About The Author
Hello ! So, first of all, you can Call me Maee ! I am 27 years old, I live in Canada, my First language is French but also speak English, as you can see and currently learning Korean. I have two cats, I'm a coffee addict and when I got an Hyperfixation on something Everyone is award of it.
I start Writting when I had 10 years olds, made some fanfiction about many things like shugo chara, Naruto, Tokyo Mew Mew ( Cause, yeah I also Like anime ) and I always Dreamed to write and publish my own Book. I started working on that this year with characters I use/Used during my Dongeon & Dragons games.
If you didn't noticed Yet, my favorit Corlor is pink but I also really like pretty much any pastel color. I could talk about what I love for Hours, but I think you knew enough for now. You can still come talk to me if you want to know more ! I don't bite I swear except if you ask
Things you will find on my blog
Actually it's mostly some Kpop stuff, mostly about Big Bang or Squid game like Thanos and Nam Gyu, related stuff. I didn't mention it in the about me section, but I always was a huge Kpop fan since I have 16. I started with Super Junior and even 10 years later they're still in my heart but not for the same reasons than before. Now I'm probably more of a V.I.P than an E.L.F.
My favorit thing to write about is S M U T.
I never found any pleasure ... in real life, or any magical moment while doing it so that's why I like smut so much. It's not real, it make me believe, it make me have my own pleasure even if it's in my head. I know it could sound really weird but when I read smut, my brain really feel stimulated and that's almost better than just ... real life dissapointement. It's really just me, my head and my fantasies, that it. I will give Warning if a chapter or a One shot have S M U T in it so if you don't like it, no worries, I got you.
Request
My requests are open. You can Ask me things you would like me to write. I can also write about other fandom like Hazbin Hotel ( Lucifer and Alastor )Umbrella academy ( Five ) Baldur's gate 3 ( Gale and Astarion ) but in the moment I'm more inspired by the persons/Character I mentionned in the previous section. So T.O.P and G-Dragon from Big Bang and Nam Gyu and Thanos from Squid Game.
If you request Something and it take time, it's normal. I usually work On requests on my days Off if I'm inspired enough. So mostly Fridays and Saturdays. You can alos Use the request Bouton to ask me anything else or Say something. Like, come talk to me !
Thanos x Reader
All For Us - Bisexual Lights ( Feat.Nam Gyu ) - The sweet taste of your jealousy ( thangyu )
Nam Gyu x Reader
Bisexual Lights ( Feat.Thanos ) - The sweet taste of your Jealousy ( Thangyu ) - Consuming Us ( New )
Kwon Ji Yong / G-Dragon x Reader
Villains Are hots
Choi Seung Hyun / T.O.P x Reader
Rainy Day - Discretion ? I don't think so
Lucifer x Reader
When You Top Them ( Feat.Alastor ) - Them as Boyfriends ( Feat.Alastor ) - My First
Alastor x Reader
When You Top Them ( Feat.Lucifer ) - Them as Boyfriends ( Feat.Lucifer )
Five Hargreeves x Reader
I'm not going Anywhere
The cutes little designs on this are made by @cafekitsune !
Helloooo !
Yes ! Finally This part is out. I swear I have so much Idea and I wanted to make this part longer, but I taught the end was a good end for the Next part eheh. I tried to described the tension between Nam Gyu and Reader as much as possible and but a as much description in feeling as I could so tell me if it's not enough.
Words : 2.7K
I hope you will like this part as much as I liked to write it.
Tag : @chxrrybomb22 ( You didn't ask but I put you there xD ) @nuttybeans
« - That flame that I never forget »
Min-Ah still held your hand as you entered the Club. It was more warm inside and you felt your body relaxed under the heat. In the long corridor which will probably lead you to the main room, you could already hear the music blasting. Your heart was still racing in your chest, making you look many times behind you as you hesitate to go back outside just to see if you didn't dream or hallucinate Nam Gyu, but what if you did ? Crap, since you noticed him in Thanos's picture you can't think about someone else. It feels like you need to see him now that you know he’s not dead, you need to talk to him and get answers. And when you're gonna get them, what do you plan to do anyway ? Your little relation or whatever it was is long gone and dead, if it even was something.
As you pass the door, the music gets louder. Lights were all over the room, passing to every color super quickly. Min-Ah giggled, she couldn't hold her excitement to be here. She got out her phone and took a quick selfie, you guessed it was for the guy she came to see. You rolled your eyes and looked around, trying to find the bar, cause you definitely gonna need a drink or two, if it’s not more. ‘’ Thanos is in the VIP section. He said he put my name on the list, let’s go see him ‘’ She said with a big smile.
You didn’t have time to answer before she started walking fast, almost running through the VIP section. She waved at someone on the second floor and you look up, seeing a guy with colored hair waving back at her with a Smile. You recognize him, it was Thanos and he surprisingly seemed waiting for Min-Ah.
Climbing the stairs, your friend calls her name to the guy who guards the section and He gave both of you a bright yellow bracelet before letting you in. Min-Ah let go of your hand before almost running to Thanos. With a big smile, He gently took her hand and put a soft kiss on top of it. Even in the thin light I could see her blush. ‘’ Oh, Thanos, this is my friend, Y/N I hope you don’t mind me bringing her here. ‘’ The purple haired rapper gave you a smile before his eyes went back to Min-Ah ‘’ Of course Not, Senorita, the more people, the better it is ‘’ He showed us his private place and sat down on a cheap leather couch, bringing your friend with him. You took a seat in front of them, listening to Thanos talking about his music and when he was going to perform. It shouldn't be that long anymore. As the conversation went, you felt a little tension between them and you guessed it could be better for all of you if you let them alone for a moment.
‘’ I’m gonna go grab some Drinks.’’ You said, getting up. Min-Ah smiled and asked you to bring her a fruity cocktail and you nodded before leaving.As you made your way to the bar, at least trying to, cause damn you were so lost in here, you started to realise how much of a bad idea it was to come here. Your mind didn't stop thinking about Nam Gyu and your friend would probably prefer to be alone with Thanos to make out if it’s not more.
During that time, Nam Gyu was peacefully sitting at the bar, Talking with Se Mi as he sipped his drink. Well, talking was a big word, he listened to the music and her talking to the other customer but his mind was somewhere else. He noticed you when he was outside. Of course, he hasn't seen you in a while, since he was a teenager, so maybe he was wrong, maybe it wasn't you. It was so fast, he probably saw someone who looked like you. After all, why do a girl like you come to a place like this? It’s not a safe place for a rich daddy’s girl like you was.
Between two customers, Se mi Put a shot in front of Nam Gyu, making him come back to reality. He looked at her, confused. He hadn't even finished his first drink yet. «-You look like someone who needs something stronger than this shit, so take this. It’s good for you.» He scoffs and takes the little glass, Se Mi holding one too and they both drink it at the same time. The strong taste of the alcohol almost burned Nam Gyu’s throat and he put it back on the counter once he drank it all, one shot. «-It tastes like shit, but indeed I needed this.» Se mi smiled, amused «- I never said it tasted good. » Nam Gyu slid the glass to her, smirking. «-At least it tastes better than you » The girl frowned, insulted by her friend's words, but she also knew he was just teasing her. «-Go fuck Yourself dude. »
Nam Gyu laughs, amused as she goes away to take care of the customer and as soon as she leaves, the raven haired feels his heart squeeze when he hears his name being called by a familiar voice, Your voice, from behind him. He could just ignore it and leave like he never heard your voice, but somehow, he couldn’t and turned around to face you.
Your heartbeat goes faster as he turns around. You felt like it was unreal, but it was, this time you were sure, you hadn't imagined it. You were overwhelmed by too many emotions at the same time ; Pain, sadness, relief, anger, confusion. Too many questions collided in your mind as you looked for words, for the best thing you could say and as you were about to say something, he was the first to talk «-Hey Y/N, it’s been a while. »
You stayed silent for a moment, getting closer to him, examining him, his face, his expression, looking for something without really knowing what you looked for. «-Fuck…I definitely need a drink »
Nam Gyu laughed and let you take whatever pleased you. It’s been a while since the last time you saw each other. Things had changed, he had changed and oh so you did. As you waited for your fruity shit you called a drink, From Nam Gyu's point of view, of course, he couldn't help but check you out. You didn’t have that many forms last time he saw you and he’s not gonna lie about it, the view was pretty satisfying to see. Se Mi gave you your drink and the addition, but Nam Gyu pulled back the little paper to her. «-Put it on my tab » He said before looking at you. «-Wanna go talk outside ? » You were surprised and looked at the barmaid who seemed just as surprised as you but didn’t say anything about it and left you alone. «-Yeah, good idea, you finally replied. »
Once you were both Outside, on the private balcony of Nam gyu’s office, the same he was on when you noticed him when you arrived at the club, you felt better. The air was a little bit cold, but it was less noisy than inside and for a moment it felt good to enjoy the almost silent alley. You took a sip of your drink while Nam gyu lightened up a cigarette. Inhaling and exhaling the smoke. Your eyes roamed over him, examining details you haven’t noticed inside, like his tattooed arms, his shoulders, slightly muscular arms, his veiny hands. In that exact moment, you felt no better than a man.
Looking away and taking another sip of your drink, also called by you ; potion of courage, you finally asked the question who burned your lips for years. «-So… where were you all those years ? Why did you just… vanish ? »
Nam Gyu taps on his cigarette, making the ashes being carried away by the light wind of the night. «-No where specifically. I moved a lot. My parents took that decision without even warning me, so...»
That wasn’t a Lie, but that wasn't true either. It was a truth in disguise. You just didn’t need to know everything about what happened, Not now. Maybe you Will never have to know the truth.
«-I thought you were dead, Nam Gyu… » You voiced Cracked, some tears showed up in your eyes. You looked away when his dark eyes met yours for a fraction of seconds. He was confused but couldn't help but chuckle. How in hell had you came to that conclusion ? Nothing about him passed on the tv or in the newspapers. He was about to ask, but you continued, offended by his reaction. «-It’s not funny ! I was worried about you ! Do you know how it feels to arrive at the house of someone you care about and find the police with caution tape all over the property ?! »
This time you couldn't hold your tears and let it flow. You still avoided eye contact with Nam Gyu and quickly whipped your tears. «-You cared that much for me while we were only classmates ? That’s … unexpected » He replied before inhaling another puf of his cigarette.
You felt offended,again. In your memories, you weren't just classmates, you were more. Not just friends, but not completely lovers, but you cared for him and You knew he felt the same way. «-You know it was more than that… »
Nam Gyu sighed loudly as he exalted smoke from his mouth. You were right and what pissed him off was that you remembered it. He remembered how he felt when he was with you, he was in love and you were too. Any of you never said it out loud, but it was something both felt. Nam Gyu tried once to push this a little further by trying to kiss you. He had asked you to close your eyes and so you did. He had his chance to just put his lips on yours, but when he was close, his lips almost brushing yours, he got scared of doing the wrong thing and he just kissed your cheek instead. It wasn’t a bad decision either. It was cute and that was exactly what you had said when you opened your eyes, cheeks a little bit red. But now that Nam Gyu doesn't exist anymore, he’s the one who died. «- You know, somehow, you’re right. I am Dead. At least, the Nam Gyu you felt for is.. »
He let his cigarette fall on the floor before crushing it under his feet. «- And the new one is way different from the other and I don’t think you will Like him.»
You scoffed , how could he know what you would like ? He had no idea, but you kept that for yourself, taking another sip of your drink or two, or three, until you finished it and put the empty on the little table near you. «-What makes you think I will not like this one ?» Yeah, you couldn't keep that to you, you had to ask. Nam Gyu's dark eyes looked at you with a little smile on his lips before getting closer to you. You didn’t move, your body was laying against the small fence of the balcony, quickly getting trapped between Nam Gyu’s body who was really close to you, now. His hand gently replaced your hair behind your ear as his sharp eyes were still locked on you, his cocky smile still on his lips. Your heartbeat goes faster when he gets closer to you, you could feel your cheeks becoming hot. You simply closed your eyes, thinking He will kiss you, but he stopped when his lips were close to your ear. You could feel his hot breath against you and the strong smell of the cigarette. «-Because Daddy’s girl like you can’t handle a guy like me. » He paused. «-I’m too much for you.»
You wanted to talk back to this, you wanted to say how wrong he’s, but you didn’t really know. All you were sure about was he was right on the fact that you’re a daddy’s girl, but not because you wanted or liked it, simply because it’s all you know. You alway had that kind of luxurious Lifestyle, but it didn’t make you your entire personality.
Opening your eyes, you were about to say something, but word stayed trapped in your throat when you felt Nam Gyu’s hand slide on your tight, slowly going up to find a place on your hips. «-You Know, Y/N i’m not the gentle kind, even less a prince charming or other bullshit like this.» His lips moved, you felt it on your neck, brushing your skin, making you shiver. You never let anyone be so close to you like he is now and it wasn’t enough. You felt like you needed more. It was a new feeling, a little bit unpleasant but also delectable at the same time. «-I just take whatever I want, whatever please me. I’m rough,I’m honest and I hit where it hurts.» He takes a step back and you slowly breathe again. You didn’t even realise you held your breath until now, making Nam Gyu smirking more. «-I could have done the same with you, but you have a Fiancé so out of respect for you, I will keep my hands for myself.»
Your mind racing, you felt confused and a little bit scared from what just happened. It felt so wrong, so why do you feel like you wanted more ? No...You needed more. More of him ? Of his touch ? You never felt that way with any guys before. Trying to get your focus back and keep your composure back, you answered. «-It’s arranged. He's not my real fiancé, it’s more a political relation for our families. I don’t love him and he doesn't love me. He’s more like a brother to me. »
Nam Gyu chuckles again and passes his hand in his hair. He didn’t know what to think now. You were close before, but he didn’t lie when He say he’s not the same. He changed a lot, He saw things any kids should have seen. He wanted to see you many times when he was in a harder period of his life and there you are, after all that time. But he knows how much trouble this could be now that you’re both adults. He knows how different your lifestyle is and he knows he could hurt you. He knows you deserve better than him, but having you here, so close to him was hard. You both could feel the tension, the attraction between you. And Nam Gyu knows more than well he would not be able to stop himself if he started something with you. Your body language, your eyes, your lips, everything seems to scream his name and only god knows how much he would like to destroy every part of you. «-Fuck Y/N, don’t make things harder for Us. »
«-What do you mean ? You asked, confused » Nam gyu sighted and took another step back. How could you be so clueless about that ? He couldn’t believe He was the only one to feel it. «-You’re hot, Y/N. If it wasn’t because I knew you had someone I could have taken you here or on my desk in my office, whatever the place. I know you feel it too, this tension. And this is bad, for both of us. »
Other words you couldn’t really understand. You understood the meaning and the image of him fucking you raw on his desk made you blush as you felt a hot feeling in your stomach. The idea turned you on but also scared you. « - I don’t see where the problem is. » You were quickly cut by Nam Gyu who’s starting to get a little irritated. «-We don’t belong to the same world. I will destroy you and you destroy me. I know it. You have a bright future and I don’t want you to screw it because of me. »
He took a pause again, taking a deep breath to calm himself as he turned around, ready to go back inside. «-It was nice to see you again, but it will not happen again. »
Helloooo !
So, yes, the part 4 is finally out and god it was... something. I feel like it rushed but I swear I took a long time on it. But It's mostly the Smut part who I feel I rushed it. I promise the next one gonna be better. I mostly wanted to picture the needy part of Nam Gyu cause we all love a desperate, needy and touch starving Nam Gyu ( if you don't you are a Lier )
Anyway, that part can be something for people who experiment r*pe or any other se*ual abuse, so TW : this part talk about those.
It was hard to write it cause, I never had any trouble with that, not like this, but, since Nam Gyu look like the kind of guy who need controle and don't look like the guy who will trust easily I think I did a good job ? Let me know
The bath had seemed to be the longest thing you've ever done in your entire life. Your heart raced in your chest from the stress Nam Gyu caused you. He didn’t seem well at all and it was really concerning, but you didn’t insist on making him spill whatever he had to say and just help him wash himself. You washed his hair two times, taking your time to be sure it was well done since he probably didn’t care about his hair those last days and that somehow pissed you off every time you had seen him with those messy greasy hair. He has such healthy hair without even paying attention to it. Lucky bastard, you on the other hand always have a hard time to keep it nice, even with many expensive products.
As you massage his hair to clean it, you hear him sigh softly and a little whimper escapes from his lips, making you smile. He’s probably not used to that either.
«-Is that Alright ? You asked, do you prefer to do it yourself ?
-No, it’s fine. »
Your smile widens and you continue to wash his hair before rinsing it for the second time. Once his hair is all clean, you take the soap and start to rub his back gently. Another sound escaped Nam Gyu’s lips. You decided to test something and just gently passed one of your hands on his back, almost massaging it. Your hand goes higher, to his scapula, his shoulder, moving slowly to the back of his neck. This time, he let out a small moan as you felt him shiver.
«-Do you like this kind of touch ? You asked.
-Hm, I guess, he answered.
-Do you want me to stop ? »
Nam Gyu swallowed hard, not sure what he could answer.
Since he stayed silent, you removed your hand but he turned around to look at you and grab your hand. You could feel his shake. When you look him in the eyes, you notice his red cheeks and his fleeting gaze.
«-Please…»
His voice was also shaky and barely audible.
Finally his eyes met yours and you could see how desperate he was. Your hand still in his, he put it back on him, on his shoulder and came closer, leaning slightly to find himself above you. He finds support on the wall behind you as you get sandwiched between him and the bath.
«-Don’t stop, I Need this… please…»
Your breath catches in your throat at the view of this New part of Nam Gyu. A soft and desperate one. You saw him last time you smoked with him and Thanos, but it felt different. This time it seems right, like if he agreed to show you his weakness. Your hand on his shoulder comes to find her place on his cheek and you gently rub your thumb on his skin as your heart starts to beat faster in your chest, but this time it wasnt from anxiety.
«-Nam Gyu I-
-I love you Y/N »
You could feel your cheeks burning from this sudden declaration. You weren't sure what you could answer. Do you love him too ? Or do you love Thanos ? Is that possible for you to love both ? Without taking much time to think about it, you body acted on his own and you gently pressed your Lips on his.
Nam Gyu’s heart skipped a Beat when he felt your lips on his but he didn’t push you, he just answered your kissed, nicely. It was a slow and gentle kiss, nothing was rushed. You both felt good to feel each other that close, making you shiver. The raven haired started to feel his body heat up and pulled away when he started to feel himself becoming hard. It was too much, too many gentle touches and that was all so confusing. He liked that, but showing some vulnerability and weakness wasn't something he liked to do. He just got carried away by Your tenderness, your soft word, your trust and he hates that. Even with all the drugs he took he still feels too sober to accept you will see all of him in that weak state.
Removing your hand from him, he turned back to find his initial position in the bath, without saying anything, making you even more confused.
«-I will finish alone, get out, he said, his voice becoming his usual cold tone.
-What ?
-You heard me. I’m big enough to wash myself. Let me finish that and just, wait for me in my room.»
You felt your heart squeezed in your chest. Have you done something wrong ? Maybe kissing him wasn’t a good idea. You were about to say something, but you resigned yourself, doing as he asked and getting out of the bath. You grabbed a towel and put it around your body, taking your clothes from the ground and leaving the room.
Once back in Nam Gyu’s room, you dried your body and put back the dress you had on, still questioning yourself about what happened.
You waited a moment, until you Nam Gyu Finally got out of the bathroom and came back to his room, with only the towel around his hips. You, still sitting on his bed, didn’t dare to look at him and nervously play with your fingers. Did you upset him when you kissed him ? Had you pushed boundaries ?
As his wet hair dropped a water droplet on his shoulder, Nam Gyu grabbed a cigarette from the back on his night table and lit it up before going at the closest window and opening it, smoking the smoke outside. You both stayed silent, making you more and more nervous. Your eyes start getting wet as your mind doesn't stop saying you shouldn't have touched him. Still Looking at the ground, you take a small breath and try to control your emotion, not wanting your friend to notice you were crying.
«-I’m sorry…»
Nam Gyu looked at you before exhaling outside the smoke he had taken and Sigh. He passed his hand in his hair, removing it from his forehead.
«-For what ?
-I don’t know… You seem upset, and that’s not what I wanted. I just tried to help and… Did I go too far by kissing you ? »
This time your voice cracked and you could hide the fact that you’re crying. Nam Gyu looked at you with more concern and guilt. He knew you were crying because of his behaviour. He cursed himself for that.
«-Fuck, he wishper to himself. »
Crushing the Cigaret before throwing it outside He come closer to you and kneel in front of you, taking your hands in his.
«-Y/N…»
You didn’t look at him and quickly whipped your tears.
«-I’m the one who should Apologize…I didn’t want to make you cry. »
He whipped one of your tears as you looked at him. He bit his bottom lip before sitting on the ground, back against the bed.
«-I owe you an explanation, but I don’t know where to start. »
You didn’t answer, letting him think as he finally explained everything. How his brain reacts to some situation, how he hates to show weakness and how it makes him feel. How he hates letting his guard down and that’s why he’s always mean to people. He can’t trust anybody, but he does with you and with Thanos and he hates that. He hates trusting you, he hates having feelings for you and he hates how you both make him feel.
«-I wasn’t always like that. Three years ago, I Had a Girlfriend, it was before I start taking drugs and working at club pentagon. My life was still fine at that time. Even our relation was fine, Until I … »
He paused, biting his bottom lip again. It wasn’t something he said out loud before.
«-Until I realised I also like boys. »
You weren't really surprised by this, for you it was obvious by the way he acted around Thanos. He loves you, but he clearly loves Thanos too. You remain silent, letting your friend continue his story.
«-I Only said it twice in my life. Now and once with her. And it was the biggest mistake I ever made. »
His voice cracked and you noticed his body shaking. You wanted to put your hand on his shoulder to reassure him, but you stopped yourself, thinking it wasn’t a good idea.
«-Did she break up with you ? You asked softly.
-Oh, if it was just that, he replied, but yeah, she sort of did.»
Another moment of silence before Nam Gyu continues.
«-One Night, she asked me to go out with her in a club where we usually go, with her brother. It was the first time I met him. We had a nice time, drinking a lot, until I started to feel weird,I had drank too much and his brother brought me somewhere else. An Empty room, where everything was more peaceful. It was supposed to help me to get my shit together, but before I could do anything or even realise it, I found myself against the pool table, pants down and…»
As Nam Gyu tells his story, your heart squeezed again in your chest. You knew exactly where this story goes and you didn’t like it at all.
«-It was so fucking painful. All I remember is the pain, His brutal pace, his hands on my throat and my ‘’ girlfriend ‘’ who joined, just too look at me in this position. I still can hear her annoying voice saying in my ear ; That’s how you like it ? That’s what you want ? Does that feel good ?
-Nam Gyu I-
-Since that day I have never been sober. I was willing to take anything to forget about that, even if it was to kill me. I never trusted anybody since that and I was drunk for controle cause I promised Myself that nobody will ever have control on me like that. I thought I succeeded to forget it, forget what happened, until that night where we…did things. It reminds me that I’m not in control and I showed weakness. And I hated myself for that and I let out my rage on Thanos and you the day after. I’m sorry, I …»
You didn't let him finish and just hugged him tight as tears flowed on your cheeks. You had no idea what He's been through but everything makes more sense now, how he reacted, why he’s high so Often. You felt bad for him but also guilty. If you had known, you would never have touched him that night. You never wanted to be the trigger of his bad memories.
As you just cry against him, still hugging him tight, Nam Gyu lets go of all his buried emotion and hugs you tight too as he starts crying.
«-I’m sorry, you managed to say, I never wanted to trigger that. If I had known, I’m sorry Nam Gyu.»
His hand grabbed the fabric of your dress as he pulled you closer.
«-It’s okay, you didn’t know… I can’t be mad at you. I should have talked to you, but I couldn’t. I was afraid… I was ashamed.
-No, don’t be. What happened was terrible, but none of that is your fault. And I promise you, I will never make you feel that way or nighter Thanos.»
You pulled away from him to lock your eyes in his even if it was still full of tears. Your hand gently comes to rest on his cheeks.
«-We both Love you and want you to feel loved and Safe.
-I love you too, both of You…»
You stayed a moment in silence, processing all the information and emotions. Nam Gyu is still holding you in his arms. When you both feel better, you get up and change to put on pajamas. Your raven haired friend asked you to stay with him for the night and let you borrow one of his T-Shirts. It was big on you, just like Su bong’s T-shirt.
Lying down in his bed, he gently caresses your hair as you rested your head on his chest. You had texted Thanos to reassure him, telling him everything was okay but you all gonna need to talk in the next few days. You didn’t want to rush Nam Gyu or put pressure on him to talk about his trauma to Thanos, but in your opinion, since he had feelings for him, it could be a good idea.
«-So, what are we ? Asked Nam Gyu. »
You fixed the roof for a moment, thinking about your answer.
«-I don’t know. It’s hard to say, but if you love me and I love you I guess we can say we are together.
-What about Thanos ?
-We both love him too, so the last part is gonna be on him, I guess. »
Nam Gyu moved his head to look at you and you did the same.
«-So we gonna be a Threesome or some shit like that ?
-Maybe ? Would you like that ?
-I have never been in that kind of relationship before, so I don’t know. What about you ?
-Well, two handsome mens only for Myself ? I can’t refuse that, you replied with an amused smile.»
Nam Gyu rolled his eyes, still caressing your hair. Another moment of silent fill the air until he asked ;
«-So… since we are together, Can I kiss you ? »
You smiled and nodded. Nam gyu’s hand comes to rest on your cheek as he gets closer to you until your lips meet each other. The feeling was the same as the one you felt in the bath. His lips were warm, his touch was soft, making you shiver as you moved your lips against his. Your hand grabs the fabric of his t-shirt as you try to get closer to him.
You let out a soft moan when you felt his tongue sliding between your hips to meet your.
As the kiss deepened and deepened, Nam Gyu moved to find himself on top of you. His hand on your cheek was now on your hips, with the other and yours was around his neck, sliding gently in his dark hair.
The grip Nam Gyu had on your hips was tighter as he pressed his own against you and started to move slowly. His body needed some friction, some released and feeling him grind against’s move made your body weaker and hotter than he already was. Feeling him hard against you didn’t help your own arousal.
«-Nam Gyu…»
You called his name between kisses. It sounded almost like a moan but also something desperate. Feeling him through the fabric wasn't enough, but you didn’t want to rush him if he’s not ready. If this was good enough for him, it will be for you too.
«-Y/N…I…i’m sorry, I can’t stop…»
His voice was shaky but as desperate as yours. He broke the kiss and hid his face on your neck, letting some soft whipper escape from his lips as his hips moved more against you.
«-Please…»
You smile and slide your hands to the waistband of his pyjama.
«-Is that okay if I-
-Yeah, do it. »
With his permission, you made his pants Slide just enough to free his Cock before taking it in your hand. Nam Gyu let out another whimper from that simple touch and moved his hips. With a smile, you squeeze it just enough to make him stop moving.
«-P-please Y/N … I need to move.
-Let me do it and you will get what you want, you whisper in his ear. »
You felt his dick twitch in your hand as you started moving up and down, pumping it at a slow pace. You stopped sometime to slide your thumb against his tip already full of pre-cum. After a moment of playing with the poor Nam Gyu who just became a moaning mess in your ear, you removed your hand to slide down your panties. He looks at you with glossy eyes, needing more of you. Your eyes locked in his, your gently put his tip against your entrance.
«-If don’t want it’s fine, but I’m okey with that, If you-»
He didn’t let you time to finish and pushed himself between your gummy walls, making you gasp at the sudden entrance. Nam gyu let out a grunt at the change of feeling and didn’t wait for you to adjust to him and start moving at a rough and quick pace.
Every trust was messy but you didn’t care, he clearly enjoyed himself by being that close to you and it was enough for you.
Your arms going back around his neck, you pulled on his hair as you whisper in his ear ;
«-Good boy, you're doing well, keep going. »
As you taught, it made him go ferale. You felt his dick twitch in you as more whimpers and moans escaped from his lips.
Going harder and deeper in you, you both quickly became a moaning mess, grabbing every part of each other you could grab like you were afraid the other could leave.
«-I love you, Nam gyu said in your ear. »
His voice was deep, he was close and so you do.
«-Fuck- I love you too Nam Gyu. Ah.. I’m so close, please .. don’t stop. You feel so good. »
His dick twitched again inside you. This guy likes to be praised and you like to do it. As he kept moving more and more, closer to his release you continued to let out moan and praise form him until both came undone.
Hiii i love your writing and i was wondering if you could do a smut for five hargreeves where him and the reader have a already established relationship and they where playfully chasing each other but seems there a little into chase 👀 🏃 💨
Hellooooo ✨
Okey So First of All, THANK YOU 🥹🥹 I really appreciate that especially since English is not my First Language So, yeah, Thanks ❤️
Second, YEAH SOMEONE REQUESTED SMUT ✨ So yeah, I will do that in the next day or maybe next week when Im not gonna be brain dead cause of work. Im not sure what do you meant by chasing each other, I have an idea but Gonna confirm with bestie if I have the good meaning ( shes better than me in english ) and gonna think about something and Gonna be back With That ❤️ I love Five So much So thank you for the Request
Hello Sweeties ! Aaaah ! I'm so happy to post this part, I worked on it for like ... 4h. I'm dead. I didn't really knew how to start it and how I would like this part to finish. I had a plan in mind and I didn't goes until what I wanted to but at the same time I think it's fine. This show how Nam Gyu live and how he is and same for the reader. I think this first Part Set Up in a good way the story for the Next parts.
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Warning for this part : Talking about Drug/Alcool - Smoking cigarette - S M U T ( Oral Female receiving. It's Semi x Nam Gyu ) Language and insults ( More Se Mi to Nam Gyu cause you know, they love each other so much.Lol )
« - The Thin flame of the Lighter »
Nam Gyu woke up to the Annoying sound from the alarm he had set up in his phone. Grunting he turned it off before giving a quick look at the time ; 19h45. He still had some time before he had to leave for the club. A small Shiver ran through his body as he felt a gentle touch caressing his back before a pair of lips were pressed against it. He used to be alone when He woke up but he slowly remembered what happened last night. High, also drunk, probably, He came back to his apartment with a random girl he found at work, a customer probably or maybe one of Thanos many bitches.
“-Do you want another Round before you have to leave for work ?” Asked the girl as he turned around to look at her. Honestly he can’t remember anything from the previous night and when he faced her, he mentally said to himself that it's not that bad after all. She didn't look that good, she's not even his type. He was probably just really horny due to all he took. “-No, I can’t, he said with his still sleepy voice, I have shits to do.” That was a Lie, but he didn't want to have to discuss with her or anything and even less stay in bed and cuddle. He likes physical touch but not that type. It usually feels weird and wrong. “-You should leave.” He said he got out of bed.”-I can Call you a Taxi if you want.”
Nam Gyu put on his sweat pants as the girl rolled her eyes and sight. She seemed annoyed but also irritated by his behaviour. She got out of the bed as well and started to put on the clothes she had last night.’’-I’m gonna be fine.’’ She answered. Nam Gyu nodded and left his room to go to the bathroom. When he heard the sound of the door shutting, he sighs out of relief.
Turning on the hot water of the shower, he removed the pants he had put on minutes ago and got rid of his boxer before entering the hot steaming shower. His dark eyes fixed a point in the bottom of the shower as he get lost in his taught, trying to remember what he had took last night to be so fucking clueless about the situation. Maybe Su-Bong will know something or maybe if he can’t remember it weren’t that important.
Getting out of the shower when he’s done and putting on his towel around his waist, he goes back to his room and lets himself fall on the bed without even to wet the sheets. He closed his eyes, trying to rest a little more, but the sound of his phone telling him he got a notification, broke his plans. He ignored the first one… and the second, but after the third and the fourth, he opened His eyes and grunt before grabbing the little machine to look at the screen. Of course, Su-Bong had sent a little too much message. Too many messages to tell him about a hot Rich girl who’s gonna be at the club tonight to see Him perform. He also sent him a picture of the girl and her Insta, but Nam Gyu didn’t even bother to look at the link, only looking at the picture his friend sent him. ‘’ -Pretty, I guess ‘’ He answered. He didn’t really know what to think. She of course was cute. Long brown hair, almond shaped brown eyes, perfect clear and pale skin, or maybe is it just the filter ? Another Text from His rapper friend got his attention. ‘’ -Also, did you get Into a Fight with Se-Mi last Night ? She seamed fucking Upset.’’
With a Cocky smile, Nam Gyu answered ‘’ -It’s more of a surprise when we don't fight. But, yeah Maybe I Pissed her off. I don’t remember. ‘’ The answer from Su-Bong came quickly. Nam Gyu barely had time to get up. ‘’ -You should fuck her better ‘’ He let a scof passed his lips and answer one last thing before thosing his phone aside and start to get ready for work. ‘’ -Will consider it ‘’
Putting on a pair of black jeans, a white blouse and rolled up the sleeves to his elbows, he placed his hair behind his ears and sent the small amount of rebel hair in the back. He put his glass on and his favorite perfume before being ready to leave his apartment until dawn, at least.
Even if he has a Car, Nam Gyu prefers to walk and look around as he smokes a cigarette. Also it’s better for him when he's a little bit to High after his day of work, taking his car could be deadly and as tempting as it was, he's mostly scared to kill an innocent by accident more than himself.
As he enjoyed the view of the city slowly getting darker as the street lights opened as he walked while he let the smoke of his cigarette fill his lungs, making him shiver from the delicious feeling, his eyes stopped on something he spotted in the trash. He stopped and looked into it before getting out today’s newspaper. The title in big letters said ‘’ -Lee Myun-gy and Y/N get engaged ‘’ under it, a big photo of you and your newly fiancé with your , probably, two families. Removing the cigarette from his lips and letting the smoke escape from it, he turned the pages to go read the article. It was a boring one explaining how of an advantage it will be for you two to get married. Your father was a big politician and Myun-Gy’s father was the CEO of many compagnies, who could be a benefit for both of your families but also the economy of Korea if an alliance could be created from this wedding.
‘’ -So that’s what you’ve become, Y/N ‘’ Said Nam Gyu to himself before inhaling another puff of his cigarette. ‘’ -Pathetic ‘’ He said as he threw the newspaper back in the trash before continuing his walk to the Club.
As Nam Gyu walked down the streets, you, on the other side, were about to leave school. Your last class just ended and you felt exhausted, wishing for nothing else than a hot bubble bath. But it seems that your friend, Min-Ah, had other plans for you, asking you to go with her at Club pentagon tonight, only for her to meet up with a Guy. ‘’ -He’s not just a Guy Y/N it’s Thanos, THE Thanos ! ‘’ By the tone of her voice, you guessed how excited she was. ‘’- Oh so we should be careful if we don’t want to be erased from existence’’ You replied as a Joke, but Min-Ah didn’t seem to share your humour. ‘’ -Yeah, super funny’’ She answered sarcastically. ‘’ -Anyway, I'm gonna be in front of your door at 10PM, be ready ‘’ And she hung up before you had time to answer her.
As you enter the car, you go take a Look on Thanos instagram. He was good looking for sure, but also looked immature, but it wasn't a surprise coming from Min-ah, she alway loved this kind of guy. Hot looking but walking red flags. As you scrolled through his pictures, your eyes stopped on one specific picture. It was Thanos with a bunch of friends but one of them got your attention. Your heart started to pound faster in your chest. You clicked on the picture and when the username of all the others appeared, your eyes filled with tears when you saw his name ; Roh.Nam_gyuuu. No doubt it was him. It couldn't be a coincidence. You quickly click on his user name to see his profile, but it was a private one. ‘’ -Fuck…’’ You said to yourself. You thought about adding him, but after all those years it will be weird. Maybe he didn’t even remember you anyway.
You sigh and sink into the backrest of the car, looking outside as your driver drives you home. Putting on your headphones, you go on Thanos Youtube channel and listen to some of his music, just to prepare yourself for Tonight. After what you saw, you can no longer refuse Min-Ah's invitation to go to club pentagon.
When Nam Gyu gets to work, he goes into his office and drops his bag on the floor before sitting down on his chair. That's all He could do before Se-mi bursted into his office without even knocking. ‘’ -You little Shit ‘’ She hissed. Nam Gyu still could remember why she was mad, but he was about to find out. ‘’ -You fucking stole my drugs. Do you know how expensive it was for me ? ‘’ She gets closer to him and harshly grabs the collar of his blouse, getting closer to him. ‘’ -I hope You will pay me back at least. ‘’ Nam Gyu grabbed her wrist and gave enough pressure to hurt her just enough to make her release him before he did the same with her. ‘’ -First of all, Hi, nice to see you too. Second, what drug ? Cause I will be honest, I can’t remember shits from yesterday. ‘’
Se-Mi, who was definitely still mad at him, looked at the raven haired with a confused Look. ‘’ -What do you mean you don’t remember ? ‘’ Nam Gyu shrugs and starts to explain what happened when he woke up and what was his last memory from last night. In conclusion, Se-Mi told him it was probably a side effect on the drug he took. It was a new one and she paid a lot to try it since her friend told her it was the best drug she took in years, but for Nam Gyu it was the opposite. What’s the point of taking something if you can’t even remember how good you felt the night before ? Opening his phone, He gave a look at his bank account, which was almost empty, before looking at his friend who had her arms crossed on her chest. ‘’ -I will pay you back, but not now. I barely have money to eat. ‘’ As she was about to reply, Nam Gyu grabbed her waist and sat her down on his lap, forcing eye contact by grabbing her jaw. ‘’ -But I can pay half of it right now with my tongue, if you want ‘’
Se-mi cheeks get red from Nam Gyu’s offer. He released her jaw, grabbed her ass and lifted her to sit her on his desk. His lips rushed to meet hers and she answered his kiss, passing her arms around Nam Gyu’s neck, fingers sliding in his hair. Their tongues found each other, fighting for control. Nam Gyu’s hands unbutton Se-Mi’s pants and she lifts her hips to help Nam Gyu remove it along with her underwear. The raven haired Guy put his veiny hands on her tights and spread them before he pulled out from her lips to kneel in front of his friend’s cunt. He smiles at the sight of her already dripping. ‘’ -Fuck, do you want me that bad or what ? ‘’ He asked with a smirk as he looked up at her. She grunt and harshly grab his hair and press on it ‘’ -Shut up and Eat me out before I decide to increase your debt, dumbass.’’
Nam gyu’s tongue started to work between her legs. His lips come around her clit, sucking on it as his tongue moves around, looking for the most sensitive spot. His grip on Se-Mi’s tight was harder, squeezing it enough to make her moan under his touch. ‘’ -Asshole, you will let a Bruise ‘’ She let out between two desperate moans. Nam Gyu didn’t bother to reply, squeezing her more before his tongue slid in and out of her as his nose brushed on her clit. He was to concentrate to care for what she whimpers. He let go of her tight and inserted two fingers inside her when he pulled away from her cunt, moving it at a slow pace. He likes to play with Se-Mi and sees her in desperate need of him, of his touch. That's Nam gyu grave, deep inside. Even If his friend can be annoying most of the time, this physical relation they have, that’s all he needs. Someone to please, someone to be his, someone he can play with.
Returning, sucking his clit, Nam Gyu starts to move his fingers at a faster pace, touching this spongy place inside of Her, making her almost Squeal. Luckily for them, the music outside covered Se-Mi’s sound. ‘’ -Fuck, Nam…I’m so close…’’ She said as she started grinding to get more friction, making Nam gyu pull his lips away as his fingers went slower. His partner grunt and gave him a killer look, making his smile wilder. ‘’ -Fucker… please… make me cum.’’
She knows what he wants to hear. She hates having to say it, but if she wants release, she has to obey the raven hair. Only he can give her what she wants at this exact moment. ‘’ -Good little thing ‘’ Nam Gyu replies as he returns, taking care of her sensitive bundle of nerves. Se-mi’s grip in his hair got tighter as her legs started to shake. She got closer and closer every thrust his fingers gave, every lick his tongue made. ‘’ -Fuck…fuck… ‘’ She whines before her back arch and her head swings to the back. Eyes rolling as her tights squeezed Nam Gyu’s head.
Pulling away, Nam Gyu went back in his chair and looked at her as he whipped his mouth. Se mi catches her breath and slowly gets down from the high the orgasm sent her. ‘’ -Your welcome ‘’ Said Nam Gyu with a cocky smile as he watched her pull up her pants. ‘’ -Now I have some work to do. ‘’
Se Mi showed Him her middle finger ‘’ -You still owe Me money ‘’ she said before leaving his office. When she was out, Nam gyu replaced his hair and inhaled deeply to recompose himself. Slowly, memories from yesterday came back and He remember taking Se-Mi’s drug, but only because he was already drunk. Otherwise, he would never have done such a thing. He let out a low chuckle before starting his work.
Meanwhile, You get ready to go out with your friend. You take time to at least take a shower and wash your hair. You had many homeworks to do and projects to finish. Your plan was to start some of it after the good bubble bath you dreamed of all day, but it's gonna have to wait until tomorrow, if you’re not too wasted.
Putting on one of your favorite dresses, you dried your hair and put on some makeup and perfume before Min-Ah texted you to say she was on her way. You also noticed that you received some messages from Myun-Gy but you didn't open any of them. Tonight you have other things to care about other than Your newly fiancé. You felt an uncomfortable shiver run through your entire body when you Think about this. Myun-Gy and you, married ? Ew. He was nothing more than a friend for you, almost like a big brother so the idea of marrying him didn't please you at all, but you can’t cancel it since everyone knows about it now.
Before you leave your room, you take a picture of yourself in the big mirror of your room and go meet your friend. On the way to the club, Min Ah didn’t shut about Thanos. She said they talked a lot on Instagram and they even called many times. They added each other on snap and he sent her some hot pictures. ‘’ -Please don’t tell me he sent you dick pics ? ‘’ You asked with an expression of disgust. ‘’- No ! not at all, Just… hot pick of him in chest. Or teasing pictures… you knew. ‘’ She replied, cheeks red. You rolled her eyes and let her in her fantasy. You can’t say she’s delusional but she’s kinda. Yeah, the guy his hot and he seems interested in her, but for what ? Probably just for fun, for one night or maybe more she’s lucky enough, but he definitely doesn't want anything serious with her. ‘’-Be careful with him, Min Ah. He didn’t look like a serious guy. And I don’t want you to be heartbroken.’’ You said with concern. ‘’ - How can you know that, you never had a boyfriend so you can’t say you know mens ‘’ She replied, a little bit annoyed.
That hitted the spot. She was half right. You never had a Serious relationship. Myun-Gy and You weren't serious, all was arranged because of your dads who were good business partners but you never dated. Now you have to act like you do when you are in public, but in private it a completely different thing, so it didn't count as a boyfriend.
‘’ I had one before ‘’ You finally replied, making Min Ah Laugh ‘’ -Girl, no. This one didn't count. You were 15 years old and he just vanished without telling anyone. So except if his name was Gasper the ghost, you never had a R E A L boyfriend ‘’ And again, she was right, somehow and it hurt. You sight and mumbled a little ‘’ Whatever ‘’ before talking about something else. You listen to Min Ah talking about new clothes she bought, but your mind was somewhere else. Back 10 years ago, when you were in High School.
He was Smart, a good student with a bright future. He was Kind with everyone, he was student council president. He always had good grades and we could always find him at the library, reading a new book every week. He knew a lot of stuff, even the less important thing. You learned a lot by talking with him and that how you slowly fell for him as you got closer. But one day, he stopped coming to school. The professors never wanted to tell you why or where he was now. You couldn't text him since he didn’t have a phone but you knew where he lived so you went to see him, but when you got there, the house was boarded up by some yellow warning banner. That’s how things ended and it explained why you never had any news from him ever again, cause you thought during all those years he was dead, even if no one had confirmed it. What you saw in front of his house was a good sign that he was, but everyone around you told you he probably just had to move, otherwise the news would have told it. A young and brilliant Student like him can't just die and stay unnoticed after all.
You Snapped out of your head when your friends called your name, telling you that you had arrived at the Club. ‘’ Did you even listen to me ? ‘’ Asked Min Ah as she got out of the car. ‘’ Yeah I was, but I got lost in my mind in the middle of it. I had a Big day At School ‘’ You replied, half lying.
When you got out of the car, the cold air of the night made you shiver and you rubbed your arms in search of warmth. Your friend took your hand and quickly brought you to the door. As you follow her, from the corner of your eyes, something catches your attention and you turn your head. It was a brief moment, a fraction of a second, but you noticed him. You recognize him even meters away and it was enough to make your heart pound faster again. On the balcony on the side of the building, Nam Gyu was Smoking, exhaling the smoke in the air and just like if it was meant to be, he turned his head to look at you, the same brief moment. Your eyes found each other in the slight lights emanating from the club and you both felt a soft and warm feeling in your chest. But it was really just a brief moment before both of you were out of sight from each other.
・ Consuming Us - Toxic Relation
・Nam Gyu x Reader
・Toxic Relation - S M U T - Mention of drugs and murder - Using drugs - smoking cigarettes and probably more stuff -Poor Nam Gyu and Rich reader and probably more to come.
・Author's note : I know I know, I didn't even Finished Unexpected and Bisexual Lights but I had this story Idea when I listened Joke's on you and it sounded like Nam Gyu could love Someone. But I plan good moments and a sort of healing process for him cause we all gonna agree ; This men his fucked up. And I don't this he's like this just because and that it, I think He goes into deep stuff and I LOVE to go deep with him ( And I would like him to do the same In me. WHAT WHO SAID THAT ?! ) and it's been a while since I wanted to focus on a Nam Gyu story. Now let's just hope I will have the energy to finish it until the last part.
PART ONE ( New )
''Drag me to death, like a lit cigarette ''
That's exaclty what Nam Gyu will do with You. Consuming you in every ways possible and taking every things you will have to offer him.
'' Took my last breath, like the smoke from my lips ''
And you will glady let him, because you love him like you never loved someone before.
" I've lied for you, and I liked it too ''
You come from two different worlds, but he will show you his and you gonna like it more than you expected. You will feel alive with him.
'' But my knees are bruised, from kneelin' to you ''
But every stories have to come to an end
As the rich girl will fall for the poor men, she will be fooled by his words. He wanted to consume everything from her until there's nothing left, forgetting that it was his last cigarette.
'' But baby, if I had to choose
The joke's on you ''
The poor men was greedy and consumed everything without even thinking how much he gonna miss the one who gave him all of her.
Hello !
Sorry for not posting those days, I have a lot of ideas but not energy, first and Second I start drawing again cause the motivation came back so I focus more on this, but I Got the this for a Little Thangyu cause I'm obssess with them. And as much as I wanted to writhe a S M U T I didn't had energy for it so it's just a little... fluff ?
It's not super long or super incredible but I hope you will still Like it. And If you have some Thangyu Story ( with smut too, cause I like smut eheh ) let me know
Inhaling the smoke from his joint, he kept it in his mouth for a moment, listening to the conversation around. They were a little group of friends who decided to do a little ‘’party’’ in Mina’s cave while their parents weren't hoping, but it wasn't the kind of party Nam Gyu was used to. He only decided to come cause of his friend, Thanos. Mina invited him cause she definitely has a crush on him and probably hopes this little game they are playing will make him get closer to her ; True or dare. He hates that game, such a Childish little thing just to impress the others or make a move on someone and put the blame on the game. Probably exactly what Mina had planned. Pathetic.
He exhaled the smoke after he felt a good part goes in his lung as he let a little laugh be eared as he hear.
‘’ - Okey, Thanos, True or Dare ? Asked Gyeong Su with a little smile.
-Go for the dare. Nothing can scare me.’’
Gyeong Su pretends to think about something. Mina’s a good friend of his so of course she probably asked him to plot something.
‘’-Kiss the person on your left. ‘’
The purple haired turned his face to look at the host who smiled as she played in her hair. She smiled at him, almost ready for this moment. Nam Gyu looked at her with disgust as his friend gently put his hand on her cheek and lay down to kiss her on the lips. Everyone here knows how Thanos is. He's the kind of guy to flirt with every beautiful girl but never really get serious with Anybody and Nam Gyu felt really hard for that guy, even if he will never admit it.
As their kiss deepen, Nam Gyu exhales another puff of weed and get up from the couch.
‘’ -Okey, enough of that stupid game for me.’’
And he left the cave to go on the balcony. Seeing his friend like this makes him feel uncomfortable. For a little moment, he imagined himself instead of Mina and he wondered how could taste Thanos’s lips.
Leaning against the railing, he takes another puff of weed, making sure to inhale it as much as he could before releasing it into the cold hair of the Night. His mind raced, asking himself why He accepted to come ? He hates everyone at that party anyway and any of them like him anyway, they’re only Thanos Friends and him, what he is ? Just the lost dog the rapper found and kept with him. Nam Gyu never knew what Thanos liked about him or what made them friends. All he knows is, he would like to be more than just his friend, but he knows it’s not possible. Thanos likes girls and him, he’s not.
‘’ Fuck, that shit Sucks, he said as he run his hand across his face, why do I have to think about that. ‘’
Things could be so simple. He could just go back in the Cave and play the game just like Mina did. He could just ask Thanos to kiss him as a dare and See if he will really do it, but no. Never Nam gyu would do something that Stupid even if he really wanted it. What If he just looks like a fool ? What If his friend wants to be his friend anymore after that ? He will just come back to his normal and boring life of being a Stray dog, hoping someone else could love and accept him.
When he came back to the cave, he was heavily sighted. They were still in each other’s arms, making out shamelessly in front of everyone. But no one seemed to care. The three others was playing mario kart on the Tv and Nam gyu lazily sat down in front of the screen, with the others.
‘’ - I was out for a good Ten minutes. Have they even taken a break to breathe ?
-Nop, answered Semi, that’s why we gave up on True or dare. Wanna Join the game ? ‘’
Semi holds out a controller to Nam Gyu. He was surprised but took it and accepted to play with them. Whatever the life offered him to make him forget about the two lovers in the back, is good to take.
After two-three games or maybe more, Nam Gyu started to feel annoyed not because beating everyone’s ass wasn't fun but because Thanos and Mina were still making out on the couch behind. Looking at his phone, he decided it was time to leave.
Getting up, he approached the two lovers, hands in his jeans pockets.
‘’-Bro we should go. It’s almost 2am.’’
Thanos pulled away from Mina and looked at Nam Gyu. Mina still had her arms around the rapper's neck, kissing his jawline and cheeks to have his attention back.
‘’-You mean It’s just 2Am.
-Well, I’m tired, so can you bring me home ?
-You can Ask Semi or Gyeong Su ? Or even Take a Taxi, I don’t know, men.
-Are you fucking Serious right Now ? You know How broke I Am, I can’t afford a Taxi.
-You can Stay here for the Night, offered Mina.
-And be at the first row to ear you fuck all night ? No thank you.
-Sound you are Jealous Nam Su, wanna join maybe ? ‘’
Thanos just teased him about that, but Nam Gyu wasn’t in the mood to play or be nice anymore. Su Bong's behavior pissed him off.
‘’ -You know what, get fucked, I don’t need you, I just gonna Walk. ‘’
And He turned around, took his bag and left the cave. Thanos was surprised by his reaction. Nam Gyu’s normally always calm and chill with everything. He wondered what could have happened this time. He looked at the others, confused and seemed to realise just now what he did. He chose the girl over his best friend. Nam gyu didn’t want to come at the first place and accepted because Thanos asked him many times saying it could be a good occasion for him to make friends. Nam Gyu accepted just because Thanos started to be annoying about that and he just wanted to shut him up.
‘’-I’m sorry Mina, I think I will go. He really seems to be in a bad mood…
-Oh, it’s okay, text me if you want to continue this another day, she said with a Flirty smile.’’
Thanos nodded and left the cave to join Nam Gyu upstairs, but he had already left. He grab his keys in his pocket and left his friend's house, got in the car and started it. He noticed Nam Gyu walking alone in the street and drove to him, going slower when he was next to him. He rolled down the passenger seat window and looked at nam gyu.
‘’-Get In.’’
Nam Gyu didn’t answer and continued walking, ignoring him. Thanos Sight again and continues driving slowly to go at his friend’s pace.
‘’-Nam Gyu, please, i’m sorry…get in, it’s cold outside.’’
Nam Gyu stopped as Thanos. He was still mad but accepted to get in the car. Thanos made a Point, it was freezing outside and he hasn't planned a warm coat since they were supposed to come back together. The rapper smiled and once his friends put on his seat belt he started driving again.
On their way to Nam Gyu’s place, Thanos didn’t talk and so Nam Gyu. The black hair guy just lit up a cigarette and smoked it, exhaling the smoke out of the car by the window he had let down. Thanos felt the tension between them and hated it. Nam Gyu always talks or says shit especially when he’s high, but he doesn't seem to be. Which is also really rare.
Tired of this silence, Thanos stopped the car in the middle of nowhere. Nam Gyu gave him a confused Look but didn’t talk.
‘’-What’s the problem Tonight ? I told you I was Sorry.
-Do you even Know why you’re sorry for ?
-I..because I almost chose a girl over my best friend ? ‘’
Nam Gyu exhales another puff of smoke and let a sarcastic scoff out of his mouth.
‘’-You should really shut your mouth Sometime, oh wait… you actually did it, almost all Night, congrats.
-I see, so that’s why you’re mad. I’m sorry I just…Mina’s hot, can’t you really blame me ?’’
Silence again. Nam Gyu didn’t really know what to answer but the look he gave to his friend said everything. He wasn’t into her at all so yeah, he could blame him.
‘’ - Are you jealous or what, seriously ? If I knew You liked Her I would have-
-Ew, dude, gross. I’m not jealous you kissed her, I don’t even Care about her.
-Oh so, what’s the problem ? Is that really just because I let you alone with the others ? You seemed to have a good time.
-Yeah, fantastique. You were the one who wanted me to come with you at this shitty party and you threw me away to makeout with a bitch.
-Well would you have preferred that I makeout with You instead ?’’
Nam Gyu felt his cheeks burning and quickly looked away as he inhaled another puff of his cigarette, inhaling it outside.
‘’-Nevermind. Can you just bring me home? I’m tired… ‘’
Thanos was surprised by his answer and reaction and he’s getting confused.
‘’-Nam Gyu… would you have preferred that ?
-I said Nevermind. Please… drive me home.’’
His last words were softer, like he was about to cry and Thanos felt his heart clench. If his friends have feelings for him, it will make more sense about why He reacted like that Tonight. I couldn't help it but felt more curious about it but he knew Nam Gyu will not open up about it. Removing his seat belt, Thanos removed the cigarette from his friend's hand, making him turn his face to look at him.
‘’-Hey Give it Ba- ‘’
He didn’t have time to finish his sentence as Su Bong’s Lips were already pressed against his. Nam Gyu’s eyes widened from the surprise as his heart started racing in his chest. His first reflex was to push him and break the kiss.
‘’-W-what was that for… you didn’t had to-’’
Again, he couldn't finish his sentence. Su bong lips came back on his as his hand came in the back of his neck, preventing him from pulling away again and this Time, nam gyu accepted it and let himself go through that kiss. Thanos lips had a light taste of Vanilla. He probably took a puff of his vape before getting in the car.
Nam Gyu’s hands gripped Thanos Shirt, pulling him closer as his own back slammed against the car window. The Hand Thanos had on Nam Gyu’s neck was now against the window, maintaining him still, the other on the dashboard as he deepened the kiss, passing his tongue on his friend's lips who opened it for him.
They both seemed eager for each other, their kiss was passionate, hungry, hot and wet. Their tongues fought each other until they had to pull away from the lack of air, letting as their only connection, a little sting of saliva.
Nam Gyu’s cheeks were bright red, lips swollen, part opened as his chest heavily went up and down as he caught his breath. Thanos smiled from the view and whipped the saliva in the corner of his lips and on his chin.
‘’-Fuck, you should have asked me to kiss you way before now. That was…
-Shut up and kiss me again, dumbass. ‘’
This Time it was Nam Gyu who reached for him, pressing his lips against his. Thanos pulled away and went back to his place in the driver seat.
‘’-Let me drive you home first and I Gonna give you all the kisses you want once there, MR.I-am-not-jealouse.’’
Nam gyu’s face goes red as he looks outside, avoiding Thanos look.
Hello Sweeties !
So, for this part, it's longer than the other ( I think ) but there's no S M U T cause I had other things to focus on. It will talk about passed Trauma and it gonna be more of a Angst but also with Fluff.
It gonna talk about the Reader and Nam Gyu's relation and in the next part, it gonna continue on them but also gonna Talk openly about Nam Gyu's past. I'm getting tired of people who just write him as a mean Dom. I'm sure Nam Gyu is way more than That and that's exacly what I wan to show. Yeah He can be a Cunt, be he's not just that. Yeah he can be mean, but he's not just mean. I think all of that is just a shield to protect himself from getting hurt and who can't relate ? Whe all goes trought somethingwho changed us and made us take decision to protect ourself. In My head Nam Gyu did the same.
So I hope you gonna Enjo that part even Is it can be hard on feelings.
Tag : @ansleyyquinn
Loud music was playing all around but it felt so silent. It sounded like the music was playing in another room, like he was trapped in four walls. In fact, the only thing he could hear was the laughing of a girl and a boy échoing in his head, mixed with an unpleasant buzzing. His head hurted, he could feel something flowing from his head and tears from his eyes. A tight and firm grip on his hips, nail digging harshly in his skin, it was nothing compared to the pain he felt in his entire body. It was like fire, burning his skin, he was ripped apart with. As he try to say something, to move away, nothing came out of his mouth except desperate whimpers and sobs. For them, time flied, but for him, it felt like hundred years of torture.
A soft and manicured hand came to grab his jaw, making him look at her. She felt happy with the broken vision of his supplient eyes, asking in silence to end this torture.
«-So, that’s how you like It babe ? »
Nam Gyu brutally woke up, looking all around in fear. His body was all sweaty and he could’t stop trembling. His mouth felt dry as his heartbeat won't stop racing in his chest. With a shaky breath and horrible trembling hand he try to reach the drawer of his nightstand, opening it up quickly. His hand is looking for something until he finds it. It was a pot of little pills with many colors.
He could hear her voice again and again in his head. The voice of that bitch, laughing at him and the situation he was in.
Nervously and in an uncontrollable rush, he opened the pot and took one pill and put it on his tongue.
Eyes closed, he tries to find his focus as the little drug melts in his mouth. But the voice never shutted up, making him grunt.
«-Shut up… shut up…»
He felt a shiver through his spine as he stopped breathing for a second. Just like he’s still there, he could feel the painful grip on his tight and the soft touch on his shoulder, on his jaw. Her kisses on his face. Cupping his head in his hands he put his face in the mattress, trying to scream all the hate and rage out of him.
Out of control, he threw the pill pot against the wall, making it explode and sent the other drugs everywhere in his messy room as his scream sounded like a desperate call for help.
«-SHUT THE FUCK UP !! »
The silent came back, no more voices, no more ghost touch. The only thing Nam Gyu could hear was the sound of his heartbeat, slowly calming down as the tears flowed from his eyes.
…
It’s been almost two weeks since the night with the boys and after you left Thano’s apartement, you were pissed and more confused than ever. You did a lot of overtime work, even on Friday night to avoid your usual Night out, but every night, when you're alone in your bed, your head goes there again and again, remembering how much you enjoyed it and it started to annoy you. It never was the relation you wanted with them but now you are unsure of what you want. Do you have an attraction for them ? Definitely, they’re always good looking. Would you like this to happen again ? Yeah. But you also need to think about each other’s feelings and Nam Gyu’s reaction last morning really pissed you off and worried you a little bit. You were sure he enjoyed it but what if I didn’t ?
You had tried many times to text him, to see if he was still mad but you got no reply. After three days back to back, you gave up.
Thanos texted you a lot too, but you sort of ghosted him. You replied to some of his texts, when he invited you over, but you answered how much work you had to do so you could’t. You felt bad at first but it wasn’t really a Lie. It’s just work you put yourself on your shoulder just to keep your mind away from your erotic fantasies with your friends.
Tonight, it was around 9Pm when you came out from work, exhausted. You worked all week on a new client project and you liked the idea so you ran everywhere in Seoul to find nice spots or to organise meetings. You plan was to go home and relax in a Hot bubble bath, but when you noticed your purple haired friend who was waiting for you outside of your workplace, you knew you would have to cancel that plan.
«-It was about time you got out of there, he said, getting closer to you.
-Sorry to disappoint but it’s not everyone who can decide and plan their own schedule.
-Since when are you working on friday Night ?
-Since I got more client cause I’m an amazing publicity manager ? You replied with an amused smile
-Maybe I should Hire you.
-Oh, I’m pretty sure You can’t afford me.
-And I’m pretty sure I can pay you with something else than Money »
You rolled your eyes. That was the annoying part. Since that Night, you feel like Su bong only see you as an sex object and not like his friend anymore. As you both were walking, you stop and look at him, seriously.
«-What happened were nice. I enjoyed It but I don’t think we should be like that with each other, ever again. You never were … flirthy, with me before and It was perfect just like that. I don’t want you or Nam Gyu to see me in any other way than a friend.
-And is it the reason why you have avoided me since all that time ? Asked Thanos.
-Yeah, sort Of. I’m sorry, I needed time to figure out everything and find out how I felt and put it into words and- »
You Sight and continue walking.
«-I just want Us to be friends again.
-And what If I would like Us to be more than that ? »
You stop walking again and look at your friend, surprised and obviously confused. Thanos just kept walking like he didn’t also say ‘’ we should be lovers instead ‘’ but stopped when He noticed you had stopped, turning around to face you.
«-What do you mean ? You want us like… you and me ? Or you, me and Nam Gyu together ? Or you just mean Sexfriend ?»
He came closer to you, hands in the pockets of his hoodie.
«-I didn’t come to talk about this, so let’s save this conversation for Later. At first, I wanted to ask you If you could go see Nam gyu and Try to talk to him. I’m getting worried cause He hasn't answered any of my texts lately.
-He didn't answer mine either, but it’s more of a surprise he also ghosted you. And why do you need me to talk to him? Can’t you try yourself ?
-I kinda did. I went to his place but he wasn’t there. I guess he’s at work, but I can’t go to the club without being chased by drunk or drugged fans, so I thought maybe you could try.»
You sigh. Of course you could, but you know how Nam Gyu will be more open to talk to Thanos rather than you, but you didn’t mention it since he seems to ghost you both and your friend made a point by not being able to enter the club in peace.
«-Fine, I’ill give it a try. »
That’s how you found yourself in front of the Club where Nam Gyu’s working, wearing something more appropriate for that kind of place. You put on a black dress with a laced back and a cut on one side and had put a small coat on to avoid getting cold. You had changed your makeup for something a little less casual and put on red lipstick. You normally pass without problem and skip the line when you are with Nam Gyu. He also gave you a card for a special pass if anything happens when you’re without him.
Lucky for You, the bouncer let you pass even If you had skipped the line with a lot of people who waited for a moment just to go inside. You felt sorry for them but at least you didn't come here to have some fun. You just need to find your friend and talk with him before leaving.
As you pass through the dancing people, avoiding any guy who would like to dance with you, you finally succeed to make your way to the bar. You recognized the guy behind it, he’s always there when you go out with the guys and a real sweetheart. When he noticed you, he smiled and stopped chatting with two hot girls, clearly trying to flirt with him, to come see you.
«-Hey Y/N long time no see. You normally come on friday. What’s bring you here tonight ?
-I’m looking for Nam Gyu. I need to talk with him.»
He seemed surprised and came closer to me.
«-Anyone has seen him in the last 3 days. He didn’t come to work. And He did not answer any texts.
-Really ? He did the same with Thanos and Me …
-Do you think we need to call the police ? Maybe something happened.
-No, don’t worry, I'm gonna go to his apartment and see if he’s here. And if he’s not, yeah I'm gonna call the police.»
He nodded and you quickly left the club, worried for your friend and made your way to his apartment. You didn’t get any answers when you knocked, just like thanos, but you insisted, knocking again and again, calling his name, but still no answer. Using one of the bobépine you had in your air, you managed to skillfully unlock his door and open it.
Walking in his apartment, you found him, in his room, laying down on his bed, in the dark and at this exact moment, your heart started to race from the panic.
«-Nam Gyu…»
You come closer and shake him a little before you turn him on his back to hear his heartbeat. Earring the soft breathing of his heart calms you down. You felt better knowing he’s still alive. Looking around you noticed a lot of pills all over the floor and some syringe on his nightdesk. What tired this dummy ?
Taking your phone, you were about to call for an ambulance, but Nam Gyu’s hand grip your wrist frimley, scaring the shit out of you.
«-Don’t… I’m fine…
-Nam Gyu, you need to go to the hospital. I don’t know what you took but it seems big. Why had you taken all that shit ? »
He stayed silent and sit down in his bed, taking the phone from your hands and throw it on his bed.
«-Not of your business. »
His voice was low but you could still feel in his tone he didn’t seem so happy to see you. He would probably like you to leave and let him rot here, but that wasn’t in your plan. Even if Nam Gyu can be the worst asshole you ever met, he’s still your friend and he’s probably in a hard periode right now and that’s why you can’t let him down.
«-Alright, but let me help you. I'm gonna prepare you a bath. I don’t know when you took one for the last time, you stink.»
You didn’t give him time to answer and left his room to go to the bathroom.
You opened the light, got a towel out of the drawer and opened the hot water before you went back to Nam Gyu, pulling his arms to make him follow you to the bathroom. It wasn’t an easy task. He seemed sleepy, but you stayed firm in what you wanted, warning him you were gonna have to call the ambulance if he didn't follow you. He wasn’t really happy with the idea so he finally followed you to the bathroom. You gently helped him to remove his clothes like his T-shirt and Pants. You blushed and looked away when he only had his boxer left.
«-Go one, remove it and go in the bath.»
He said nothing and removed his last piece before entering the bath as you stopped the water. As you were about to take to soap, his hand grabbed your arm.
«-Come with me in the water. »
You gave him a surprised Look, not sure if he was trying to play or tease you, but he didn’t even look at you. His eyes were empty, looking at the water.
«-Please, he said in a shaky breath.
-Alright…»
Cheeks red, you started to remove your clothes. Nam Gyu didn’t even look at you, his eyes still fixed on an invisible spot in the water. It was less embarrassing but also it worried you more. Once Naked, you enter the water, behind your friend and start to gently rub it back with soap. You stayed in silence for a moment, not sure of what you should say.
You passed your arms around him, pressing your chest against his back and put your chin on his shoulder.
«-Will you tell me what happened to put yourself in that state ? »
His hands were shaking but came on yours, caressing the top of it with his thumb.
«-I- ..»
His voice cracked and it broke your heart. You never saw Nam Gyu like this and the more he tried to talk, the more confused you were.
«-I heard those voices again. Since-...Fuck…»
His grip on your hands getting tighter as his breath started to be more shaky and heavier. You weren't sure if he was having a panic attack. Not able to move your hand, you pressed you lips againt’s his shoulder.
«-Take your time, it’s fine.»
Another long moment of silence. Nam Gyu tried to get his shit together and not flinch in front of you. It was the war in his brain, struggling to confess his feelings to you. He wasn’t sure he wanted you to see the vulnerability in him. He wasn’t sure he could completely trust you, but on the other hand, you were there, trying your best to make him feel comfortable. You could have just given up on him and let him die from an overdose.
«-Since the Night we had the three of us and the Fight we had the next morning…It brought back some bad memories I tried to forget. I hear voices and I try to shut it up with everything I can. Whatever how strong or deadly or unsafe it can be. I just don’t want to hear it again.»
You started to feel bad. You never thought that night could have been such a problem. Did he really enjoy it ? Maybe he never wanted this ? No one really asked after all. You didn't say a thing and continued listening to your friend.
«-You were Right, I liked it. I liked how I felt with both of you and it scared me. You saw me like that scared me as fuck and it made me realise how hard I trust you Both.
-And that’s fine because in that kind of situation we had too. I would never have done that If I didn’t like or trust you or Thanos. You don’t have to be ashamed to have been seen like this. I teased you about it, but I really enjoyed this moment.
-I’m used to less passion, less soft touch, less…attention. I’m used to get any bitch I want at the club, fuck her right in a VIP section and never see her again. I’m used to just…using people cause I need to be in control. And I didn’t have control on anything with you two.
-And that’s okay, it proved that You trusted us enough.
-No, You don’t understand ! »
Nam Gyu started to cry and quickly tried to stop the tears by whipping it from his face. His brain was racing off negative thoughts as he heard her voice again.
«-Fuck…fuck-fuck-fuck ! »
Seeing him like this made you panic, clueless about what you could do for him. You just act impulsive and turn him around to face you, stopping his hands.
«-Nam Gyu, Look at me ! »
His wet eyes met yours for a brief moment as he quickly looked away. You felt Sad for him, wondering what could have happened to him to make him react like this. With your thumb, you whipped his tears before you gently cupped his face in your hand.
«-Explain Me, if I don’t understand.»
Nam Gyu calms himself by the soft feeling of your hands on him. Your eyes met his again and he could see you and her had nothing in common. Your eyes were full of concern and you cared for him.
«-Let’s finish the Bath first and after that I will tell You everything…»
I think I need myself some secret romance T.O.P and GD's little sister
Discretion ? I don't think So
Hello ! So, first of all, I'm sorry for the wait, it often take me some time to do the request cause I need time to think and get inspired. The challenge with that was to make it in one part so it's more of a relation than romance. Otherwise for a fanfiction it probably could have been a cute Slow Burn. I hope you will still Like it.
TW : Not full Smut but mention of it.
You stepped out of the train and directly rushed into Jiyong's arms when you noticed him. Since you didn't live at Seoul and didnt have a car Yet, when you want to visit your brother, you always take the train and of course, he’s always there to bring you at the train station. With all the fame Big bang has, having you around is always a little bit dangerous. Even If you are G-Dragon's little sister and all the fanbase knows about you, sneaking you into the house is not that easy. After all, your brother lives with other guys and if the fans came to know about you staying with them even for vacation, that could be a problem. Who knows what can happen in those walls.
And actually, The fanbase wouldn't be wrong this time. After all, you are secretly in a relationship with Seung Hyun for almost a year now and even your own brother doesn't know about it. When You visit him at Seoul, it's of course to see and spend time with him but also with your boyfriend. When you can’t do a trip to Seoul, it happen that Seung Hyun come to see you or his days off and pass two or three day at your place and as much as you like to have him around, it’s kinda hard since you can’t do activities like a normal couple outside of the horse so you prefer to see him at Seoul. It’s easier to plan things and have more privacy.
On your way to the boys house, you talk with Ji Yong about recent things that happened at work and some drama around it. You said how some coworkers are annoying, asking you out again and again, making him laugh.
_Why are you Laughing ?
_They seem to like you a lot to ask you again and again. Why do you not accept to just go out with one of them ?
_Well, because… I don’t want a Boyfriend. I need to focus on my work and I don’t want any distraction. And if things didn’t end well, I don’t want things to be weird or the other coworker to involve themselves into everything.
_Yeah, now that you mention it, it’s totally fair.
It’s kinda hard to not be able to say to Him that you already have a Boyfriend. Normally I would have been the first to know, but since this person is a member of his group, you prefer to keep it secret to avoid potential problems. As much as you wish to marry Seung Hyun and end your life with him, you are still careful cause you both don’t want to create issues if your relationship has to come to an end.
Once you entered the boys house, you could smell something nice in the air and smiled. Daesung and Taeyang, who were playing video Games came to greet you and hugged you. Seung Hyun was the last one to come see you and when you saw him, you couldn’t help it and smiled more. He wore a dirty apron, making you guess he was one who cooked tonight. He does that often when he comes to see you at your place. Actually He never let you cook when he’s around. You hope it’s not cause once Ji Yong told everyone you messed up some easy recipes like rice or eggs. You even burned some cookies you had made for school when you were sixteen. Now you are way better at cooking things since you live alone.
_What are you making for us Tonight, Seung Hyun ? Asked your brother
_Oh, you're gonna see. Something you will probably enjoy, he answered as he gave you a look.
_And How do you know she will ?
_You talk about her so much, I start to guess what she will like, he answered before his eyes went back to you. You will have to excuse me for not giving you a hug like the others did, I'm sort of… dirty.
_It’s fine, let’s save this for later, you answered with a smile. Do you need help in the kitchen?
_Hell No, answered Ji Yong, I would like to still have a Kitchen by the end of the evening. Let Seung Hyun handle it while we go put your stuff in your room.
The boys laugh at your brother’s comment and you blush,embarrassed.
Your brother let you use Taeyang old room. Since he lives with his wife now, this room is empty most of the time and almost became yours. You planned to stay a week so you packed a lot of outfits and even some more… revealing, hoping to have at least one moment alone with your boyfriend.
As you put everything in the drawers, someone knocked at your door before it open. You turn around to see who it was and smile when you notice Seung Hyun. He had removed his dirty apron. You didn’t lose time and threw yourself in his arms, hugging him tightly as he hug you back.
_I missed you, you said.
_I missed you too.
You stayed a little more in his arms before he let you go. You gave him a kiss on the cheek and went back to your clothes duties.
_For how long did you plan to stay, he asked.
_A week, at least. I took vacation from work because I wanted to spend more time with you. I hope it’s okay..
_Of course, We will figure out when we can have a little date.
You both heard Ji Yong's voice from the kitchen, saying the meal will burn if Seung Hyun does not come back to watch after it. You rolled your eyes as your boyfriend opened the door.
_See you later, love, He said before leaving.
The first evening you had with the guys was fun. Seung Hyun's food was delicious as alway, he even cooked cookies. He was right about how much you will enjoy it, cause you did. After dinner, you helped the boys to clean the kitchen and discussed having a game night. Taeyang refused, saying he had to go home, but all the others agreed. Ji Yong and Daesung left to go grab some snacks at the grocery store, leaving you alone with Seung Hyun. You quickly decided to go take a shower. As you undressed in the bathroom, the door behind you slowly opened before you could feel your boyfriend’s arms around you and his lips on your naked shoulder. You shiver and smile.
_Want to take a Shower with me ? You asked softly.
_I would love to, but I don’t think it’s a good idea. The guys will come back soon.
You turned around and passed your arms around his neck, still smiling.
_So we're gonna have to make it quick.
You pressed your Lips against SeungHyun's, as your fingers slided in his air. His hands on your hips pulled you closer to him as he answered your kiss. You slowly take a step back, still holding him, carefulling making your way to the shower, your lips still glued to his. When you were close enough, your hands went down to the base of his top and removed it, pulling away from his lips before you crashed it back to it.
_Okey, You win, Go first, I will join you in a minute, said Seun Hyun against your lips.
You pulled away, smiling before you started the shower and entered it.
When your boyfriend was ready, he joined you in it and pushed you against the cold wall of the shower. His lips came back to yours and you quickly started to forget that you had to make it really quick. The room was filled by the steam of the shower but also from the heat of your bodies collapsing against each other.
Once you finished ‘’ taking a shower ‘’ you got out and rolled yourself in a big towel as Seung hyun put his around his hips.
He gently kissed you on the forehead and left the room first. That’s when you heard your brother’s voice coming from the living room.
_What about time guys. You could have told us at least that you wanted to be alone.
Seung hyun had frozen in the living room when he noticed JiYong and Daesung on the couch. You felt your cheeks burning and you quickly put on your pyjama before getting out of the bathroom to join them in the living room. This time, you had nothing to say. No excuses could be used.
_From how long have you been back ? You asked
_Long enough to hear things I would like to never hear again. But at least we had our headphones.
You looked at Seung Hyun, he looked as embarrassed as you.
_I know you guys are a thing but next time, warn us.
Since when ? Asked your boyfriend
_I had my doubts when Once a month your snapchat map says you are at my sister’s house. And We also caught you when we came back from the studio and you were asleep on the couch last time Y/N visited. And after today I can be certain that discretion is not your thing at all.
As much embarrassed you felt, you were sort of happy that your brother knew. You will not have to hide anymore in front of him or any other group member, at least.
Not a Sonic fan but my bestie started this so Go take a Look lf you are into it ✨
Its Sonic x Shadow slow burn, but also … Hate love energy 😂 from what she told me. She talked about her story for almost one hour and right after I shown her some big bang stuff and we got lost into our hyperfixation and just forget about life. ❤️ True friendship
Fun fact : My phone listen when she talk about sonic related stuff cause now I have a lot of it on my tiktok fyp. Idk if i should laught or cry…or both 😂
I can't explain what I'm feeling but I've been emotional ever since I heard T.O.P's voice in Bang Bang Bang and Fantastic Baby during the live broadcast until now. And I realized that they let his part be heard by not singing along to it. They really chose to include him even though he wasn't there with them physically. And with them just recently releasing HOME SWEET HOME with that line "You're welcome back home wherever you are" gives a whole lot of meaning now. BIGBANGxMAMA2024 🥺❤️
Warnings: Cursing, drug use, and threesome/lots a smut (like someone needs to take my phone away from me cuz this was filthy bitch haha)
Summary: Your dumbass friends take Viagra.
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Most people would think a single woman renting out a home with two men as your roomates would be a cause for concern. Especially if those same roomates, did all kinds of random substances on the daily but to you they were harmless goofballs; they could be dumb and annoying at times but harmless non-the-less.
You guys met at the club, Nam-gyu worked there as a manager, Thanos was a famous rapper so he was there almost every weekend, and you used to work there as a dancer until you finished college and went on to become a nurse.
You’re shift usually ends at 11 PM and you would get home around 11:30 - 11:45 PM. Most of the time you would get home before the boys because the club didn’t close until 2 AM, but sometimes your job would ask you to stay for a few more hours and you would for the extra pay.
Tonight was one of those nights, you texted the boys in the the group chat not to worry if they didn’t see you at the house because you probably weren’t going to be home until later.
On the way home they decided to stop at McDonalds and buy dinner for everyone. They wanted to surprise you and also knew that you most likely weren’t eating enough as you should for how hard you work.
When they got home, they set the food and drinks on the table. They didn’t know exactly how long you would be, but typically when your boss asked you to stay an extra few hours you got home no later than 3 AM.
They went into the fenced off backyard to smoke some weed before coming inside. They both sat down at the table engulfing their food in minutes.
Thanos burped, leaning back in his chair, “Alright, what do you got for us tonight ?”
Nam-gyu smirked pulling out an orange prescription bottle from his coat pocket.
“I pickpocketed this old fucker.” He said, shaking the bottle and listened to the sound of rattling pills.
Thanos made a face, “Why an old guy ? He’s probably got heart issues and shit. No way he’s taking anything fun.”
Nam-gyu shook his head, the corner of his eyes red due to the marijana they smoked earlier. “No dude, I specifically picked him because he was dressed like a rockstar and plus you should’ve seen all the woman he was picking up, that dude was a chick magnet ! Whatever he’s on I want.” Nam-gyu pointed his thumb to himself at the last statement before opening the pill bottle and shaking one out onto his hand.
“What even is it ?” Thanos asked, his eyebrows raised in curiosity now.
Nam-gyu handed Thanos the bottle, “That’s the thing, the labels kind of worn out, so I can’t really tell.”
Thanos inspected the bottle label closely but ultimately shook his head, “Yeah I can’t make it out either.”
He fished a pill out of the bottle and pinched it between his fingers looking at the front and back of the pill. “It doesn’t look familiar.”
Nam-gyu bit his lip in excitement, “I know, im telling you dude I’ve got a good feeling about this one.”
Thanos smiled, “Alright, down the hatch it goes.” He slipped the pill into his mouth, Nam-gyu following suit as they both swallowed it in sync.
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“Dude, it’s been almost an hour and all I feel is a headache and my heart beating like crazy.”
Nam-gyu sighed, “Yeah, I know, this fucking blows.”
The sound of the door lock turning made them look back to see you stumbling into the house, closing the door behind you and sliding down it onto the floor.
“Hey there’s are Meredith Grey, how was work today ?” Nam-gyu called out to you.
Him and Thanos sat on the couch, watching a movie, with their heads turned to peer at you.
You could barely keep your eyes open, “Fucking exhausting.”
“Well we got you some food on the table, if you’re hungry.”
You perked up at the sound of food, you made yourself stand and walk over to the table. “Aww, thank you guys, this is a really sweet gesture.”
“Oh yeah, no problem, we know the long hard hours you work and wanna make sure you get the energy you need.”
You smiled at them, before grabbing your food and putting it in the microve. Once done, you sat down at the table and began munching down on your hot McSpicy with fries and washing it down with a coke.
You tilted your head, noticing the orange bottle of pills on the table in front of you for the first time. You picked it up and looked at the label, noticing that it wasn’t either of their names.
You rolled your eyes as you realized Nam-gyu must have stolen it from someone at the club. Curious though, you tried to look for the name of the drug but the label was too tattered to read it.
Thanos got up from the couch and joined you at the table, “Oh yeah, maybe you can help us out and tell us what this is.”
You huffed, “Please tell me you guys didn’t take one already, without knowing exactly what was going into your body ?”
“Eh, I wouldn’t worry too much y/n.” Thanos shrugged, “We took it an hour ago and still feel nothing except for our hearts racing but that could just be the weed we smoked earlier.”
You closed yours eyes at the mention of weed, “You mixed it with another substance ?”
“Yeah, but it’s just weed.” Thanos defended, “That’s not harmful, it’s like drinking alcohol.”
You smacked your hand in the middle of your face at his ignorance. “Thanos, mixing prescription drugs with alcohol can be lethal.”
“We only smoked weed, I was just comparing it to alcohol.”
You pinched the bridge of your nose, “No, Thanos, I get that I was just saying-“ you sighed, “You know what nevermind, let me see if I can figure out what this is before I give myself a heart attack.”
You popped open the bottle and shook one out onto the palm of your hand. The pill looked fairly familiar and it wasn’t until you looked very closely at it to read the writing that you let out a laugh.
“What ?” Thanos asked, “What is it ?”
You closed your eyes, shaking your head with a big smile on your lips. “Hey Nam-gyu ?” You called out to him.
His head turned around, “Yeah, what’s up ?”
“Come here please.” You motioned him with your finger.
He raised his eyebrows and got up walking around the couch, your eyes along with Thanos’s were instantly drawn to the prominent hard on showing through his grey sweats. Nam-gyu sat down across from you completely oblivious to his situation.
“Who’d you get this from ?”
His eyes went to the blue pill in your hand, “Some older guy at the club tonight. I thought since woman were practically throwing themselves at him, he would have something that we would want, but turns out it was nothing. This shit is ass.” He crossed his arms and leaned back in his chair.
The smile on your face grew even more, “Well typically Viagra only works if you’re sexually aroused.”
Nam-gyu’s eyes squinted in confusion not completely catching on yet, “Viagra ?”
Thanos froze for a second and then looked down, “Fuck.”
Nam-gyu’s head snapped to him, following his gaze and he chuckled, “Dude why are you-“ He blinked his eyes a couple times before looking down at his own erection.
You bit your lip to keep from laughing, “Yeah… so you guys took Viagra-“ You checked the pill again, “-And at the highest dose as well, wow.”
“Shit.” Nam-gyu commented, looking anywhere but at you.
“Good news is, since you only mixed it with weed there shouldn’t be too many side effects besides Tachycardia. Plus weed can increase the amount of Viagra in your system, making it last longer and amplifying its effects.”
They both looked at each other with worry and confusion. “What’s Tachycardia ?” Nam-gyu asked, looking back at you.
“It’s just means a faster than normal heartbeat.” You explained.
“Shit.” Thanos cursed under his breathe, “Y/n you gotta help us.”
You laughed, getting up from your seat and throwing your trash away. “Yeah not gonna happen, you two can suck each other off, I’m going to go sleep.”
You went to your room and shut the door, quickly switching into comfortable pj’s and snuggling under your covers.
A few hours later you awoke to someone shaking you lightly and whispering your name. You barely peeled your eyes open enough to make out the color of Thanos’s purple hair.
“Thanos…” You groaned, “What the fuck do you want ?”
“Y/n, you gotta help us.” His voice sounded panicky.
You whined, stretching your limbs, “Huh ? What are you saying ?”
“The Viagra we took earlier, remember ?”
You let out a soft laugh recalling the event suddenly, “What about it ?”
“It’s been two and half hours and we’re still hard as rocks.”
“Alright TMI.” You rolled over onto your side, your back facing him.
“Y/n-“ He pulled your arm down having your back lay against the mattress. “I’m not playing around, we both tried jacking off and came but nothing changed, we’re still hard and it’s starting to become painful.”
“Okay, I still don’t know what you expect me to-“
Thanos cut you off, attaching his lips to yours. This wasn’t the first time you two have kissed, sometimes when you would drink with them, you guys would get really steamy. Not just with Thanos but Nam-gyu too.
You moaned into the kiss, your fingers lazily running through his hair. He rolled himself on top of you, making you instantly feel his hard on pressed against your leg. You felt yourself clench at the thought of him inside of you.
You felt the bed dip next to you and looked over while Thanos kissed along your neck. It was Nam-gyu, he was feeling himself over his sweats as he watched you and Thanos play with each other.
When Thanos pulled away to remove his clothing, you crawled over to Nam-gyu. He leaned back onto his elbows as you made your way on top of him. You could hear his breathing pick up, as your face inched closer to his. You attached your lips to his and he moaned into the kiss as he tried pulling you more into him.
That’s the thing you loved about getting intimate with Nam-gyu, he was so needy.
One of his legs was trapped between your thighs and Nam-gyu bucked his hips up & down, humping your leg. He broke away from the kiss, releasing such loud sensual whines of desperation.
You began kissing his neck and his eyes rolled to the back of his head, hands clutching your hips to pull you even closer to him.
“Y/n.” You heard a deep voice call next to you.
You looked over to an exposed Thanos laying on the bed stroking himself, “Suck me off.” He commanded.
And this is what you loved about being intimate with Thanos, he was very dominating.
You licked your lips, nodding your head and crawling over between his legs. You grabbed the base of his cock and saw as his eyes glaze over with lust watching you. You licked a strip from where your hand was to his tip and felt him shiver beneath you before taking him into your mouth.
His hand tangled in your hair as you started to bob your head on him. You gagged around him when he shoved you down on his dick more, loving the sounds of you struggling to take him all in.
He released your head and you came up for air, a string of saliva being the only thing connecting you two at the moment. You wiped your mouth and Thanos sat up, swiftly unbuttoning your top.
You gasped at the cold air hitting your exposed skin, your nipples rock hard from it.
Thanos attached his mouth to one while his hand messaged the other. Your hand went to his hair lightly pulling on it. You felt vibrations against your skin as you heard him moan and noticed Nam-gyu, now fully naked as well, behind him. His arm was reached around Thanos’s waist, stroking his dick.
Thanos stopped what he was doing to you and turned around to focus on Nam-gyu. Attaching their lips as he fondled with his balls. Nam-gyu’s nails dragged down Thanos’s chest and he hissed into the kiss.
Thanos then detached his lips to spit in his hand. He reached down stroking Nam-guy’s leaking cock and watched as his mouth hung open, releasing such pretty moans for him as he looked at him through half lided eyes.
“God such a needy fucking slut for me, huh ?”
He whined, nodding his head as his hands hung onto his shoulders for support as he came undone; his cum spilling onto Thanos’s cock and lower abdomen.
Thanos grabbed him by the neck, his face only a few centimeters from his. “You better clean this shit up.”
“Y-yes sir.” Nam-gyu squeaked out.
Thanos released him, throwing him against the mattress. You watched as Thanos layed down and Nam-gyu quickly got up and crawled on all fours licking the cum from around his stomach.
You bit your lip at the sight, Nam-gyu was usually a shit talker who acted like he was a tough domineer but when it came to sex he was the complete opposite. Such a submissive, needy partner.
Nam-gyu was about to lick the cum off of Thanos’s dick but he stopped him. “Y/n-“ He used two fingers to motion you over and you listened crawling over to replace Nam-guy’s position next to him.
“Yes ?” You asked.
He rested his hands behind his head, “I want you to ride me.” You broke eye contact to look over at his cock that was decorated in Nam-gyu’s cum.
“Now.” He growled.
You swallowed, removing your shorts/underwear and positioning yourself on top of him. You grabbed his dick to line up with your entrance and felt the sticky substance coat your fingers. Nam-gyu’s cum mixed with your arousel made it very easy for you to sink yourself down onto him.
“That’s a good girl.” He moaned, placing his hands on your hips helping you bounce on his cock.
Your pace quickened when he slapped your ass with one of his hands and you moaned out his name. You felt him twitch inside of you and knew he was close. He pulled you into his chest and swiftly rolled you over so he was now ontop of you.
You didn’t have time to think as he thrusted himself into you, deeper and quicker this time. Your mouth hung open, moans falling out of it one after the other.
“Gonna cum.” Thanos grunted.
“P-please.” You begged, feeling yourself too close to the edge as well.
“Please what kitten ?” Asked, “You want me to cum in this tight pussy of yours, hmm ?”
You clenched around him in response and he groaned. “I need to hear you say kitten.”
Your nails marked up his back as you tried to form words, “P-p-please c-cum in me…”
He caressed his thumb on your cheek, “Such a good girl for me.” He said with a smile, “How could I say no ?”
His hand then went to your throat as he did three last hard thrust into you before spilling his warm cum into you. You came at the feeling of his cum filling you like a pastry and spilling out of you when he pulled out.
You never worried about either one them getting you pregnant because of all the drugs they took. Thanos layed beside you, instantly wrapping his arm around your waist with his head in the nap of your neck. It only took a few seconds for him to start snoring softly into your ear and you giggled a bit.
Nam-gyu who was fast asleep after Thanos had jerked him off; unconsciously rolled over pressing his chest against his back and you smiled at how cute they looked while sleeping. It didn’t take long for you to follow suit.
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In the morning, it was your day off so you didn’t care too much that you slept in. The clock read 12:34 PM and you groaned as you stretched your limbs. You felt your ass damp and looked beneath the sheets suddenly remembering the events that took place last night.
You looked over and noticed the boys were no longer in your bed. You yawned, walking over to your bathroom and took a shower. Once done you threw on your clothes for the day and walked out your room into the kitchen. It smelled of eggs, bacon, hashbrowns making your mouth water.
“Well look who finally decided to wake up.” Nam-gyu snarked and you stuck out your tongue at him taking the chair across from him at the table.
Thanos scrapped the eggs out of the pan onto Nam-gyu’s plate that was full of food already. He pointed his spatula at you, “How many eggs you want ?”
“Two.” You said holding up two fingers as well.
Nam-gyu took a bite of his food and then stood up, “Mmm, before I eat I’m going to throw your sheets in the washer real quick.”
You nodded your head, “Thank you.” You called after him.
It wasn’t long before Nam-gyu returned and Thanos had made you and him a plate of food. Thanos sat in the chair next to Nam-gyu and everyone chomped down on their food.
“Do you need money for a plan B ?” Thanos asked, with an eyebrow raised.
You shook your head with a chuckle, “No. I’d be lucky enough if either of your guys’s sperm lasted two days in me.”
Nam-gyu looked at you confused, “What do you mean ?”
“You guys are so hopped up on drugs that your sperm cells aren’t the best. Even if they got me pregnant, I’d most likely have a miscarriage after a couple of weeks and not even know it.”
Nam-gyu’s eyes looked concerned, “Damn… that’s-uh kind of depressing.”
You shrugged your shoulders, “It’s not like you’re starting a family anytime soon and when you want to just slow down on the narcotics, yeah ?” He nodded his head going back to eating his food.
Once finished you set your dishes in the washer and thanked Thanos for the delicious food he prepared. You told them that you were going to go get your nails done and to not wait up for you. Thanos stopped you at the door handing you a wad of cash.
“What’s this ?” You asked.
“Money for your nails.”
You tried giving him the money back, “I’ve got it, you don’t have to-“
He shook his head, “I insist.”
“Really Thanos I don’t-“
He smirked, “Let me spoil you.”
You smiled, rolling your eyes at him, “Thank you.” You pressed a kiss to his cheek and walked out the door as he shut and locked it behind you.
All for Us Part VI _ Final Part
Part I Part II Part III Part IV Part V
Hello Sweeties !
So as I saw in the votes, you asked for this L A S T par of this story, so there it is ! It's not that long cause I didn't had much to say. I just wanted to do a beautiful and simple end cause I think both deserve it. It wasn't a long Story, but it was long compare to everything I wrote in the last years and I'm proud of myself ! I realised later than the title is kinda bad cause I just made a bad translation from the french but the good title should be '' Everything for Us '' but I will let it like it is cause, Why not.
My first Fanfiction in years, my first fanfiction I finishied since my highschool years ( 11 years at least ) and my first published Smut in Years too. Overall I'm proud of myself and I wish I will do more other stories and I hope to be able to finish them all. Thanks to everyone who followed and Love this story. I hope to see you again for other ones !
You didn't remember what happened after you voted to go home. It was the majority of you. You remembered Thanos voting X too, but after the light off, everything was fuggy. When you opened your eyes, you were on the dirty ground where you were picked when you joined the game. You had a blindfold, well you guessed it was it, who had felt it on your neck. Your feets and wrists were tied up and you could feel the cold breeze of the night. Those bastards let you in underwear in the middle of a street. Luckily for you, You noticed your clothes close to you and after a moment, trying to untie your wrist, you quickly do the same for your legs before putting on your clothes.
Your phone was in the pocket of your sweater and of course, it ran out of energy. Your apartment keys were still in your jean’s pocket.
You felt tired and durty. A good bath and 24h hours of sleep is going to be well deserved, but first, you need to check on something.
You go to the nearest convenient store and put your card in the ATM to take a look at your account. Your heart was racing in your chest. What if it was just a dream ? What if they lied ?
Even if you didn't felt right to be happy, you couldn't stop smiling when you noticed the big amount of money you had in your account. Tears of joy appeared in your eyes, slowly cascading on your cheeks. Finally, The suffering and anxiety will be over. A hand on your stomach, you smiled at it.
«-I promise, You gonna have a beautiful Life…»
Once you got home, as you expected, the door locks were smashed. The guys who were chasing you for money probably entered the apartment while you weren't there.
Stressed, you opened the door and you felt sad to notice how everything was destroyed. This didn't look nice anymore, but you still have to stay there, at least until you could join Thanos or even that guy who messed up your apartment to give him the money.
Plugging your phone to the charger, you start to clean around as much as you can.
After a moment, when your house was clean enough for the energy you had, you go back to your phone and noticed a lot of unread messages from the guy who landed you money. Unsure, you text him back a simple ; I have your money. Let meet up Tomorrow.
You also get a Message, well, many, from Thanos. He seemed anxious about you and the baby.
“-Had you made it home yet ? “ -23h07
“-You can come to my place if you want “ 23h12
“-Or I can come over “ -23h13
“-Princess Are you all right ?” -23h20
“-I Got the money from the game. I can send you some if you want. “ -23h22
“-I know your debts are all my fault anyway…”-23h22
“-Seniorita Please answer me. Are you alright ? Is the baby’s fine ??!! ”-23h25
“-If I don't get an answer I'm going to show up at your place ! “-23h33
“-Okey I'm coming !! ” -23h45
You looked at the time : 23h55.
You smiled and answered him
“-I'm fine, my phone Ran out of power. No need to come over. Go at your place and rest “ - 23h56
“-I want to rest with You. Gonna bring snack. What do you want ? Ice Cream and Pinault butter ?”-23h58
“-Im Fine!! And of course Not, I don't have any weird pregnancy cravings. “-00h00
“-Not Yet ;) Anyway, still on my way…with snacks”-00h08
Your smile never left your face. Thanos was always really caring with you but somehow you feel like it was different this time, like he really made an effort and it made you happy.
When he arrived, he opened the door as you were still cleaning up the apartment. He looked around, visibly confused by all the mess around.
«-What happened here ? »
You explained to him the problems you got cause of your debts who’s also his or cause of him. Thanos felt bad you had to go traught all this cause of his addiction and helped you to clean as much as possible. Once everything was less messy, you both enjoyed some Snacks he bring and that’s when you realised how hungry you were. He bought you some of your favorite Ramen, chips and little cake.
He also gave you an envelope with money. It was the exact amount you need to give to the guy you will meet tomorrow. He apologized and insisted you keep it. You felt touched by this and accepted his money.
«-I really want you to keep the money you get from the game for our child. And for Yourself, of course.
-What about your own debts ?
-I will figure it out. And I still have some left so don’t worry about me. I want to go back to music and earn money of my own. I want to make you and our child proud. And for something else…
-Something else ? Like what ? A home ? It's pretty expensive.
-Well, not for a home, but it could be a plan for later. The other thing dépend more on your decision.
-which is ? »
You both were sitting on your bed and Thanos got up to kneel in front of you, gently taking your hand in his. You looked at him, breathtaking. Your heart stops beating for a second before it starts to beat faster. You could feel your eyes feeling with water.
«- Y/N would you accept to be my wife ? »
You were too shocked to answer. Tears flowing from your eyes as you just quickly nod your head. It wasn't the romantic scene you always dream of, but coming from Su Bong it was the most romantic thing he ever did. Even if you were both exhausted, still in debts and even if you didn’t have a Ring for you, yet, this moment felt the happiest of your life. You throw yourself in his arms, still crying as you repeat ‘’ Yes ! ‘’ Again and again.
Su Bong smiled and held you close, gently caressing your hair.
«-My dear and Beautifull Wife, He said before kissing you. »
This relationship with him was a total rollercoaster of emotion, but your love for each other was just too strong to let you away from each other. Faith does good things, sometimes.
The next days goes well, you got rid of your debts, Thanos started to go to therapy to avoid touching drugs again, so did you.
You moved In together, he worked on new music, new songs, starting to slowly go back on stage while you went back to school. You dropped one year ago but you chose an option you really like. It wasn’t easy with the pregnancy and Had to do a lot of home school and take more time.
Life with your Now, fiancé wasn’t alway easy. When he felt the side effect of always being sober you fought a lot, but at the end He apologies and you were understanding considering all the efforts he did for you, the baby and your relationship. Sometime, you fucked to avoid fighting or when Su bon needed a big high. He said you were his new addiction and even dedicated you to a song where He talks about how much He loves you and how you changed his life.
Eventually, you gave birth to a beautiful Daughter. Su bon said once he really would like to have a boy, but when He hold his little baby daughter in his arms for the first time, he almost cried and didn't let go of her. He quickly became over protective with her. He also wrote a song about her and it became a great hit. That’s how He were able to afford your engagement ring.
Your life goes back on track and you feel happy despite what you had been taught with the game. You and Su Bong got a matching tattoo with the number you were during the game as a sort of memorial for the ones who died in there but also as a reminder to yourself to be careful with your money and every decision you will take, cause you never want to live an experience like that ever again.
