lmao when your asthma acting up and you gotta wonder if the corona finally got you

[ninfanaiade]

Rutina Wesley as Nova Bordelon in Queen Sugar (2x06)

[princeanderfels]

She's such a beautiful and talented actress.

[venticaramelmocha]

Draco Malfoy in the books

If you didn’t read the books you wouldn’t know…

Draco Malfoy personally made the Potter stinks buttons and nobody could fix them to say Harry was cool and shit, if they tried it would only make the insults worse

You wouldn’t know Draco Malfoy was always right behind Hermione in grades

You wouldn’t know Draco was seriously the most animated person at school and acted out everything. 

You wouldn’t know Draco got deeply offended when people didn’t laugh at his jokes

You wouldn’t know Draco created the Weasley is our King song, tune and all. (Probably in the shower or something because he’s such a weenie) 

You wouldn’t know Draco and Ron got into a fist fight in their first year

You wouldn’t know about the huge knock down drag out between Draco, Harry and the rest of the Slytherin and Gryffindor quidditch team in their fifth year. (Harry  and Draco just fucking tackle each other and start whooping each others asses and it’s amazing.)

You would miss out on basically everything Draco says and does. He’s a walking gold mine and It’s upsetting the movies didn’t devote a few seconds for any of his shit (Azkaban did an okay job) 

You wouldn’t know about the Weasley is our king buttons he made in fifth year either

You wouldn’t know Draco didn’t actually try and fight a Hippogriff he was just petting him and offhandedly said that he was ugly. He didn’t sprint over to him, he actually did all the bowing and what not.

If you didn’t read the books you wouldn’t know that Draco is the most annoyingly smart and artistic little shit you’ve ever heard of. 

[readthebloodybook-deactivated20]

you also wouldn’t know that Harry was the only seeker who could beat him. That he suffered from quite severe depression in book five. Quit Quidditch, stopped seeing his friends. He was depressed to the point of looking physically sick. That when he confronted Dumbledore he said he had to kill Dumbledore because Voldemort had his family. Not because he was concerned for himself. You wouldn’t know that he was the only person able to find a way into Hogwarts passed Dumbledores protection spells.

[dreamydrarry]

you guys also miss out on the fact that Draco brilliantly sneaks some polyjuice potion from a potions lesson so that he can transform Crabbe and Goyle into different girls all the time so that no one suspected they were up to anything while the two of them guarded the area outside of the room of requirement for Draco.

you guys don’t get to see how his “big bad slytherin buddies” actually tried to calm him down on the train when he was obviously anxious about the whole Voldemort thing. he even calmly laid in Pansy’s lap while she played with his hair.

you guys don’t know about Draco going to visit moaning Myrtle in her bathroom and how she admits that he opens up to her and how he’s sensitive and cries pretty often. and the whole fact that they’re friends.

you guys even miss out on the fact that Draco and Harry meet before they introduce themselves in the handshake scene while they’re being fitted for school robes in Diagon Alley, and Draco has a full conversation with Harry without even knowing who he is.

i don’t think you even get a glimpse of the fact that Draco always receives letters and packages of sweets and stuff from home while he’s away at school.

i also can’t stand the fact that they removed THIS SCENE and basically added the total opposite. how are you going to delete the best character development for Draco, and just make him weak? standing next to his fellow classmates and refusing to cross the courtyard when his family calls him, yelling “Potter!” when he realizes that Harry is actually alive and running towards him and throwing him a wand!! it’s the strongest, ballsiest, audience-mind-changingly scene possible, and they just throw it all away.

((sorry i’m just really salty about how he was portrayed in the movies ok))

[astoriawho]

reblogging for old times sake because it makes my heart happy that nearly 300,000 people care about draco malfoy and how the movies cheated him out of the portrayal his character deserved

[princeanderfels]

The thing that kills me is JK Rowling detests that people like Malfoy. In fact she pretty much rallies against him.

A lot. Like. A lot a lot. To the point where, when I tell people Draco is one of my favorite characters (not that I would date him. Just that he’s in my top 5) people have legitimately told me “JK Rowling says people only like him because of how Tom portrayed him in the movies.” I’m always very swift to answer that, while Tom Felton is funny, I actually like Draco better in the books and that in think he’s way more intriguing.

Also, like, Rowling likes to bump up the “He’s a BULLY” thing, but how is Draco’s bullying as a child damning, but not James or Sirius, or Snape? How is a child who is raised in an environment where they’re taught hatred is normal more to blame than one who was just an entitled prick?

No. Rowling is absolved from any Harry Potter related content for basically ever. I can’t stand her and her incessant aging white soccer mom bull shit.

Tl;dr Draco is great fight me

Edited to add: Also, this is not me saying he’s a good person, but he is a child and the bullying should have been stopped by the adults who were there to fucking teach children to be good people, instead Dumbledore was using his staff, who’s job it was to fucking teach children as spies and warriors, thus putting them in a place where properly correcting behavior was not only dangerous, but they had to become bullies themselves or risk their lives. Like… I get so heated. Dumbledore ain’t shit.

[princeanderfels]

I just hit my foot on a bench and almost fainted (I drop and nearly drop a lot) so I laid down because I felt the grey zone wash over me and I don't want to hit my head. My service dog proceeded to lick my face and hands to keep me from fully fainting. She's such a good girl.

[catchymemes]