...sometimes, God redeems your story by surrounding you with people who need to hear your past, so it doesn't become their future. 2013, what a year that was. If I were to sum up my 2013 in one scripture, it would be: Ephesians 2:8 "Saved by grace through faith in Jesus Christ" We all face difficult situations, and how we respond to it, defines us. When I came to know Christ, I learned the essence of prayer. There is no powerful solution to any situation than opening the bible and having a quiet time with The Lord. I learned that when you begin and end your day with a prayer, everything in between comes just, right. When I surrendered my life to Christ, I surrendered everything that is within me, particularly my struggles, worries, sins, and pain. Christ took them out from me wholeheartedly. He answered all my questions through His words in the bible. It was overwhelming and truly comforting. Those answers made me seek Him more and He came in response to me through my disciplers. Apart from my Victory family, I have a number of spiritual family whom I can talk to about anything and everything at anytime. Christ blessed me with people who helped me be the person I am today. Not long ago, my prayers were all Why's but when I finally understood everything Christ did for me, that He died on the cross for me(John 3:16), everything turned into thank you's. In anything and everything, we must always give thanks to Him, (1 Thessalonians 5:18) and so I made it my mission to help men and women who are struggling the same circumstances I once was. I prayed to God to allow me be an instrument of His unconditional love, and I feel so blessed for I am currently discipling 6 people that I believe, God directed to me (Genesis 2:18). In the past year, I have encountered these 3 frequently asked questions: 1. How do you do it? 2. Where is your strength coming from? 3. Do I have what it takes? And it all boils down to one answer, Christ crucifixion. I remember asking one of my discipler, why she kept on pursuing me when I was really stubborn, arrogant and kept on denying Christ, and she told me that it wasn't her, it was Christ not giving up on me. I cried for joy. Indeed He opens the door to those who knocks. (Matthew 7:7) This may seem vague to you, but I hope and I pray that whoever you are, may you find wisdom and strength thru this testimony. I chose not to share in details for I made a pact with Christ that I will always take the high road on my route to Christianity and I will always try and avoid hurting someone along the way. But hey little fighter, I myself am a struggling fighter. Like Christ, I have been thrown stones at, and despite my silence, these stones kept on coming, yet I tell you, you will never see any visible bruise for Christ is my shield and no stones can ever get through. Ask, Seek, and Knock. When you don't have it, ask God for it (James 4:1-3) While waiting respond to what God is changing (James 4:3) (Ecclesiastes 3:11) When God says it, believe and receive it (1 John 5:13-15) I am not yet completely healed, I am a work in progress but I feel so fulfilled that Christ led me to Victory. God opened my heart and I know it is He working on me now, helping me write this testimony. He is Great, He is Faithful. Psalm 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. Don't give up. Whenever you feel like giving up, remember the reason why you began. We are fortunate for He allowed us to take a peek on what He went thru on the cross. 'He gives his hardest battles to His strongest soldiers'. I promise you little fighter, soon days will be brighter. I remember my 1st ever service in Victory, Pastor Meng preached Philippians 4:13. Indeed, I can do all things through Him who gives me strength. People will usually hurt you in attempt to heal themselves. But know that the true mark of maturity is when somebody hurts you and you try to understand their situation instead of trying to hurt them back "Having a soft heart in a cruel world is courage, not weakness" - Katherine Henson