Relapsing

Diagnosed EUPD/BPD in ED recovery

[problem-central-blog]

Making a self care box (but not box) featuring fidget toys, hand cream, face mask, glittery nail varnish, stickers, and colouring post cards

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[flatlinedheart]

[the-suicide-effect]

It seems like everyone is better at living than I am

[self--destruction]

How I feel everyday

[saahlo-folinaa]

“I wanted to kill myself and you were yelling about dirty dishes.”

As cliché as this is, this has been my actual morning.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[bones-to-perfection]

Here’s to everyone who used to have good grades but now are failing due to depression

[the-suicide-effect]

When you’re depressed you don’t control your thoughts. Your thoughts control you.

[flatlinedheart]

[suicide-hesitation]

[sadskelethin]

My personal top 10 reasons for wanting to lose weight:

my face will be slimmer & I wont look like im 12 years old 

my thighs won’t rub together when I walk 

I won’t have to worry about my stomach sticking out 

I’ll be more comfortable in my clothes bc they’ll be looser on me. 

I’ll look better in clothes 

people might finally be attracted to me ?

I’ll feel 1000x more confident, which means I’ll be more outgoing 

for the little things. like not worrying when I sit on someone’s lap and not worrying about borrowing other people’s clothes. 

so people won’t judge me anymore. For example, If I overeat, no one will be able to say “wow, that’s why she’s so fat”

I’ll feel lighter. I hate feeling heavy.

[cwote]

Let yourself feel.

Thanks for the inspiration @kindersuggestion :)

[suckmyassbitchh]

[fakingitdarling]

“Sometimes people compliment you, and all you see is the distorted image in the mirror.”

— I want to be pretty

[problem-central-blog]

Sleep is good, death is better; but of course, the best thing would to have never been born at all.

[problem-central-blog]