Princeps Fianna

Madainn mhath! I am huge fan of Lynch, Pearse, Stirnier, Jean Paul Sarte, Emil Cioran and Nietzsche! I also like to study history. Especially Jacobin France & Saladin! Photography is a passion of mine. Literature is a fascination of mine! Poetry I am enamoured with and create many poems, sadly, none good! Sabaton is my favourite band as is Heavy Metal as a genre. My favourite song is Roland the Headless Thompson Gunner! “It is not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late.” - Emil Cioran (This quote is so fucking true) "Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does” “The spirit of the Celtic world is essentially religious, an aspiration towards the unseen.” - George William Russel “The Republic can never be abandoned while there is a man left to fight for it.” -Lynch

[princepsfianna]

I thought I was pretty yesterday at Bronyscot! <3

[schizospecfaye]

Today in therapy I learned the term double bookkeeping and everything makes much more sense now

“Double bookkeeping is a term introduced by Eugen Bleuler to describe a fundamental feature of schizophrenia where psychotic reality can exist side by side with shared reality even when these realities seem mutually exclusive.”

This is why I can know I’m schizophrenic and still believe my delusions. My psychosis is its own separate reality where everything is possible. Logic doesn’t apply there, I’m unreal, my reality is unreal so unreal things can happen. I know it’s physiologically impossible and implausible, I know it’s a symptom of psychosis and not an experience I share with most of the world, but it’s still real to me

Do any other schizospec folk experience this?

[princepsfianna]

Yep

[psychotic-psypport]

The insidious part of "its just a joke" regarding psychosis is the BLATANT double standard.

"The voices told me to!" "Delulu!" "Is [blank] in the room with us?"

All treated as acceptable!!

I make a joke about my very real symptoms from my very official schizospec diagnosis that very genuinely ruined my life for several years?

Not acceptable!! It makes people sad!! I'm no fun at parties!!

The fact that actual sufferers of a condition are told to keep certain details to themselves AND are expected to put up with bullshit jokes is absolutely outrageous.

We are allowed to be the joke, we are not allowed to make the joke.

[princepsfianna]

Got complimented on for my dress and saw the TADC finale

i'm literally a #winner

[nopebutt]

PANCAKE DATEEEE, got a lil… messy

[princepsfianna]

JUST GOT A INTERNSHIP IN A LAW FIRM AAAAAA I AM EMPLOYED I AM LITERALLY GOING TO BE A SOLICITOR I WILL BECOME MIDDLE CLASS ARISE FORM POVERYTYTIH SDYUFHSDIGUH

[mtsodie]

i like this picture a lot its so beautiful to me . you're free

[princepsfianna]

how it felt when amino got shut down

[akirachuuu]

Thoughts

[princepsfianna]

OH MY GOD I FEEL SO PRETYT IN THIS DFRESS AND SHIRT USDHFUIFHASDFS HDAHAAAA

[princepsfianna]

Not being out and still being closeted is hard but honestly even being able to privately, alone, expres myself is relieving. Dysphoria sucks but its liberating anyway!

And I simply love this dress 🥹🥹

[princepsfianna]

Who’s your favourite gay person?

Well

My wife

My trans ass

Err

You?

Err

My irls

[princepsfianna]

Art and cool new shirt!!!

I did a drawing and coloured it in but it's not the best, just staring tho

And I really love this shirt I think it makes me look cool! Some other cool photos I guess!

[adventuremo0n]

horse yuri, more likely than you think

[princepsfianna]

[jaxantics]

and my outlook just… changed.

[maple-meadow-art]

Applejack boop /)

[mlpqueer]

Thorax!! Or Ocellus! I love the new changelings and they deserve more love

ocellus!! :3 she's so sparkly...

[mediumsizetex]

mlpqueer