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Religion Test 1

For the past 3 days, I have been praying Psalm 51:10; the seed was planted during a sabbath day sermon. “Create in me a clean (morally uncontaminated) heart, O God, and renew a steadfast (Resolutely or dutifully firm and unwavering) spirit within me”. I say this silently to myself as I wander the halls of my work.  More then anything I want a clean heart. My heart has seen so much pain, and it has caused so much evil in my life as a result of the pain. More then anything I want a stedfast spirit; I want to be firm and stand my ground with my beliefs and the task I have been given. 

As we all know, when we pray like this, life gets excited and sends you a curve ball.

For the past three days, three friends ratted one another out about what each of them has said about me behind my back. I know, its a mouth full and we all feel like I am a 16 year old girl. This is not the case. I am a woman. And I always thought life as a woman would be peaceful.

These three girls had stories of my past on the table. They were saying how one of them should be with my fiancé  because she is prettier the I and because he is handsome. The other said I was hateful to the man I love. And the other girl was saying I still talk to an ex just to break-up my relationship!!!

This is crazy!

I was hurt, I was angry, I cried to myself, and I confronted each one of them. All three girls were mad and hurt because I said something (of course). There were different reactions and yet my reaction was the one I was most surprised about.

I understood.

My clean heart understood the flaws of human nature. It understood that they made a mistake and the three woman were talking just to talk. I was able to reflect on my own mistakes as well. I realized how I hurt people with my words and how my thoughts ultimately held people down with the weight of perception. 

In these last three days, I understood Psalm 51:10 and the power of a clean heart. 

I forgive the women that hurt me and I forgive myself for hurting others.

Thank you O Lord, My God. 

Ps.

If you are wondering about the steadfast spirit, well... I did write this story for you.   

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Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me

Psalm 51:10 NKJV

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Everyone starts somewhere…

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The Start

Where does it start and where does it end? I ask myself this question over and over again. Where do I start? In reality, there is no definite beginning to our story. Lets take human life for instance. Does life start at birth or conception? Or does our life start with our parents story? We can go back even further and wonder if our story starts with God and the decision to create life in the first place. All of these are valid starting places, yet, they can be endings as well. So as I sit here and wonder where to start, there answer is I started a long time ago. I guess its time to stop all the wondering and thinking and just start doing. 

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The Changes We See

They say the only thing that is constant is change.

The time changes. 

The day changes. 

The Year changes. 

You change...

...I change

We start our life as a small baby, a blank slate. As time progresses we start to adopt ideas and attach emotions to these ideas. When emotions are attached, behaviors start to come into physical manifestation. Before you know it we are lashing out because our coffee isn't hot enough, and we are excited because the latest blood diamond has been released. 

Some of us are fortunate (or cursed, depending how you look at it) to have an evolved consciousness, realizing our ideas, emotions, and behaviors. In that moment of divine realization we are blessed with the opportunity to change. We can change for the better and bloom like the spring flower in the warm sun- or we can choose to stay the same and become like the unwatered house plant; withering away in the un-natural state of same. 

You see, life wasn't always like this. Until recently human beings believed in the notion that we are the way we are and there is nothing we can do about it. We are here to live, die, and never question otherwise. 

Why not change? Why not question reality? As the day turns to night, and the hair on my head fades from a beautiful black to white, I want to look back and say that I changed everything in sight.

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Fat… It Happens 

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Fat America

Why are we fat? You may be asking the question from an outer perspective or and inward one. 

As a fat American I can only wonder the question myself. Why am I fat? I put many good years into being healthy and fit. I worked out, I ate right, and I even meditated regularly. As time moved on, I guess I kind of let go of my healthy awareness and adopted a bling reality.

Food just made me feel good...

I turn on the TV with life so violent that, I cover it up with food; basking in the great taste my mouth is feeling.  

I work hard for little pay, but food always takes the stress away. Food makes me feel like I have more then enough.

I see the worlds problems and see that I am one, small human. I eat and feel like I am all that matters. 

The truth is, I can go on for hours talking about my undeniable affection for food. But, that is not why I sit her and write. No... I sit here for something far greater then who I am. That something is calling me to wake up ad see the truth in the choices I make. I am seeing my reality of depending of food. 

This, ladies and gentlemen, is the exact definition of de-evolving. That moment when you realize that you were once great and now you blindly eat yourself to a young grave. 

Evolution comes when we finally see our faults as minor corrections, and we have the willingness to do whatever it takes to make the proper adjustments.

Yes, we are fat America.

But... we are smart enough and strong enough to make the right choices.   

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Our Story

Human evolution, the story of my existence. I have spent countless nights pondering the possibilities, wondering what we could become. Only in my later years have I looked to the past and contemplated how far we have come. It’s crazy because everything around us is evolving, and or has evolved. We are often taught in grade school that evolution was a thing of the past, and our church tells us that evolution does not exist at all. I can’t wait to see the look on peoples faces when we finally realize that: the divine being that is our God and the complex understanding of development that is evolution are one story of us and our living consciousness.

JM

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Servitude

What does it mean to serve? All of our existence we have been taught that every man lives for himself; It is when he help others that we show weakness within ourselves. However, how can that really be true? If we are one, as different reflections of the same source, then why wouldn't we want to serve others just as we would serve ourselves? I gave my heart today and found it more rewarding then if I would have been selfish in my ways. We evolve, when we serve, into a deeper understating of oneness.

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