The Princess Has Arrived

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[yevgenygallavich]

"I can’t.. end it." he said. "I don’t want this again come on." he mumbled. "It won’t aid me. My mom is going to die in this shit, or at least try to, and I don’t want to go trough that again." he said before standing up. "I live my whole fucking life in a nightmare and now I’m here and it won’t stop. Great!" 

[princesskiarayo]

Kiara sighed and she let go of his hand. "If she's trying to commit suicide in there, you fucking bust open the door and you stop her, you are only haunted by this because you sit here and do nothing, you can either stand there and cower in your fear or you can do something and change it, be the change you want to see Michael." She shouted at him and sighed. She looked around the living room and she couldn't see much, so she tensed up her muscles again trying to prepare to throw herself at the door. She was waiting for Michael to try and make a move though. "If you want the nightmare to stop living on, then you fucking stop it, no one can fix it but you, I'm sure you didn't choose to act this way upon it, but you can change it. What's in the past is in the past, and what happened happened, we can't change it and we can't end it, but we can remedy it. Not everything always stays broken." She said and got quiet at the end. 

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Is it bad to have the craving to go out and drink

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“I should have known,” she said as she chuckled. “Alright, alright Kiara. But

one drink, OK? Only one. I don’t want your mother to kill me.”

[princesskiarayo]

Kiara chuckled a bit with Lili and she smiled when she agreed and then continued to say only one drink and she rolled her eyes. "My mother just likes to intimidate, she likely isn't focused on me right now anyways." 

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[yevgenygallavich]

"This is complete bullshit they should.. I don’t know monitor them better or something for fucks sake!" he said, nearly yelling but he tried to contain his voice the best he could. "No it won’t. Because my past isn’t over yet. If this is.. going to be what I think it is then there is still a constant fucking risk of it happening and I.." he stopped himself from rambling, staring at the floor in front of his feet as tears swelled up in his eyes, the painful memories flooding back in. "Yea it has.. in the kitchen." he mumbled, looking at the door that connected the kitchen with the living room, it was closed, probably locked like the last time and every time before that.

[princesskiarayo]

"Michael shh, calm down." Kiara said in a soothing voice as he began to get worked up about it all. "What's going on in the kitchen? maybe this landscape thing will help you learn to end this, maybe it'll help you use your powers to aid you, you just have to try." Kiara said calmly and she still had hold on his hand. "Just remember, no matter how real it feels, it's not real." 

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[yevgenygallavich]

"Ehm.. I hate this I literally just arrived here why are they pulling a prank on us now? Seriously couldn’t they have waited a bit longer until I knew about all this!" he said, desperately.

"Yea.." he mumbled, almost inaudible. Swallowing hard as he looked around. "I don’t want this.. not again.." he mumbled, he was breathing hard, on the verge of tears.

[princesskiarayo]

Kiara got a better grip on his hand but not too tight but to remind him that she was still there with him. "They're the gods it's almost impossible for them to keep track of everyone and besides my guess it's a minor god or something so then they really don't have any idea." She said and she looked at him and she had some sympathy. "Maybe it'll make some peace with your past, this may be helping you stand up to your fears a bit, just wait for more to happen, nothing has happened yet." She said calmly. 

[princesskiarayo]

[princesskiarayo]

"Well, it’s Halloween, gods like to play tricks, and it’s too cliche for a whole black out to happen over the school. Also for me to hear voices in my head, it only adds up to one thing." Kiara said and then she walked back towards Michael. "One or more of the gods have...

[princesskiarayo]

"No I don't imagine that Zeus would let us die like this it's sort of like a stimulation of your fear so nothing can actually hurt you and kill you." Soon all around them Kiara watched as their surroundings changed around them and she the house come into view and she came over to Michael and she held his hand "is this your house Michael ?" She asked him. (Sorry on my phone)

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[yevgenygallavich]

"But it was dark as fuck. How can’t it be to blame by a power outage? I mean." he said. Michael just looked at her, dumbfounded as he brain tried to process what had happened.

"No Kiara it’s fine.." he said with a smile. "Eh my turn? My turn for what?" he asked, frowning.

[princesskiarayo]

"Well, it's Halloween, gods like to play tricks, and it's too cliche for a whole black out to happen over the school. Also for me to hear voices in my head, it only adds up to one thing." Kiara said and then she walked back towards Michael. "One or more of the gods have decided to play a prank on the school, the power goes out, and we're in a new landscape, you just saw one of my darkest and deepest fears I have, so I only assume, we'll be going through yours soon." Kiara said meaning shew as trying to go through the list of gods to determine which one would do it. "At the end of the day, we just have to play their game." 

[princesskiarayo]

Kiara was in a little coffee shop and she was looking at the selection of donuts and muffins and then pointed to one. "I want that one."

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[yevgenygallavich]

"That’s not true Kiara you’re not a burden." he said. He wanted to ask her what she meant by real father but he could make up a couple of scenario’s, so he just decided to ask her later. "I’m pretty sure no one takes pity on you Kiara.." he said, the disbelief in his voice had faded, made room for a more persuasive tone. "Yea well I guessed that much." he mumbled, smiling lightly as he looked at her.

[princesskiarayo]

Kiara closed her eyes tightly and tried to make the voices go away. She leaned her head and rested it on his shoulder. When he replied to her she gave a very faint smile. "No, I mean, it never went out in the first place." She said softly and she opened her eyes again and saw the people, her friends and family very close to her standing there. They weren't really standing there. Their images to Kiara they started to falter. Kiara let go of Michael and looked around, she knew what she had to do. Kiara found a sword and picked it up holding the hilt in her hand, and she ran forward. She ended up making a big sweeping motion cutting across them all, they were all shrieking at her and telling her she would lose them forever now, but as soon as they realized Kiara didn't buy it they were just demons that faded after that. 

Dropping the sword to a clatter on the ground, she took a deep breath in. "I'm sorry you had to deal with me but I figured out what this is." Kiara said and turned around to look at him. "It's your turn next, when it happens I have no idea." She said. 

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[princesskiarayo]

Michael looked back at those people as Kiara said those things, he shook his head. “Kiara you’re not worthless. I know I don’t know you that well but I know you’re not worthless, I know your friends and family do care and why would they have pity for you? You are probably one of the strongest females I know. So what is there they can pity? Your strong, your smart.” he said, he took his hands off her for a moment, looking at her before placing himself in front of her. “Kiara their.. not real.” he said, trying to hide the disbelieve in his voice. He didn’t know if they were real or not but he couldn’t see his friend in this pain.

She heard Michael trying to make her feel better and soon felt his arms leave her and he was facing her now. She looked at him and tried to listen. "I'm just a burden, and my real father probably doesn't want me if I tell him he's going to reject me, you don't understand, they just pity that I'm the lonely person so they become my friend.." After she spoke she heard him mention they weren't real and she took a short breath in. "The power didn't go out." She mumbled. 

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[princesskiarayo]

"Telling you things? Like.. like what?" he asked, kind of panicking as he looked between the people standing far away from them and her. "Kiara please.. calm down."

he said. “It’s.. like you said right? Their voices in your head. Their.. their not real voices.” he attempted, it might be a lame attempt but at the rate he was panicking it was the best he could come up with. He didn’t know what was going on, it were only questions in his mind and he could not find a single answer to them. Kiara could, she was smart a daughter of Athena he just had to help her with these voices. He hoped he could help her, although he doubted it.

Kiara was listening to what Michael was saying for a few brief moments and he was asking what kinda things and asking her to calm down. Kiara couldn't help but listen to what they were saying, "It started out as all my close friends and potential family, telling me all these things, that I'm worthless, no one cares about me, they just have pity for me, but now the voices aren't recognizable and they're just telling me what I should think now, and they tell me all the same things in more vicious ways." Kiara said softly as she was almost completely blanked out listening to the voices. Her mind was isolating her, which was the main part of her fear was feeling alone. The feeling of Michael's arms at this point didn't feel like they were there but she knew they were and that was one thing that kept her from completely going. "please help." Kiara managed to barely make audible. 

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Is it bad to have the craving to go out and drink

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I teach at 8 AM, 10 AM, and then my last class is at 2 AM. Yeah, a video could work. Thanks Kiara!

[princesskiarayo]

"Now that i helped you, you should help me." Kiara said with a small tiny smirk, and then she continued again, "You should take me with you, and let me drink, I'm almost legal. It'd be our little secret." Kiara said with a wink.

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[yevgenygallavich]

"I hope they put the power back on soon because I’m not liking this. At all!" he said, nearly yelling as the uneasy feeling grew. Michael looked around, frowning. "What is this.. who.. what?" he asked,  he grew confused which didn’t help his feeling of uneasy. 

Michael immediately followed her, his voice quiet under the voices as he asked her what was wrong, begging her to stop and talk but she didn’t seem to listen. When she finally came to a halt he let out a deep sigh. “Voices? What.. voices?” he asked, looking back at the line of people. He frowned slightly as he put his arms around her. “Kiara c-calm down.. we.. it.. Kiara listen to me.” 

[princesskiarayo]

Despite covering her ears the voices were still strong in her head and they only got louder. Soon she felt arms around her, which gave her some comfort, and she was still crying at this point. What if Michael didn't actually even like her either? What if it was all just him feeling sorry for her? She looked at him and she could still hear him with all the voices still going on. 

"The voices, they're in my head, they wont stop, they keep telling me things." Kiara said shaking a bit and unable to control the situation, she had a few tears roll down her face still. 

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[yevgenygallavich]

Michael jumped a little when he felt a hand against his chest but let out a relieved sigh once he noticed the hand belonged to Kiara. “Yea that’s me.” he said, trying to look around but it was too dark to see anything.

"Y-yea I’m.. fine.. what’s going on?"

[princesskiarayo]

Kiara could tell already that he seemed a bit relax that she was still there and he could tell she was there but she could also tell he was still a little uneasy and she exhaled softly. "It seems the power has gone out, goes with the whole halloween theme I suppose."  She said but then things were slowly changing and it was almost like the lights had been on again, but they were in the institute. It was a bit different though, and just as she was about to question it a few of her friends and family showed up, Her biological father, Lil, Ajani, and few others were standing there before her. 

It was odd but soon enough her biggest fear was starting to happen. The stood in a line before her, all telling her she was worthless and they never really liked her. The worst brutal one was her father, also known has Jasper Bishop, her teacher rejecting the idea that she was remotely related to him, that she wasn't his child, he didn't want her, and it was major rejection. Kiara couldn't take it and she began to run from them all but the voices traveled to her brain still. "You're worthless, you mean nothing, you aren't my child, you aren't good enough, you'll never be loved." All the words weren't being spoken aloud they were just in her head and she just stopped running and she dropped to her knees and began to cry. "The voices wont stop." Kiara spoke out shakily and she tried to cover her ears. 

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

[yevgenygallavich]

Michael hadn’t been to the party. Well he had, he’d been inside for exactly five seconds before turning around immediately, trying to phone his mom but she didn’t pick up. He was worried, although he knew that he couldn’t go home not right now, he’d already visited his mom and he couldn’t shadow travel anymore for today. 

He tried to answer but nearly everything went black, he looked around panicking a little. “I-I’m still here yea.” he said, searching in the dark for Kiara but he was a little too afraid to move. 

[princesskiarayo]

Kiara heard him speak out and she felt a bit better knwoing that he was still there. She kept making small steps forward and then her hands hit something solid. "Michael, is that you?" She asked Kiara kept looking around wondering how long the power was going to be out. 

She could hear in his voice there was a bit of panic. "Are you okay Michael?" She asked him.

[princesskiarayo]

Our Darkest Moments (Michael)

Kiara had been at the party that was going on at the school. Kiara had managed to collect a halloween costume, which she made herself red riding hood. She had been dancing with a few of the senior guys having fun here and there but eventually Kiara stumbled out of the big party scene to get a breath of fresh air, and that was when she had ended up seeing Michael and she smiled, "Hey! I haven't seen you for awhile, how have you been?" Kiara asked him. 

Before he could answer the whole scene went black and she extended her hand forward. "Michael are you still there? I can't see much, let me try and find you." She said as she began to take a few steps forward trying to feel for him. 

[yevgenygallavich]

"That’s true." he agreed with a smile. "Their cool but I’m not sure my shadows will protect me while knowledge can protect you."

[princesskiarayo]

"Well you can mold your power into anything you vision. You could potentially use it more of a defensive power to physically protect you, just depends how you work on your power and how you use it." Kiara said smiling. "As for knowledge, it's a gift and a burden. Anything can be a gift and burden but with knowledge, hypothetically speaking, is it better to be sad and aware of everything and to know all these things, or not know much about anything and be naive? highly intellectual people have a habit of intimidating and therefore we can be rather lonely sometimes." She said and went into a bit of silence, "Sorry to ramble."

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Is it bad to have the craving to go out and drink

even though I have a class to teach tomorrow? Because it’s seriously been a long time since I’ve gone out and have a drink or two.

[princesskiarayo]

"I don't think it's bad at all. I say go and do it, what time do you teach tomorrow? If it's too early just put a video on related to the class." Kiara suggested.