can you find me?

[saahlo-folinaa]

it’s one of those nights again. the kind where you can feel the sadness and anxiety in your stomach. the kind where you want to yell and scream and cry because nothing is okay and you aren’t sure it ever will be. the kind where you stare at your scars, wanting to make more. just to feel something other than this ache. it is nights like this that make me terrified to keep living.

[shoelace4-48]

i feel like im getting worse, more worthless, more useless

[ru1n3r]

i just dont want it to feel like this anymore

[cemeteryxghoul]

the emptiness eats at me and i want to disappear

[poetrydystopian]

"Very early in my life, it was too late."

[malglories]

i do feel somewhat ruined forever. but it’s okay we stay silly

[saahlo-folinaa]

How do you exist, how do you breathe, with such a heavy burden?

How do you let yourself live despite it all?

How do you fight?

[foxlungz]

Been coming to the realization that this being alive thing isn’t for me

[saahlo-folinaa]

but most of all, I just wanted my life to mean something.

anything.

and as I lay here in my childhood bed, I realize, it has never had any meaning.

i’m not sure it ever will.

[sickfrr]

[drawnsnake]

Refuge.

[paper-wounds]

[oldwinesoul]

[poemwav]

– Jamie Oliveira | from "Erosion"

[onthelearningtongue]

[iaminadream2]

Sometimes I wish I had died at 11 when I first started becoming depressed

[pretty-ichor]

how to stop being sad in my SOUL