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he/him | 20+ | gay | about

[eerieviri]

they're holding my fucking thang hostage for $6

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[weaselknievel]

*introducing myself to the guards who caught me* seized to meet you

[valtsv]

"it happens to the best of us" well im not the best so whys it happening to me

[laterkiss]

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

[nihilistic-body]

[hollanderthoughts]

I want to be heard (doesn’t speak) I want to be understood (doesn’t explain) I want to be seen (acts like if a missing person was right in front of everybody)

[rosellea]

Full of Stars by Aperture Vintage

[adriagan]

it fucking sucks being a disabled person who can't work and having to see these fuckass posts where someone's like "ahaha jobless people have no life and that's why everyone shitty online has No Job" and everyone and their mother reblogs it joyfully onto my dash for me to see. yes unemployed and unemployable people are truly without exception dogshit people with no hobbies and no redeeming qualities. you're so right. anyway if you'll excuse me i have to start my shift at the I'll Never Be Employed Because Of Permanent Disability And I Love Knowing How You Really See Me store

[adriagan]

if ur able to work can u reblog this i am seriously SO sick of it.

[adriagan]

btw this isn't solely a disability rights issue or an issue about people who are entirely unable to work. you should also be thinking about the people who are regarded as unhireable. transfems are hugely discriminated against in this way, people of color are passed over for less qualified white people, anyone who has any difficulty playing the interview game is less hireable... frankly anyone who made the mistake of pursuing the things they love and now has a degree for a niche field. if you still joke about Jobless People it's because you've fundamentally connected the worth of people to their labor, and specific labor, work that you see as valuable. and while i'm at it stop making fun of people who still live with their parents. asshole.

[highlandkall]

as much as i get the sentiment behind "make more bad art" there's gotta be a better way of communicating "you don't have to be technically proficient or hold yourself to a specific standard of practice" that doesn't sound as backhanded lol

[hadesbestgod]

Oh! Mutual would love this post

> looks inside

>I found it because mutual rebloged it

[tlirsgender]

The thing about social anxiety when you're autistic is that "someone can spontaneously get Mad At You for reasons entirely unpredictable to you & you might not even know cause sometimes they simply won't tell you" has just been your lived reality since like. Birth. And at some point you just have to go "OK well if they have one sided beef with me that's their problem actually" so you don't go completely insane

[tlirsgender]

If it sounds like I'm just describing abuse patterns that's because I am except when you're autistic it's Kinda Everyone because You as a neurodivergent person are presumed to be the problem by default until proven otherwise

[tlirsgender]

Like from my pov when I don't understand some Social Rule I apparently crossed unknowingly it strikes me as just as nonsensical as like. What if everyone on the bus hates me for getting on the bus. Because the whole problem is that it's not computing at all. So you just kind of learn to be on high alert 24/7

[rylandgraces]

[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode

[maxknightley]

"it would be so good if it was good" will haunt you but "it's extremely good, except for the one or two parts which are so bad it's genuinely kind of insulting" will straight up drive you insane

[maxknightley]

one has you making posts like "okay but if the author UNDERSTOOD the POLITICAL IMPLICATIONS of the story they were telling, and leaned into it, it would actually be a really interesting exploration of..."

the other has you pacing your bedroom at one in the morning going "why. why would you ever in a million years do it like that. genuinely what possible thought process was involved. was the writer possessed by a fucking ghost or something."

[sparxie]

remaking my Help:tm: Post bc it's been a bit of time and i have my belongings and wifi again.

hi! i've been through too much this year, including two emergency senior cat vet visits (she's ok - a diet change saved her!) and an emergency/sudden and unplanned cross country move. i have enough money to stay housed in my new place but that's really about all i can manage currently. ...so i still need help! namely with necessities and a few stray bills. my kofi goal has been adjusted accordingly. top priority is getting the vacuum, which can be found on my am-z-n wishlist right here.

my birthday is in 4 days and i'd really just appreciate a stress free day for the first time in months. thank you.

kf / pp / vm - ask for other methods of payment

[tranthony]

youve been a bad *remembers youre plural* people

[miyukiko]

Girl of blue. I always like drawing Lyria! (◍• ᴗ •◍)